So Much for Forever

Chapter- 3

A/n: Wow I'm surprised at all the alerts and favorites I got on this story. Thanks guys! Now you just need to review with some ideas cuz I'm kinda drawing a blank here. And don't forget more reviews = faster update.

Disclaimer: I own nothing but the plot.

WARNING! There is a Saix/Roxas rape scene in here, read it now kill me later. Or else just skip it…

Tick… Tick… Tick… Tick… Ten minutes. Tick… Tick… Damn it, hurry up! Tick… Tick… Tick… Roxas sighed and turned his gaze from the clock back to his journal. Time was passing much too slowly for his liking. Tick… Tick… He wanted to spend as little as physically possible in school and in eight minutes he would be free. No more faking, no more smiling like everything's fine; he could go home and drop his 'pathetic act' as Axel had put it ever so nicely. Tick… Tick… Two minutes. Lunch earlier was horrible; he thought it was going to only be him and Demyx. Oh no, it was everyone. Saix kept trying to kill him with his glares, Axel was being a jerk the whole time and Demyx was too busy "talking" (flirting is more like it) with Xigbar to even notice him. So Roxas ended up leaving early and sulking in the bathroom, while he continued his song. Tick… Tick… Ring! Finally! Roxas gathered his things quickly and rushed out the door, out of the school, and ran home. When he finally reached his empty apartment he slammed the door shut and fell to the floor and cried. "Sora I miss you…" he mumbled to himself as he laid there on the floor, hopeless, alone, and broken.

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"Damn it all Axel what's wrong with you?" Demyx screamed at his fiery friend. "The kid just lost his bother and all you did during lunch was sit there and insult him!"

"Fuck you!" Axel shouted back, "Why did you even invite him? I never got any sympathy! I never got a break! Why the hell should he?" Demyx was furious; that was rare for the normally bubbly blond.

"I can't believe you Axel! You don't care about anyone but yourself! Just 'cause you had a horrible childhood doesn't mean you take it out on others!" Now Saix was getting pissed, how dare Demyx bring up such a touchy subject! But he simply sat there with Xigbar listening to the two argue. Honestly he didn't like Roxas either. All he and Sora ever did was go moping around like a couple of depressed idiots. They were practically begging for some sympathy; sympathy that no one would give them. Saix just figured why start now? Nothing has changed and it won't until they both finally go away and Axel can stop obsessing over the boy, and start obsessing over him. 'I swear he talks more about that damn brat then he even looks at me…' Saix thought to himself.

"Fuck off, Demyx!" Axel screamed at the blond, "You have no room to talk about being nice to strangers! You nearly killed Saix when you first met him!"

"That's not the point Axel! I'm sick of you putting your 'friends' down!"

"Then why are you still here?" he didn't yell, he didn't even show a sign of anger. His question was simple, monotonous, and deep. Demyx started to tear up a bit as he turned around. "Fine, Axel. After everything we've been through together you're choosing a filthy mutt over me. Have a nice life." And he was gone. Demyx had left Axels' building and was probably not coming back any time soon. Saix in the meantime was plotting. It was time to get rid of the annoying little emo kid once and for all.

"Oh, Axel, I need to leave. I will see you tomorrow." Saix leaned down and kissed Axel roughly before striding out the door.

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Roxas walked into school that day only to run into a very tall blue haired man.

"Hello Roxas," said Saix. "Would you come with me for a moment? I heard you're quite the genius and I need some help with Trigonometry." Roxas was completely confused for a moment. "Uh, sure." Saix took his hand and lead him down to a rather abandoned hall in the school. "Now then Roxas," he said as he quickly grabbed Roxas' wrist and shoved him against the wall. "I'm going to only say this once, stay away, from axel." With that he crushed his lips against Roxas holding his wrist above his head with one hand and using the other to grope him. "Now to get your stupid horniness out of the equation… you should thank me for this brat." Roxas' eyes started to tear up as Saix dropped his own pants and stroked his cock to life. "This won't hurt too bad, whore." Saix then took a fist full of that blond hair and pushed him down onto his knees. "Suck." Was the only thing Saix said. Roxas stared at the large male organ in front of him and the tears came faster, "No!" he started to scream but was cut off by the soft, fleshy, shaft being shoved all the way inside his mouth. He let out another muffled cry and fought the urge to throw up as Saix bucked inside of his mouth, grunting and moaning quietly in arousing pleasure. Roxas lips were starting to chap and his tears were pouring down his face when he suddenly felt a sickening warm liquid slide slowly down his throat; Saix might have released but he was far from being done with his emo slut. The blue haired mutt yanked Roxas up by his hair and kissed him painfully hard as he ripped off his pants as well. Next thing the little boy knew he was bent over and pushed against the lockers.

"Oh, God! Please don't- AH!" he screamed as Saix shoved himself inside of Roxas. Blood started to drip down Roxas' legs as he was pounded into the lockers. 'Please let this be over soon' he thought. Saix, however, was enjoying the tightness that the poor boy provided. He didn't care if Roxas was enjoying it or not, he only cared about getting his point through. Don't mess with him. Only a few scream filled minutes later did Saix release a second time inside of Roxas. He then pulled out and dropped Roxas, zipped himself up then bent down for a tender kiss. "Leave me and axel alone. Understood whore?" he asked Roxas who only nodded. Saix smirked and punched Roxas hard in the gut before striding off to his class. Leaving a crumpled, abused, and completely violated Roxas on the floor. He couldn't stop crying or the whimpers that were escaping his mouth. He wearily stood up trying to ignore the immense pain he was in, and ran home. Fuck school, fuck life, this was too much!

Roxas slammed the apartment door and went straight for the bathroom blasting the water on hot and grabbing his razor. He laid the razor on the counter for afterwards and stepped into the shower. But the scalding formula wasn't enough, he felt so violated, so unclean, so slutty. He didn't enjoy it by any means and he still felt the juices rolling down his throat and legs. "Damn it!" he cried into his hand. "Why me?"

Suddenly the door bell rang. But he never had guests? Roxas quickly stepped out of the shower and threw a jacket and sweats on making sure none of his skin was showing before answering the door. But when he opened the door his b breath hitched and his knees buckled. Why is he here? Roxas tugged on his sleeves and looked up at the tall character in this door way.

"May I come in?"

MUHAHAHAHA! CLIFFY! now you have to suffer, just like poor roxas. I promise things will be getting better! Roxas isn't going to be emo the whole time and things are going to get better I swear. However! In order for that to happen Roxas need's reviews, and so do I. Reviews = Update. And next chapter Axel and Roxas will actually have a "civil" conversation. Thanks sooo much to all!

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