You shouldn't have left.
Chapter 2
"2 years before"
"Dear Diary, Hey This is me Kim, I haven't wrote in you in like forever; so well Yeah I'm back, I'm starting over, I have ripped all the old pages out and starting new; this is now my letter to my child that I am going to have; I am writing about how me having you has gone and so far it hasn't gone well, I called Jack (your Father) yesterday to inform him he is a Father; and to ask him to help me with you; to support me; he said no, he even wanted me to abort you! How could he, but I'm writing to let you know I would never do such a thing I love you and will carry you till the end, I am about to tell your Grandma and Grandpa about you, I hope it goes well I will tell you about it after; Good-bye I Love you.
Xoxox Kim"
I put the letter in my top drawer and walked downstairs to tell My Mom and Dad about the Baby I am having,
"Mom, Dad" I said my voice shaky
"Yes Hun" She said as she looked up at me; I'm on the stairs slowly walking down I know If I look up at them I'll cry, tears are already forming in my eyes and my stomach is doing flips,
"Mom, I don't know how to tell you but… I'm… I'm pregnant; and I'm sorry just forgive me please! I said as I walked down toward them, now face to face with her, my dad sitting at the dining room table with a opened mouth, he looks like he just got punched in the gut,
"Kim… who" She said as she put her arm on my shoulder,
"Mom, I would tell you but He's already in trouble with his parents and-" I got cut off from my dad screaming,
"Kim Tell us who RIGHT now! He yelled as he stood up and walked toward me,
"Who do you think Dad! I yelled at him
"I always knew he was trouble! He yelled,
"Did you tell him? Is he going to help you? My mom asked; she looked at me but I put my head down; and wouldn't look her in the eye,
"Yes…he….he said no…" I said as my mom hugged me and I cried on her shoulder,
"Oh where is he I will beat him until he promises to help you! He yelled,
"Dad No! He's been through enough! Didn't you ever think on how his parents will take it?! Jack's parents aren't the kindest people" I said; I didn't know why I was defending him, He had left me; I guess a part of me still Loved him, no matter if he was going to stay with me or not,
"Oh I don't care he's going to get it from me too! He yelled and grabbed his coat and walked toward the door,
"Dad No! I yelled and turned around to stop him but it was too late he was out the door,
"Mom; I'm leaving I'm sorry but I can't stay with you, all Dad wants to do is beat Jack and I know you agree with him, your ashamed of me" I said as I walked up the stairs toward my room,
"Kim! Why would you think I'm ashamed of you? I am not! She yelled as she followed me up the stairs,
"Mom! I yelled as I turned around,
"You always told me NEVER to get pregnant at such a young age! You said that you WOULD be ashamed if I ever did! And I PROMISED I never would! I failed! I yelled as I poured out my tears. I walked into my room and started to grab my bags and stuffed my clothes in them, I grabbed my teddy bear that I got when I was 4 and My letter to my Baby; and stuffed it all in my purple backpack, It wasn't long before all the stuff I REALLY needed was packed,
"Good-Bye mom" I said as I kissed her on the cheek, with my bags in my hands and went out the door.