You shouldn't have left.
Chapter 3
I am SOOOOO Sorry! Its been like a year since I updated this story… sorry I was having bad problems at home, but I'm back and will be posting weekly! :) (Things in Italic are Kim's thoughts)
"Kim's POV"
"Last Chapter"
"Jack please; just one time! I yelled
"Kim I'm sorry! I just can't! He yelled and opened the door and started to walk in but he stopped and turned around;
"Kim; I'm sorry; I know I'm hurting you but please; you have to go; I Love you; please just go" he said as he put his hands around my waist and pulled me in; he kissed me and for one second I thought I was going to be Okay; but then he let go and walked inside; but before he went in I saw his eye's and I knew he was crying.
"Authors Note" ^ that Italic part is NOT her thoughts just from the last chapter (sorry for the confusion…If there was any)
I can't believe Jack did that; I have no clue what the heck it wrong with him
My next idea is well; I don't have one; I started to text Rudy when I heard Jack's door open; I noticed I was still standing at the door way; it was Jack's mom
"Hey I heard a little of what happened; you can stay in the garage but you have to be quiet; Jack and my husband can't know; please don't ask just stay; only for one night till you know where you can go" she said turning around every 2 minutes to check for someone probably Jack
"Th-tha-thank you" is all I could say; I hugged her
"Now hurry go in the back I'll bring you some blankets and explain later just get in"
I opened the fence gate and ran toward the garage
I walked to the side of the garage and opened the door, there wasn't a car in the garage just a couple of bikes and lawn mowers, I flung my backpack off my shoulder and sat on the cold concrete; I pulled my knees up to my chest and felt tears stream down my face
All the sudden there were footsteps and the door quietly opened
"Kim, sweetie?"
I heard a quiet steady voice and I pulled my head up
I saw Jacks mom standing in the door frame with a blanket and a pillow in her hands
She sat down next to me and handed me the blanket and pillow, I stood up and laid the blanket on the floor and placed the pillow at the end of it
"I'll stop by around 8am to bring you breakfast, I have work at 9:35, Please be out of the garage by 1:15, It's a Friday so Jack has Karate tomorrow and my husband gets off work at 3:10, I am so sorry you can't stay longer, now please sleep" she stood up and gently placed a kiss on my forehead
She quickly walked out the door and closed it, I laid down against the blanket and pulled some of it over me, laying my head on my pillow; tears were streaming down my face again so I closed them and wiped the tears off of my cheeks but they kept on falling down
I heard the door open, I figured it was Jacks mom so I acted like I was sleeping, they came up to me and laid down next to me so their face was facing my back, they moved their arm over my hips and gently intertwining their fingers into mine,
I turned around to see Jacks face next to me, his eyes were bright red and very puffy; tears were flowing down his face once we made eye contact,
I sat up and I watched as tears flew down his face
"Jack why are you doing this? Playing with my feelings; acting like you love me then leaving me alone! I don't know what to do! I'm scared and I don't know what to do!" I yell and burst into tears
"I…you can't stay here longer then today… but I do care about you…" he pulled me close to him so I could feel his breath on my neck, I pulled away and looked him in the eyes
"Are you going to help me raise your daughter?" I asked; his gaze looking straight at the ground
"I wish you could get it, but its not that simple"
"What isn't that simple! Do you love me or not!" I yelled as I pulled away
"I do! I care about you more than life its self but it's not that easy" he says as he breaks back down into tears; I've never seen him this bad, he looked so broken
"Then why are you leaving me alone to do this! I have no one!" I cry and lay back down, my back facing him
"God Kim I'm sorry! Please! I can't have you hate me...I already hate myself…"
I turn around and give him a hug, he puts his arms around my hips and softly puts his lips onto mine
I place my head in the crook of his neck and start crying
"How do you expect me to raise a baby at 15 by myself? I ask and look him in the eyes, he just stares blankly at the ground
"I don't know…"
I turn against him and lay back down, he lays next to me and grabs my hand and try's to hold it, I quickly remove my hand from his grip and bring it to my face, I hear him quietly burst into tears and stand up, he slowly walks away and opens the door
"I love you Kim" he says as he sniffles; he waits by the door for a reply, I ignore him, I hear more crying and the door shutting, I close my eyes and fall asleep crying.
~End of Chapter~
I can't even explain how sorry I am! I WILL be writing more chapters if you guys still read them, I can't explain how sorry I am, I hope your still interested in my story(s).
Love You!