A/n: Awe I feel loved, thanks for the reviews guys. So as promised here is your next chapter! Also I'm soooo sorry about the long wait though! I sprained my ankle so I haven't moved much and that includes getting up to get my computer. Sad day… Anyway! I'm better now and here is yo chap!
At the door, standing tall and proud was a certain red head that Roxas was sure hated him.
"Axel?" Roxas was absolutely baffled. Axel wasn't insulting him, didn't have his rapist boyfriend with him and was certainly not holding that death eating look on his face. Instead he was calming leaning again the door frame, smoking a cigarette, with a slight bit of pink painting his cheeks. "May I come in?" he asked in a hushed tone. Roxas only nodded and stepped aside for axel to enter. The red head stood there for a moment taking in the scenes that were Roxas' home. It was run down, empty, and… covered in blood. Axel took a deep breath trying to ignore the reddish brown stains on the floor and walls; he expected the blood to be from Sora not a single thought in his mind registered that it was Roxas' blood, not his brothers. But there was one thing that stood out most to Axel, a small box in the corner of the room by Roxas' bed, "Bingo…" axel mumbled to himself as he sat down on the couch. Roxas nervously tugged at his sleeves and sat down across from Axel. A long silence passed as the two sat awkwardly. Was he going to talk? Or was Roxas going to have to be the one to speak up? "So um…" Roxas attempted but was cut off.
"Why were you with Saix?" Axel asked calmly. Roxas on the other hand about broke down in tears at the very mention of the mutt's name. "H-he needed help with his homework…" the blond managed to croak out. Axel nodded and stood up walking over to the box.
"So how many lines did you do after he raped you?" he asked once again in a calm voice. At this Roxas started to cry. "I'm sorry I didn't mean to upset him! I'm sorry Axel!" He cried out. Axel somehow managed to not punch the blond and asked again, "How many lines did you do when you got home?" "Lines?" Roxas asked the red head. Axel nodded and picked the lock on the box.
"Oh I see. You smoke." Roxas was beyond confused. "Y-yeah I smoke. You already knew that… didn't you?" axel shook his head, "Smoking isn't very common, and mostly people snort." Roxas shook his head this time. "N-no. I've never snorted." Axel couldn't take his eyes away from the glistening powder. He had promised Demyx and Xigbar he wouldn't get high, but oh, how he wanted to give in. Besides the boys didn't have to know and it's not like Saix cared, apparently sex was better when he was stoned. With that his decision was final. Axel picked up one of Roxas' text books and a piece of paper. Roxas just watched very confused and intrigued with what the other boy was doing. Axel pulled a razor out of his pocket and dumped some of the powder on the text book. "Hey!" Roxas reached for the book but his hand was slapped away. "Chill brat!" Axel fussed, "I know what I'm doing." He used the razor to separate the powder into four rows each about five inches long and a quarter of an inch thick. He then tore the paper in a wide strip and rolled it up into a cigarette shaped cylinder.
"Here" He said handing Roxas that straw shaped paper and made another for him. "Instructions on how to snort coke without totally screwing yourself over: Never do it above always angle and do it quick. The slower the more painful." Roxas nodded and watched as Axel put the straw to his nostril and took a deep breath through the straw taking in an entire line. His body shook for a few moments as the coke quickly went into his system. He bent back over the book and sniffed in another line before dropping the straw and lying back against the couch. "Oh fuck… how I've missed this…" His eyes started to darken matching his hair as his body was started shaking. "Your turn brat," Axel mumbled while staring off into space. Roxas was completely scared. He had never done this before, and certainly would probably not do it again. Especially with Axel, you see, Roxas had a bad habit about telling whoever would listen everything he was feeling when he was high. He didn't want axel to know about his life but he needed a high. Hesitant, he moved the straw to his nose and bent over the powder. Here goes nothing he thought. With one deep intake he snorted up half of a line and immediately dropped the straw. This, this was new. His nose was on fire and he felt like his head was too. The room started to spin and all he could hear was a muffled laugh coming from where axel was sitting. This wasn't like the smoke, where it takes a few to start feeling it; no this was different, and immediate. Roxas wanted more. He bent over and snorted the rest of that line plus half of the last one.
Axel laughed at the blond's expression, it was actually very cute. Wide beady eyes and mouth parted slightly. Amazingly enough his eyes were still clear, impossible! No, what's impossible is the shade of blue his eyes were. Axel shook his head to rid those horrible thoughts and leaned over to the blond boy. "So how's the weather brat?" he asked. Roxas smiled and did something very strange. Something he never would have done were he sober. He closed the space between himself and axel and pressed his lips to Axel's exposed neck, "its amazing axel! It's so much better then smoking and cutting. I wonder if I put it in my cuts what would happen." Without thinking he yanked off his hoody revealing his marred skin. Axel's eyes widened in shock. The kid was hiding this?
Like a bucket of cold water he could think again. Before Roxas could sprinkle the magic powder on a freshly opened wound axel grabbed both wrists ignoring the cries of pain coming from Roxas. "Damn it what is wrong with you! Why do you do this to yourself?" Roxas started to cry as he struggled to get away from the red head. "Because it hurts!" "So then why do it, dumbass!" "It hurts!" Axel had had he enough he threw Roxas over his shoulder and walked over to the bed throwing him down and pinned him there. "Listen to me brat, you're not the only one who's had problems and I'm sick of watching you do this shit to yourself!" "Why do you care?" Roxas screamed and flailed. "I'd rather feel a physical pain then one that never goes away!" Axel stopped holding Roxas after he heard what came out of the little boy's mouth. Roxas immediately pulled his wrist free from the now bloody hand that confined it and grabbed Axel's shoulders.
"Is it too much to want a little love? Is it too much to ask for a normal boring life?" the blond wailed and cried into the crook of Axel's neck as the red head just sat there shocked. Seconds turned to minutes and minutes to an hour of Axel holding the crying blond in is arms, before the crying turned to chocked sobs and then eventually stopped. The two started at each other for a minute before Roxas leaned in to press his lips to the corner of Axel's. Finally sobering up the blond looked at axel for a moment. "I'm sorry Axel… I think you should leave…" he mumbled. Axel nodded and stood without a word or second thought. He needed to sober up and think. "Good bye, brat." Axel mumbled as he walked out the door. Roxas stared at the door for a good five minutes before making his way for the bathroom. He would clean up the 'mess' in the morning for now he needed and cold shower and a few new slits.
Ohhhhh i feel horrible! I said things would get better but now i has new ideas! -evil laugh- it's time to ruin th damn mutts life! Yes, for those of you wonder i absolutly hate Saix... may he wasn't for you but for me he was a bitch to defeat... Also! for those of you wandering/confused. Roxas lives in an studio apartment. If you don't know it's literally two rooms, a bathroom and a -bedroom-livingroom-kitchen-all-in-one. It's very tiny and sucks... least mine does... I am already working on the next chap so don't worry your little heads off, the wait will soon be over. Reviews means it's faster! And maybe if your good i'll give you a lemon pretty soon, ni? Long story short... Review! and you shall be rewarded.
- Sparky