''What happened to me?'' Clarke asked surprised.
''What do you remember?'' Lexa asked worried.
''You were trying to help me with my leg. It's pretty much blurry after that. The next thing I remember is waking up here'' Clarke said.
''What do you want to know?'' Lexa asked.
Clarke tried to focus on the conversation but she was tired and her leg hurt. She looked down at her leg one more time before facing Lexa again ''My leg..'' Clarke said before the tears were streaming down her face.
''I'm so sorry, Clarke. They couldn't save your leg. They had to amputate your leg..otherwise you wouldn't have made it. The infection was to bet there was nothing they could've done..'' Lexa admitted.
Clarke was still crying ''It's not your fault'' she said between her tears. Lexa couldn't hold herself together herself together anymore and opened herself up to Clarke ''Clarke?'' she asked worried.
Clarke looked up for a second, her eyes stil filled with tears ''Yeah?'' she asked.
Lexa stood up from her chair and sat down on the edge of Clarkes bed before pulling Clarke in for a hug. ''I love you'' Lexa whispered.
Clarke embraced the warmth of Lexa. She felt safe and somehow this made her feel relieved ''I love you too'' Clarke said with a smile.
Lexa and Clarke were interrupted by Raven who walked into the room ''Hey'' she said with a smile.
Clarke looked up from her bed and smiled at Raven ''Hey, come in'' she said trying to dry her tears.
''Sorry if I interrupted you two'' Raven said with a smile.
''No worries. We were ..uhm..'' Lexa mumbled.
''We were crying'' Clarke said embarrassed.
''Yep'' Lexa admitted.
Raven smiled ''How are you two doing?'' she asked.
Clarke looked down at her leg before looking back at Raven ''I've been better..'' she mumbled.
''I'm sorry Clarke. I'm just glad we've made it out of there'' Raven admitted.
''Me too'' Clarke said. ''It was a nightmare..''
''Not all of us..made it out of there..'' Lexa said ''Gilly..Finn..and all those other people''.
''Those deaths are not on you, Lexa'' Clarke said worried.
''No, that's where your wrong, Clarke. I should've checked Gilly right away, but I didn't..''
''Lexa, you said it yourself, there was nothing you could've done..''
''Yeah, I know'' she said while still being in tears.
''Clarke is right you know. If it wasn't for you we wouldn't have survived as well. You were the one that brought us food, everyday, for over two months. We all gave up but you never did. When someone needed something, you helped, without even the slightest hesitation, Lexa'' Raven said.
''It's not that easy, you know. I've done some horrible things. I've made some big mistakes..People died because of me'' Lexa said painfully.
''Lexa, you were a soldier. You did what you had to do in order to survive. We're not judging you for whatever happened to you in the line of duty. It's not our place to do that, you served our country. You sacrifed everything for the safety of others'' Clarke said worried before pulling her girlfriend in for another hug.
''But I couldn't save your leg..'' Lexa said worried.