Alright cool…So computer problem fixed and it's been well over a year since I updated. Brilliant… So here's the deal. I love this story but because it's been so long I've lost inspirations and completely forgot where I was going with this. I need you guys to help me out with some suggestions. Review or message me! Otherwise I'm probably gonna just sum it all up and drop it. Help please~

-VIII-

He was taking too long to get home…Saix paced impatiently around the apartment cursing Axel and whatever being was in the sky. It had been a good hour since school was out and axel still wasn't home. No calls no texts no note on the kitchen counter, absolutely nothing and it was getting to the mutt. He glared at the door as if he could set it on fire before it finally swung open to reveal a very much stoned red head.

"Where the hell have you been, Axel?!" yelled Saix

"None o' yo' damn business." the red head grunted.

"And you realize you're not only late but high?"

"Yep..." Axel stumbled a bit as he wandered to the kitchen for a drink. Saix followed quickly behind.

"You will tell me where you have been this instant! Or-"

"Or what?!" he shouted at his 'boyfriend'. Yellow eyes narrowed in on green orbs. "You were with that brat." it wasn't a question. More of a statement, but Axel wasn't in the mood for games. He immediately made for the kitchen for some much needed caffeine. He pulled out a Pepsi took a swig of his drink and wandered past Saix to his own room slamming the door in the mutts face. Saix was pissed.

-XIII-

Roxas on the other hand was beyond confused, and now... lonely. Axel had left his apartment about 20 minutes ago. The same day that Saix had... Roxas shuddered at the memories and he suddenly felt the need to shower again. All too much had happened today, first in the hall, then Axel came over and they got high together. Not only that but Roxas admitted a dark secret to Axel... one he had only ever told Sora. Roxas sighed at his brother's name. It had been about a week since Sora left him, and even though he was in a better place, one where Roxas couldn't follow, he felt the sting of realization. He was alone. Parents long before dead, and now Sora was dead too... He never had any friends. It was just the twins. "I miss you..." he mumbled into the eerie wind.

He made his way to the bathroom after stripping down to his boxers and looked himself over in the mirror. Dark red lines decorated his arms and legs. What did this make now? Twenty eight? More? Another sigh, he turned on the shower and stared at the forgotten razor on the counter. No... Sora would already slap him silly for picking up this dreadful habit again. Pretty soon he wouldn't be surprised if Sora came back just to punch him for being so stupid. The hot water was relaxing but stung Roxas' wounds. He broke again. He fell to the floor of the shower drenched in steam and salty tears, cuts re-opening and now the water was turning pink. What were you to do when you had no one?

-VIII-

(A/n: I realize I'm jumping around a lot. If it's confusing I'm sorry but I got to get this all out)

How dare him! Axel stomped around his room throwing random objects and acting like a five year old deprived of his Halloween candy.

"He has no right! I'm not some pet that he can order around!" there went a lamp. Axel huffed and flopped on his bed complaining about his boyfriend's over-protectiveness. His thoughts suddenly wandered to Roxas. I never knew he was hiding that beneath his shirt. So many cuts...were they all from him? Axel pondered for a moment; did the blond even have any friends?

"Fucking A! Now I'm worried about some pathetic, depressed, emo, brat who's just beggin' for attention!" He lite up a cigarette and stared at the wall, hoping it would spontaneously catch on fire and burn the whole complex down. "Damned bastard..." he mumbled under his breath. Axel sat there for a while just staring at the wall. Cigarette after cigarette and slowly his brand new pack started wearing down to only a third left; he sighed and put it away before the whole thing was gone.

"Roxas..." the way his name rolled off Axel's tongue was addicting. Then he just glared at the wall... now officially bored out of his mind he decided it was time to pay a trip to the park so he pulled out his phone and dialed an old friend, "Hello? Hey! Larx ... No, I mean I'm fine. ... Wanna chill? ... Yeah, the usual... Thanks, babe. I'll be there in an hour. ... Yeah, bye." Axel had a smile on his face after hanging up with his old friend. It had been a while since he found himself sneaking out of his own house, down the street and into a bar, as far away from Saix as physically possible. He arrived at the bar, 7th Heaven; Reno had brought him there once upon a time, before he was killed in his line of work. Axel had despised Rufus ever since. Suddenly the bleached blonde girl he was looking for came running towards him and engulfed him in a large hug.

"AXEL!" she screamed. "Oh, it's been so long since I've heard from you, fire crotch. Where have you been these past months?" Axel smiled at her and happily returned the hug.

"School. I actually stayed unlike someone I know." He grinned and gave his best friend a wink. Said friend just giggled and dragged him away from the bar and into the darkened park across the street.

"Well, I brought the shit you wanted but I know you only ask for this when you're depressed. So spill it." Larxene was surprisingly gentle when talking to Axel. After all bitching would get her nowhere even if she wanted to smack him for the secrets she knew he was keeping. She pulled out a small plastic baggy of weed and an eye drops bottle of LSD then laid them on the park bench. Axel smirked and reached for the drugs but got his hand slapped away pretty damn quick. "Speak!" Larxene demanded. With an exaggerated sigh Axel scratched the back of his head and looked at the ground.

"Larx… Saix stepped over the line." The pyro lite up a cigarette and began to tell Larxene what he had heard and what happened when he went over to comfort Roxas. She just sat there patiently listening to him nodding her head when necessary. By the time he was done she wasn't sure what to say.

"Axel you need to end it. I told you he was bad news from the start!" Axel huffed and threw away the butt to his third cigarette.

"I know! I know… but you and I both know he's not just gonna drop it and move on. To be honest I don't even like him anymore … but I'm scared of what he'll try to pull on me or Roxas." Larxene smiled and put the drugs back in her bag.

"Don't worry 'bout it, babe! Marley and I got you covered! And you have Xigbar and Demyx; he can't hurt you or Roxas." Axel sighed and scratched his head, "Yeah about that. Demyx and I aren't exactly on speaking terms…" The blond gave him a stern 'what the hell' look and he continued.

"We got in a fight over the brat and Saix, I told him to fuck off and he just left. 'Course Xigbar gonna take his side over mine, they're dating for Christ sake!" When Larxene didn't say anything he just stood up and hugged her.

"I'm going home. I gotta fix this, ya know?" She smiled happily and hugged back.

"Go kick his ass!" she grinned and waved her bag around, "I'll save these and call me when you need me, okay? I love you darling!" As she walked off Axel pulled out his phone. First things first he needed to call Demyx.

After about an hour into talking it out with Demyx, Axel finally apologized and won back the musician as a friend. Now was the real problem…Saix. He walked home slowly, planning out what he was going to say to his boyfriend, well soon to be ex… He groaned as he reached his apartment complex.

"Here goes nothing…" As soon as he opened the door he had a second lamp thrown at him. He dodged quickly and the entire argument he had scripted in his head went flying out the window.

"What the hell?!" he shouted at a snarling Saix. Said man picked up the closet thing he found and threw it at Axel as well. With another quick duck Axel picked up a painting that fell and used it for a shield.

"Explain yourself, Axel!" screamed Saix. Axel just looked angry and confused so Saix continued. "How dare you leave me alone in your own god damned house just to see that wretched bitch!" that was the last straw for Axel.

"Get out…" the red head seethed through his teeth. Saix scoffed and threw a random shot glass at Axel who barely blocked it with the painting. Axel then threw said painting at Saix as he continued, "Get out of my house! Get out of my life! I'm done taking your bullshit Saix and I will not put up with having an abusive, rapist boyfriend!" with those last words Saix faced dropped and the ember in his yellow eyes seems to burn into a full blown fire.

"How did you find out?" he asked with venom dripping into every word.

"You're not even going to deny it? You raped an innocent idiot just because I complained about him? What the fuck is wrong with you!?" Their voices were growing louder and more violent to the point Axel wouldn't be surprised if the neighbors called the police.

"You were more interested in that pathetic little brat than you were your own boyfriend!" Saix accused.

"So you raped him?! And just what exactly did that accomplish, huh?!"

"How did you find out?"

"Luxord saw you leaving shortly before Roxas went screaming home! I investigated the corner no one goes to and what do I see, someone's jizz and fucking blood!"

"You have no proof it was me!"

"I didn't until I went to Roxas' house. And just now you never denied it!" Saix snarled at Axel when the red head threw open the door screaming for him to leave.

"I'm not leaving, Axel. You can't get rid of me like that!" Axel regained his composure and pulled out his phone. "Get out of my house. Or you can be personally escorted by the cops." Saix picked up another lamp and threw it at Axel as he stormed out of the apartment. Axel followed him out the door and stood in the hallway watching him leave. When the blue haired man was out of sight he sighed and leaned against the wall finally able to catch his breath. He looked around at the curious people in the hall way and snorted then snapped at the viewers, "What? Never seen two fagots break up before? Get lost." Murmurs emitted from the peanut gallery as they returned indoors to their homes. Axel sighed again and stood up returning into his own room.

"Well that could have gone better…" he mumbled as he picked up the painting and several books. He then proceeded to sweep up all the broken glass and sighed for the ump-tenth time that day. He let a weak smile cross his face as he mumbled, "I guess I still have one good lamp left."

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A/n: Well there's my half assed chapter after a good year and 3 months. Once again I need some help! Please~ this chapter was even longer then my other ones just for you! Even though I'm pretty sure that's only because of how caught up I got in throwing shit. ^-^; hope you enjoyed. Also one more thing I started another AkuRoku story that actually follows the game. In fact I replayed the game just to take notes on dialogue and make it as accurate as possible. Check it out and tell me what you think. Later, yo!