Allie has closed the door behind herself and smiled at the redhead who just sat up on the bed. Bea looked much better than a week ago. Of course, she lost a lot of weight, it was visible on her face a little bit, but she had healthy color and altogether had a healthy vibe. The way she moved or talked showed more strength than before.
- Hey you! – Allie leaned down to kiss the older woman. It was a long lingering hello kiss. – Have to say, I'm surprised that you are still in your gown. I thought you would pull one of your stunts and ask the nurse to change your clothes.
Bea smiled at her gorgeous blonde.
- She is not my type. – Bea whispered – She wears too much makeup.
Allie's brows shot up in playful glare.
- Your type? Excuse me miss „I'm not gay." Since when do you have a type?
Bea chuckled and reached for Allie's hand. Their fingers automatically intertwined and Bea pulled Allie closer.
- To be honest with you. I have a type for a fairly long time by now. Since the day I saw one young blonde walking into H1 stating she is Allie Novak.
Allie scrunched her nose.
- That wasn't a very good entrance, was it? You have no idea how scared I was!
- Scared?
- Hell yeah! I had a big crush on you outside and when I saw you here for the first time, geez Bea, you walked past me in the hallway and I froze on the spot. I think it took me five minutes to come to my senses and move again. – Allie ran her finger over Bea's cheek. - And you haven't even noticed me by the way. You were so gorgeous! Strutting like the queen you are with your minions around. Strength, power, and authority oozed from you. You were everything I have expected and so much more. So yes, when Kaz told me to find you, I almost pissed myself.
- Minions? Really?
Allie's eyes bulged.
- Don't tell that to Liz and Maxine, please!
Bea chuckled.
- Help me change and let's get out of here.
Allie smiled. She couldn't wait to have Bea back in H1. Cuddling on a small bed in the privacy of Bea's cell, that sounds like a dream. She grinned, yes, a girl don't need much to be happy if she has someone so perfect as Bea Smith to love.
Allie caressed with her thumbs the hands wrapped around her waist. It was a lovely sunny afternoon and they were all out in the yard. She was straddling the bench, leaning back into Bea who was sitting in the same position behind her with her arms wrapped around the young blonde, holding her close. They were turned towards the basketball court watching the others. Bea turned her head from Allie's shoulder where it was resting and kissed her cheek.
- That is really fun to watch.
- I can't keep my eyes of Sonia. – Allie giggled. – How can she move so fancy even while playing basketball?
Bea giggled too, nuzzling her cheek against Allie's who smiled. Life is crazy. She is locked up in a prison with a double murderer cuddling her and she never felt more content and happy.
- I have to go to the bathroom. – Allie reluctantly took the warm hands from her stomach and placed them on Bea's thighs. – Don't move I will be back soon.
- No way! I'm coming with you! – Bea tried to stand up but Allie pushed her back as she stood up herself.
- Just stay and relax. I will call Boomer with me. – she said and waved to the mentioned woman. Bea just smiled.
- Hurry back, I miss you already.
- Aww, you are real sweet talker Smith. – Allie chuckled, turned around and walked towards the entrance looking over at Boomer who was crossing the yard. Bea watched them with a smile. She more sensed than heard someone approaching her. She turned to the other side just in time to see Kaz walking over.
- May I sit down? – she asked.
Bea nodded. They were staring at each other for few seconds in silence. Bea had trouble to decide how she felt about Kaz. Honestly, she thought that Kaz is crazy and no good at all. She preached one thing and acted differently. At least in Bea's books what she did to Allie was int the same category as abuse from a man. Gender doesn't matter, using someone, playing with them is not what a normal person does.
- I heard that some of the women have trouble with the transition. – Bea broke the silence.
- Yeah, we can say that not going to deny it.
„She is not lying now at least." – Bea thought. Kaz Proctor has only one good thing going on for her and that is Allie Novak. Bea remembered how good it felt to punch the old blonde. She would love to have another go at it.
- I heard that some of the women have approached you about being the Top Dog again.
- Yes, they did. – Bea straightened her back. – And I told them to piss off. I'm not interested. They wanted me gone, you wanted me gone. Never mention that I have never wanted to be the top dog. Never! Circumstances forced me to take the position, but I never wanted it. I'm done! My only priority now is to keep Allie happy and safe until she gets out. Nothing else matters.
Kaz nodded and looked around cautiously.
- Tina is hard to handle. She is going behind my back.
- What have you expected?
- And someone is beating the women up. I have no idea who or why. First Juice and now that Asian woman.
- This is a maximum security prison. Women here have no halo or wings Kaz.
Proctor's eyes suddenly locked on something behind her and Bea knew that Allie must be walking across the grass. Probably with a very angry expression on her face. At least the look on Proctor's face paled a bit and she looked very uneasy.
- I think that you have bothered her enough. – Allie's voice sounded uncharacteristically cold.
- We are just talking. – Kaz tried to keep her cool.
- Same difference, time for you to go. – Allie walked next to Bea and glared daggers at the older blonde.
- You can't be angry with me forever.
Allie felt the anger piling up in her. She loved Kaz, she still probably does, but that woman has some nerves.
- You caused us so much pain deliberately! I won't forget it!
- Allie. – Bea reached out for her hand. Their fingers and palms instantly holding each other in a soft grip.
- No! Fuck sake! I can try to be civil with her, but I don't want her near you or myself!
What were you even talking about? Did she want to force you to be the Top Dog? Or she just sat down and started telling you some made up the story again.
Allie kept her voice low, but the anger was oozing from her whole being. Kaz threw few glances between them and then she stood up and walked away. Obviously they were done for today.
It was around five o'clock when the silence was interrupted by the sirens.
A few minutes later the speaker called code black and the prison shut down immediately. The lock down found Liz, Boomer, and Maxine in H1. Sonia and Doreen must have been stuck somewhere else. Allie and Bea were at the medical. Bea needed fresh bandages.
The loud beeping noise of the sirens stopped after five minutes. Maxine and Boomer came out from Maxine's cell and sat down on the sofa. From there they can follow better what is happening outside and know when the lockdown will be lifted. Liz came out of her cell soon after and went to make tea for herself. She was about to pour the boiling water over it when a guard walked over checking up on them. Liz stepped closer to the iron bars.
- Mister Wallace? What happened?
The guard barely turned to her, just stared in front of himself.
- Someone OD-d down in the basement.
- Oh, my god! Again?!
- Yeah, looks like one of your smart mates brought bad stash.
- Can you tell us who was it? – Maxine called out from the couch.
- I don't know, haven't been there and it was not announced yet.
- Thank you. – Liz said and walked back to the kitchen to finish her tea.
- This is getting out of hand. – Maxine said.
- Juice and that Asian deserved that beating whoever did that. But girls dying because of bad gear, that is just not right. – Liz said as she walked to the couch and joined the others.
- Do you think that people will try to hurt us? Now when Bea is not the Top Dog anymore? – Boomer asked quietly. – You know, I bashed few people.
- Few? – Maxine tried hard not to laugh. This is a valid observation. Sure they made few enemies during past years. Boomer winced.
- Ehhh, you know, feeeeew...
- I don't think that we should be worried. Bea still has authority, maybe she is not the top dog, but the women are cautious. They know if something happened to any of us Bea would take revenge no matter what.
- Yeah, that is true. But still, let's be careful and see how will this fold out.
Liz started sipping her tea. Numb silence has fallen ever the unit. The girls were lost in their own thoughts.
After thirty minutes of commotion, the lockdown was lifted and the women could go back to their cells or to their shifts.
Allie tied the belt on her robe tighter as they walked down the hallway. Trying to look as cool and collected as Bea. She glanced at the older woman who was walking next to her. Her back straight, her steps self-assured and her expression confident with a soft smile on her lips. They just took a shower and it didn't happen at all like Allie imagined how it would be to share the stall for the first time.
- This is not exactly how I have imagined our first shower together.
- What is wrong with it?
- Hmmm, what about Boomer standing guard in front of the door. Or the fact that I'm standing behind you solely as a safety tool.
Bea laughed loud.
- I'm enjoying myself actually. This is the first time you wash my hair.
- Awww, right! Can't believe that you are the one thinking positively!
- Must be with the fact that you are thinking with your gutter. Shower equals to sex in your mind.
- I think it does. – she shrugged – Can you blame me?! You are all hot and wet right now.
She smiled at the memory. At the end, it was not so bad. Lost deep in her thoughts she almost ran into Boomer who stopped in front of them and turned around.
- What made you grin like that Allie? That shower must have been really hot assuming from how red your cheeks are. – Boomer giggled and turned towards H1 with Allie and Bea catching up with her.
- Trust me Booms you don't want to know. It would keep you up all night. – Allie winked and glanced at Bea, but the older woman never blinked. She must be tired, otherwise, she would protest against talk like this. They walked into H1. Liz, Maxine, and Doreen were in some kind of deep conversation. Boomer rushed to them and plopped down next to Maxine. Before Allie and Bea could reach their cell door Doreen called after them.
- Hey, Bea! What are you going to do with Tina?
Bea stopped in her track and shrugged.
- Nothing.
- She brought bad stash in Bea. – Doreen continued. - Are you going to let Kaz handle it?
- I'm not „letting" her to do it, she will do it because she is the Top Dog.
- She can't handle it, Bea.
- I'm not the Top Dog anymore and I won't be ever.
- People are out of mind, they fight and get bashed up. Drugs are all over the place and we really don't need another OD.
- Not my problem. – Bea stated calmly.
- It is, I know you care about these women Bea. – Liz said.
Beas jaws tightened.
- I did care and maybe I still do, but what about them, huh? Who cared about me when I needed it?! When I was begging you to help me?! I was all alone! Alone against Tina, Juice, and The Freak!
I have never complained, tried my best to handle everything. What did I get for it? You! – she turned to Doreen. - You turned your back on me for fucking conjugal and because I shaved Tasha's head. I saved her from cracked skull and some broken bones. Do you even get it, Doreen?! You wanted a soft Top Dog, here you go!
Bea had no idea how that anger came out all at once. She felt better, though. It was good to get it off her chest. She felt a soft hand slipping into hers, squeezing and pulling towards her cell.
- Good night you all! – Allie opened the door and tugged her once more. – We will talk in the morning. – She smiled at them and felt relieved when she saw Maxine and Liz smiling back.
- Good night you two! – Sonia said first, trying to ease the tension. Maxine and Liz followed.
- Good night!
Boomer waved at them mumbling a "good night" too. Doreen didn't want everyone's attention on her, so she said quick good night too, looking right into Bea's eyes. Then she lowered her head, showing remorse and most of all signalling that she got the message. Bea replied with a tired smile and then walked inside her cell after Allie.
As soon as the door closed behind them with a soft thud Bea slouched her shoulders and let out a deep sigh.
- I'm sorry.
- You don't have to apologize to me.
Allie replied stepping closer and offering her a hug with open arms. Bea instantly stepped forward into the warm embrace.
- I actually think that you are right. I know that there are some circumstances and excuses. But in some way, they all let you down. They took you, the peace and the good times granted.
- Do you find me sexy even without my minions?
Bea managed to ask with a straight face making Allie erupting into a loud laughter.
- Hell yeah! This lone wolf thing is hot too. – she pulled the redhead towards the bed - Come on! Cuddle with me.
They laid down and wrapped themselves around each other.
Bea was lying on her left side, her eyes closed, a soft smile set on her lips. She nuzzled her head more into Allie's shoulder and softly squeezed her waist. Her right arm was draped over the young woman her fingers flexing a little over the soft cotton shirt.
She pressed her nose to the warm velvety skin on Allie's shoulder, inhaling in deeply, enjoying the wave of calmness and peace washing over her instantly. Bea's smile got wider and she all but hummed with delight.
Allie came into her life not even a year ago, but now, lying here, feeling so content and happy even with thirteen painful stab wounds all over her abdomen, Bea couldn't imagine or remember how her life without the young blonde looked like.
Her eyes reminded closed as her fingers slowly started moving. First, they just caressed the soft tummy underneath them. A few minutes later, though, they have started moving back, sliding over Allie's midsection. Smoothing the crumpled t-shirt and then the fingers spread out hovering over her soft belly.
Bea pressed herself more into the young woman, quickly kissing her cheek before settling back into her previous position. She kept her eyes closed, it was relaxing and Bea was sure she will drift off soon, but until then she continued languidly tracing patterns over Allie's abdomen. Two fingers started walking upwards over Allie's torso between her breasts to her collarbone. Reaching her neck Bea felt the body next to her shake with soft laughter.
- What are you doing? - Allie asked. Bea grinned.
- Nothing, sleep. – She said as she traced her finger along the hem of Allie's shirt. The pad of her finger lazily sliding on the creamy skin. Allie's laughter stopped and she closed her eyes, her face sporting a happy grin. Bea continued her journey up to Allie's jaw, tracing her chin and cheekbones, up her temple over her forehead, down the nose and then again.
Her finger has taken the same course. Chin, cheekbones, temple, forehead and nose, but this time her finger landed on a pair of soft lips. Bea felt Allie smiling under her touch and lifted her head, moving it back a little so she could watch the blonde. Her finger ghosted over those soft and god knows how tasty lips.
Bea grinned knowingly, she has to move along, she can't linger there as tempting as it is. Surely Allie is just about to bite into her finger or planning to suck it into her mouth and she really doesn't want any distraction. So, she dragged it over that beautiful neck, between her breast back to her tummy. Bea leant in closer, placing her lips to Allie's cheek, lingering there for a while before peppering it with soft kisses. Allie instantly turned her head and their lips locked in a sweet kiss.
They were lying like that, kissing and relaxing for five minutes or so when Allie felt two fingers walking up her body again, but this time, they didn't move up to her neck. They stopped in the valley between her breasts. She felt as Bea's knuckles caressed the underside of her left breast before her fingers started running circles aiming to get to her nipples. Allie felt her breath hitch and she stirred.
- Bea... - she said halfway moaning hallway questioning.
- Shhhhh... – Bea smiled at her, brown eyes gazing into the blue ones before kissing her again. Their lips pressing together, tongues darting out to taste and lick.
Bea palmed Allies left breast, her thumb circling and rubbing the hardening nipple.
- We have to... – Allie started but she was silenced by a kiss.
- We are alright. – Bea said sliding her tongue into Allie's mouth brushing against hers as she gently squeezed the soft mound in her hand. – Just let go. I need to feel you.
Bea's hand moved lower and slipped under the hem of her sweatpants. Her fingers teasing around, sliding from side to side caressing her lower belly. Allie was sure she will spontaneously combust within few seconds. Bea moved from kissing her neck to sucking on her earlobe. Hot breath in her ear making her tremble. She had a hard time breathing as Bea's fingers were roaming over her panties now. Bea moved her palm lower, her hand covering Allie's pubic bone and clit for few seconds.
They kissed slowly, Bea's fingers twitched and pushed down a little bit. Allie let out the long breath she was holding, her left hand moved under the pillow grasping at it hard. She felt as Bea pulled her hand up and slid her fingers under her panties, not halting going back right where it was. She moved her fingers, grazing the smooth skin underneath them.
Allie's body jerked.
- Spread your legs. – the husky voice commanded and Allie felt a gush of wetness instantly flooding out of her. She obeyed with a deep breath, getting herself ready for another wave of pleasure as soon as Bea's hand touches her. She was right. Strong hand palmed her wet mound and she felt the fire in her belly exploding and spreading through her body finally ending between her thighs. Her hand grasped the older woman's neck pulling her close for a searing kiss.
Every doubt and concern Allie had were gone. Bea won't get exhausted, it won't last long. Actually, it is a miracle that she is still holding on. She felt one finger probing near her entrance. Bea gathered up some wetness, then slowly dragged her finger between Allie's lips up to her clit. The blonde moaned loudly. Bea started sliding her index and middle finger along her wet lips with her clit gently pinned between them.
Allie bucked under her ministrations. She was close, really close. She placed her hand on top of Bea's and pushed down. Bea understood. Moved her hand further, even if it was hard in Allie's tight panties, and slid easily two fingers inside the blonde. Allie panted heavily. She turned towards Bea pulling her for a kiss. Her hand was still on top of Bea's, both moving in sync with Allie's hips. Allie smiled into the kiss.
Saying that she was near the edge or that she was just about crash over it, is not accurate. This feels more like surfing on a huge wave of pleasure, like a constant orgasm ending with a powerful release and it was here. Bea couldn't really move her fingers, she just pushed as deep as she could, pressing her fingers upwards to massage Allie's inner walls and pushed her palm down her clit. Her hand moved in rhythm with Allie's hips and it didn't take long. She felt Allie clenching around her fingers in a powerful orgasm. Allie stopped kissing her and just slumped down after her body stopped jerking.
Bea kissed her and wanted to move her hand, but Allie stopped her.
- Wait, not yet. – she panted and rubbed the hand still buried inside her. Bea kissed her again, their lips meeting softly. She watched the younger woman - she is so beautiful. Face flushed, chest heaving and her swollen lips smiling.
- That was... I... – Allie shook her head. Stifled giggle rocked her body, she looked into Bea's eyes kissing her and wrapping one arm around her neck holding her close. She squeezed Bea´s hand with the other. – Hmm, I don't think that I will let you take that hand away. Just feels too good. – Allie hummed, her eyes closing as she pressed her lips to the ones smiling at her.
- We can stay like this until morning, but I'm not sure if we can go like this for breakfast.
Bea deadpanned and Allie laughed. There is no way she could love this woman more.