J PoV
When I woke up there was someone nestled in my arms Breathing silently only sniffling every now and then and sometimes sighing. Looking down I saw crimson curls tangled around a beautiful face. Clary...
As I brushed some hair off of her face her eyes opened, the irises a vibrant emerald colour. 'Hey.' I whispered 'you ready to go to breakfast?' She closed her beautiful eyes And shook slightly fro trying to hold back tears.
'After silently crying, getting my top wet, we finely got up to go to breakfast and I went into my room to get dressed. Thinking about the beautiful broken girl my heart seems to yearn for
C PoV
After Jace left my reason for being up diminished, as if it went with the golden, handsome guy my heart seems to actually like for once rather then my body. Im not say my body doesn't want him im just saying I not just being a whore this time. This time you may ask? Long story it involved a bit too much Russian vodka, curtesy of my Russian friend Vasalisa and her brother Ivan, and a couple and id rather not talk about it. Put it this way it would be better suited to be on a porn website. im not saying I didn't enjoy it though...
Well as I was saying, I was so upset I decided to just sit on my bed and felt tears fall down my face until I decided to pull out my guitar from under my bed and started playing Monster by Meg and Dia. after finishing I looked up to see Alec standing at my door mouth wide.
'OH MY FUCKING GOD! Your from that duo I was wondering why I recognised you but you looked do god damn different with your brother! I loved you two and I may or may not of had a crush on your broth-'
'Hes dead.' I interrupted in a mono tone. 'He died just after the concert in Pandemonium and no one gave a shit. I don't sing infront of people and if you think about telling people about me I will rip off your dick and burn it along with your nutts.' he stared at me eyes wide.
I haven't sung in front of anyone since then. I don't think I ever will.