I woke up in hospital; wondering why I was I hospital actually. I could hear someone, Luke, on his phone in the corner of the room speaking to someone on his phone.
'Jocelyn! What do you mean you can't see your daughter!? She just tried to kill herself again! No you listen Jocelyn; You've been neglecting to acknowledge her since Jon died, Every time something like this happens you make me sort it out and im sick of it! I don't mind having to help Clary because I think of her as my daughter, Damn it she is! But Jocelyn, I sware to God, if you carry on this way I will get a divorce because, quite rankly I don't want to be with someone who care so little about her daughter!' I herd him hang up and saw him turn to face me.
'Heard it all?' I nodded. 'Well im sorry, and after your better I'll take you to the zoo or something, and yes I do know your not a child but I also know how much you like to see animals and rant about the poor animals in cages. Any one you want to bring?' he said.
'Yes.' mu throat was dry like parchment paper, raspy like sand paper and still I listed the names of the people I wanted to bring.
'We had to give you a blood transfusion, since you suffered from a severer loss of bloo-' he was interrupted by my door banging open.
'Excuse me? Doctor? She doesn't need to go through this! She knows about the loss of blood; she tried to kill her self! Okay? now walk out of this room and go see someone who needs you! Bye, bye.' it was Kaelie saying all of this with Jace trying to push around her. Behind both of them I saw Izzy, Alec, Magnus, and Simon trying to see around them both. Kaelie, after herding everyone ito the room cake over to me and sat on one side and Jace on the other.
'Hey!' Kaelie was complaining about Magnus crawling up the bed to sit beside me. I tried to sit up.
'SSSSSHHHHHHHHHHIT!' I yelled, falling down on to the bed, Jace looking at me with concerned eyes. 'Im ok, Im ok. Fucking shit! I always forget about the pain. But shit.' I was panting like I ran a race, when in reality I just really hurt my wrists. Again...
'Are you okay miss?' it was a young nurse. I put my thumbs up. He left.
After sitting up, with Jace's help, I leaned against my free wheeling bisexual friend, resulting in half my face being covered in a fine silver powder.
'Clare-bear don't care, Kaelie! She is the straightest person I've ever known! She doesn't want your advances!' it was Magnus.
'Even though me and clary had an argument doesn't mean that we hate eachother. I love people with spirit!'
'You know I wasn't joking about the lube... And since it wasn't opened I kept it. Hope you don't mind... WHAT!' after I spoke I looked around me at the baffled gazes.
'Common raspberry flavoured lube tastes really nice! I checked and it was edible so...'
'Clary! that was mine I thought you were just really good at guessing shit girl! I think I'm in love!' Kaelie was being overly dramatic.
'MINE!' Growled Jace pulling me away from Mags. 'You cannot take my favourite pers-'
'No wait..'
'Clary's mine you bastards...'
'what are you all on about...'
'EVERY ONE SHUT THE FUCK UP!' I screamed, ' I know im every ones favourite person, but jeeze im sorry guys but im Mags... Jace I love you and all but me and Mags have something you will never have with me. Im sorry but me and Magnus are meant to be together, we're the bestest of friends im sorry.'
'Every one looked heart broken, but soon perked up when I said that I told Luke who I wanted to go with me to the zoo.
'Zoos have DUCKS. Things with out souls are DUCKS. you can never trust a DUCK!' Jace said so I shuffled off the bed onto his lap and said;
'Don't worried Jacey ill protect you from the mean DUCKS.' I imitated his voice for ducks. His face though. Oh my God.