Hello! I've received some messages and reviews for this story and I'm so pleased that people are liking it 3 I'm putting a lot of effort into it, because I really love Saeran x Yoosung, and so i'm trying my best to portray how I feel their relationship would/might go (: I'm so glad you guys like it too!

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I paced back and forth in my room, picking at my nails nervously. Saeyoung and Jade left early this morning to catch their flight- but not until Saeyoung had tried to give me 'the talk' and Jade had to drag him away from me while I curled up on the floor, red as a tomato.

I ran my hands through my hair, letting out deep, slow breaths- my stomach felt like it was doing backflips, and my heart was pounding. There really was no need to be this nervous- is what I tried to tell myself, anyways. Yoosung would be here any minute to stay for the week- this would be the first time we've ever stayed overnight together, let alone for a week, and with the things I was thinking about bringing up- God, I'm a wreck.

I curled up on the floor for a moment, resting my forehead in my palms closing my eyes. I could feel my anxiety about to cause my body to hyperventilate- I gave my hair a soft tug, and it pulled me away from the chaos for a moment, enough to regulate my breathing, and soon I could feel the pounding in my chest slowly begin to go down. I sat up, letting out another sigh, rubbing my temples.

Everything would be fine. Everything would be okay.

I jumped as I heard my phone go off, pulling it out of my pocket, scrambling to my feet as Yoosung's text highlighted on my screen.

"I'm outside!"

And my heart was pounding again.

I ran to the door, swinging it open forcefully, and I could see Yoosung jump a bit in surprise. He smiled at me, his hand rested on his chest at the shock.

"Jeez, you scared me!"

"S-Sorry." I stepped aside, closing the door behind him as he came inside. He had a backpack on, and was carrying another one in his hand, which I gently took from him. He smiled at the gesture, and I set it on the floor just inside my room. It was fairly heavy, I noticed, and I turned to him, an eyebrow raised in question.

"What's in here..?"

Yoosung smiled brightly, his hands clasped together in front of his chest.

"Well, there's a LOLOL event today, and I thought we could play it together! So I brought my computer!"

I stared at him for a moment, unable to hide the smile on my face as I broke into a small fit of laughter. He blushed as I laughed, looking around in confusion. I shook my head, calming myself down, pulling him into a hug, holding him tightly against my chest.

"You're adorable."

He placed his arms on my back, nuzzling into my shoulder. I closed my eyes, taking a deep breath, his scent overtaking me.

"You're cute too, Saeran."

I smiled, pulling out of the hug, brushing some hair out of his eyes.

"I'll go grab an extra desk so you can set your computer up next to mine."

He grinned, quickly propping himself up on his toes so he could kiss my nose, running off to open his bag, taking out his computer. I blushed as I walked out of the room in search of a desk or a table. Soon enough, I found one, and we had his computer up and running alongside my own. We sat down in our chairs, waiting for the game to load. I turned as I felt him squeeze my hand, blushing as I saw he had gotten up, his face extremely close to mine. With his free hand, he cupped my jaw, leaning in and kissing me softly. I closed my eyes, returning the gesture, sighing against his lips, warmth flowing throughout my chest. He pulled away and gave me a tender kiss on the forehead, before sitting back down at his own chair, grinning at me brightly.

I smiled back, putting on my headphones and signing into the game.

"You ready?"

"Oh, I'm always ready!"

I laughed, shaking my head as the game came on before us, and we began to head out as a team.

A few hours later, we finished the event, winning by a large margin. Yoosung was whooping in celebration, and I couldn't help but smile at his antics. I turned off my computer, getting up out of the chair, walking out of the room and towards the kitchen. He followed me shortly after, peeking his head inside curiously.

"What're you doing?"

"I'm going to cook."

Yoosung's eyes lit up, his beaming smile back once again.

"You can cook, too?!"

I smiled at him, one eyebrow raised.

"You've had my baking before."

"This is different though! I'm excited to taste it. Can I watch?"

I shrugged, and he sat down at the table, watching me work around the kitchen. I felt a strange combination of nerves and contentment, knowing he was watching me as I worked. I felt a blush rise on my cheeks as I remembered what I wanted to talk to him about later- How would I even bring that up? How would he react? Is it too soon?

"Saeran, that smells really good!"

I snapped out of my thoughts, giving him a small smile over my shoulder, continuing to focus on the task before me.

Everything else could wait.

Soon enough, I finished cooking, setting a plateful of hot food before Yoosung, who stared at it starry-eyed, excitement written on his features. I sat down next to him, and he beamed at me.

"Can I try it?!"

"Of course. That's what it's for." I laughed softly under my breath as he took a big bite, bringing his hands to his cheeks in delight.

"Saeran, oh my god~"

I blushed, staring at my own plate- well, that sounded familiar.

"So... I take that as it's edible?"

I turned, not needing a response to that question as Yoosung was stuffing his face as quickly as he could. I laughed a bit, shaking my head, taking a bite of my own.

"Don't choke, okay?"

I got a small noise of reassurance, and I smiled to myself, continuing to eat. It didn't take long for Yoosung to finish his, at which he cleared his plates, washing them and putting them on the dish rack, returning to his perch next to me, propping his head up on his palm, smiling at me as he watched me finish. I felt heat creep along my ears and neck as he did so, feeling extremely self conscious.

"...Why are you looking at me?"

He smiled wider as I said this, shaking his head slowly.

"I just keep learning new things about you," He reached over, stroking his thumb gently over my hand, his violet eyes sparkling at me, "It makes me happy."

My blush spread all over my face, and I looked back to my food, opting to finish eating it instead of replying. Yoosung said nothing about this, but just continued to smile and watch me until I was done. I brought my dishes to the sink, washing them promptly before turning back to Yoosung, fidgeting with my fingers before me as he stared at me.

"So, what should we do now?" He tilted his head as he spoke, causing his hair to flutter over his eyes cutely, and I felt my heart jump at the sight. I walked by him, heading out into the hall and to my room, grabbing some extra blankets. I turned to head out of the room, and saw Yoosung staring at me curiously. I smiled softly, handing one of the blankets to him.

"Come with me. I want to show you something."

I lead him to the emergency ladder of the bunker, which lead to the roof of the building. Saeyoung had this installed for security purposes, but I liked going up here to watch the stars. We crawled up the ladder, making our way out onto the roof- I went to wrap my blanket around myself, but Yoosung ripped it from my hands, placing it on the ground, plopping himself onto it, holding his blanket open for me to sit next to him in. I blushed a bit, placing myself next to him, blushing harder as he wrapped the blanket around us both, laying his legs over my own. I wrapped my arms around his waist, and he nuzzled his face into my neck, sighing softly.

He turned his head, gazing back up at the sky- it was clear tonight, so much so that the sky was absolutely twinkling with light- and while Yoosung was mesmerized by the stars in the sky, I couldn't help but be mesmerized by him, sitting before me, in my arms. I smiled as he began to excitedly point out the constellations to me, explaining he had been scouted by the Astrology club at one time.

"Oooh, there's Pisces! That's my star sign," He beamed at me quickly before returning his eyes, scanning for something. I looked up as well, curious as to what it could possibly be, when he suddenly pointed proudly, "There! That's Gemini- that's your sign, right?"

I looked over at the constellation in question, smiling softly, giving a small nod. He snuggled closer to me as he began to explain the stars that made up those constellations, and I just watched him, my heart swelling with joy as I hung on to his every word, the sound of his voice lilting into my ears like a melody I could never get sick of listening to. I felt a strange impulse boiling up inside me, filling me from my head to my toes, covering every inch of my body- something I couldn't resist, something I didn't want to resist.

Yoosung paused, noticing my tranced state, tilting his head at me.

"Saeran..?"

I lifted my hand, touching his cheek like it were porcelain and would break if I handled it any rougher than this, my thumb stroking just below his eye in slow circles. I stared deep into his eyes, unable to look away, not wanting to look away, as my body and mind lost itself within their depths.

"...I love you."

Yoosung's face turned bright pink, his hands covering his mouth, eyes wide as he looked up at me.

"S-Saeran..!"

I brushed some hair out of his face, cupping his face with both hands, pressing forward, my feelings flowing over me like a waterfall, unable to hold back any more.

"I adore everything about you. You're the purest person I know... I'll never be able to think of that word without associating you to it- just like I can't look at the sun anymore without seeing you there before me." My eyes were watering, and so were his, in joy, or sadness, I didn't know, but I couldn't stop this flood coming from within me- the dam had broken, and there was no stemming this flow until it had all come out.

"You've... You've created this space inside me, that blocks everything else out. All my madness inside, you shut it all down- and it makes me feel whole. You make me feel whole. When I think of you, I feel like I can really find happiness in my future, and in myself, so..." I wiped the tears falling from his eyes with my thumbs, shaking my head slowly, unable to stop the smile falling upon my lips, "I love you."

His lip was quivering, his hands shaking slightly before him, his eyes wide still, staring directly into my eyes. I leaned forwards, pressing my forehead to his, desperate to be close, desperate to be near him.

"I love you." My voice was barely a whisper, breaking halfway as I spoke, and Yoosung let out a choked sob as I said this, covering his face with his hands. Suddenly heat rose to my cheeks as I completely registered what I just said in it's entirety, and my anxiety peaked, causing me to recoil.

"Uh- I mean- Well-"

Yoosung cut me off, kissing me hard on the lips, and I jumped a bit in surprise, shivering slightly at the taste of his salty tears in my mouth as his tongue ran over mine. He pulled away slightly, shaking his head vigorously, wiping his face hastily on his sleeve.

"S-Saeran... I... I love you too..! Oh, Saeran... I feel the s-same.." He hiccuped through his tears, pressing his palms to his eyes, trying to calm down so he could speak. "You... You might think you're broken, and... And you always seem to think you're not good enough," He moved his hands, looking me directly in the eye, a serious but enamoured expression lying behind his eyes, "But you're perfect. To me- for me- you're perfect. You make me feel warm inside, and like I can take on anything- You make me feel strong."

He wrapped his arms around my neck, pulling me closer to him, pressing his face into my shoulder as he continued.

"I get tingles all over when you even look at me... You may seem cold to others, but I could tell it was because you didn't know how to approach people, and.. I'm so glad I followed you that day," He leaned back again, smiling as he slid his hands into my hair, tears falling down his face again, "Because it was the start of the best day of my life."

Tears welled up in my eyes, part of me in complete disbelief that I was the person Yoosung was talking about. I didn't think I deserved these kinds of words, these kinds of feelings from another human- but regardless of if I deserved them, I couldn't stop the warmth and happiness I felt at hearing them from the person I loved. Yoosung leaned in, kissing way the tears falling down my cheeks, and I closed my eyes, focusing on the touch of his lips on my skin, tingles ricocheting through me.

"I love you too, Saeran. I'm yours."

I pulled him into a hug, holding him tightly against me, afraid to let him go, and needing him as close as possible. I nuzzled my face into his hair, his fingers raking through mine. I let out a shaky sigh, working up my courage while I still had some left.

"Yoosung...?"

"Yes, Saeran?"

"... Can I talk to you about something?"

To be continued...

Okay OKAY DON'T HATE ME OKAY THIS WOULD HAVE BEEN WAY TO LONG TO MAKE ONE CHAPTER SO ITS A PART ONE PART TWO DEALIO OKAY

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ILY

~Pixil-8