As i said some time ago, their might be a chapter stuffed with own feelings, and as i in about three hours will stand outside his empty house, waiting for him to say the last goodbye to him, before he leaves to live the rest of his life on the other side of the planet, and as my chance for a seat in their car to the airport is very small, i mightn't even be able to see his plain leave.. I had a very long day today, both in school and after, and as i ain't gonna get any sleep tonight, as i'll meet him at 03:00 am, i just stayed awake to write this.. Hope you like it, and sorry if their's any writing errors, i'm kinda tired by now..

I don-t own x-men..

I remember the feeling of something fuzzy stroking my chin as I slowly came back to the land of the living, with a throbbing migraine. It felt familiar, like, a tail, and I only knew one who had a fuzzy tail, or just a tail for that matter, so it had to be him. "Y-you okay Käthchen?"
He asked me concerned, and no matter how much I tried, no word could ever describe exactly how happy I was for him to be alive,
as I for once thought we both had breathed our last painful breaths, thinking that we would join some of the thousands that had died in a way to young age, but as it now stood clear to me, that we were pretty much alive, a new hope grew within me.. "Yeah, I.. I think I'm pretty much alright… What about you?" I tried to sit up, but as my body was too tired, the thought hurriedly leaved my head again.
When the blur for my eyes finally subsided, I managed to get eye contact with his big golden eyes, all full of concern.
What I saw was an unhealthy shaking elf with a blanket pulled tightly against his furry body, trying to keep himself warm.
To say he looked like an icicle would be an understatement. And he asked me if I was OK? I found out fast, that we were on a rescue ship of some sought, and even though we had been having a close to death experience, we weren't laying in a bed, or even being inside for that matter,
no, we were on the deck, and I was laying on the cold bare flooring covered in my own little blanket. "W-why didn't you l-let me go?"
He suddenly asked in a in a serious and sad tone that gave me an unpleasant shiver down my spine.
"You were awake?" "Ja, I was, just t-too weak to do anything. I k-know you struggled to k-keep both me and y-yourself up, s-so why didn't you just let me g-g-go, and s-saved yourself?" His voice trembled fiercely as he tried to speak normal, without luck. He was looking sick,
deathly sick like someone who shouldn't be worrying about anyone else, but just lie down and get some rest himself,
but to take everyone else's needs before his own is just one of the things that make him who he is.
Still I was worried he at least would end up with pneumonia..
I answered his honest question with a honest answer.. "And let my best friend in the hole wide world drown, and live with that for the rest of my life? Forget it elf, I won't let go of you that easily, though you could at least had told me that you couldn't swim, that would had been nice to know!
Beside that.. I'm just happy you're alive!" I finally found the energy to sit up, and as I did, I gave him a big bear hug.
"You are like a brother to me, a brother I couldn't bear to lose. I have already seen one lose her little brother, and that was a terrible sight.
You are the one who understands me, who believes in me, even when I make stupid decision, you are the one who believes that everything will get better tomorrow, the one that makes me laugh, and makes even the darkest of times to seem like nothing. You are a smart, intelligent, funny,
nicely fuzzy blue dude, and you know, blue has always been my favorite color.. You were sweet enough to buy me a present at my birthday,
even though we were as good as broke, you always gives me one of your warm and charming smiles when I feel like hell has broken lose,
and it always makes me feel comfortable.. So tell me once more, why I should even think about leaving you at deaths door, when you mean that much to me? And why even care about me, you are the one looking like you just took a handful of sleeping pills.. So please, don't ever ask me a question like that ever again.. Okay?" He just nodded, where after he laid his head in my arms, and felt asleep. He was cold, too cold, so I took my own blanket and laid the half of it around him, and the other side stayed around myself, as I now tried to warm both of us.
We had been sitting there for a while, before a man finally came over to us (Until there, no one had been in sight )
and I asked him all nice and calm why we wasn't inside where it was warm, as we were about to freeze our butts off.
He told me, that the others on the ship wouldn't allow us inside, and that we had to be grateful they had helped us up in the first place,
as they at the beginning thought about letting us drown, if it wasn't for him, who had managed to convince the others to save us.
I asked him to at least get a doctor to look at my friend, and after thinking for some time, he accepted my request. After half an hour sitting in pouring rain that had started some minutes ago, while I where being all snotty and dizzy, he finally came back, but without a doctor.
He told me that the doctor was busy right now, but that he would be ready in about the next hour or so.
I sat with a still shivering friend as an hour went by. He was slowly getting warmer, but not in the good way.
They had banned us to go inside the ship from the beginning, only because of appearance. Even though I looked as "normal" as possible,
they wouldn't let me inside, as they found me with Kurt, and immediately found that I had to be a witch. Even though if they even did let me in,
as long as they let my fussy brother stay outside, hoping it would kill him sooner or later, I wouldn't accept the offer.
After about two hours of time sitting in the rain with wet and now useless blankets, a man with a white lab coat came over and kneeled beside us.
At the beginning I was a little scared, as we had some pretty bad experience with that kind of people, but he simply laid a hand on Kurt's burning forehead, where after he laid his hand on mine too. He then lifted Kurt up and asked me to follow him, as we finally headed inside.
As we came into a little medical room, he carefully let a now fully awake elf to sit down on a medical table, took of his wet shirt,
dried him with a towel after giving one to me too, took a stethoscope and laid it on his back, while Kurt tried to take long breaths,
which ended up in heavy breaths instead.."I have to know. How long have we been laying unconscious on your deck?
And why didn't you come and help us from the beginning?!" I asked him a little furious about the whole situation.
"I wasn't allowed to help you, and in matter of fact, I still aren't, but I couldn't just let to kids suffer when you have done nothing wrong.
And if you really wanna know, both of you have been sleeping out there for a day and a half. No surprise you're feeling a little under the weather,
as it has been just below the freezing point from the day we found you. Luckily we were able to get one who could dive into the water after your drowning bodies." After telling us all that, he asked me to sit down on a nice little sofa, while he found a thick duvet and some tissues for us,
and some antibiotics and fever reducers. He was actually pretty nice, and seemed to have a good heart.
It had just been hard to trust people lately..
As he came back, he let Kurt to lie beside me, and then gave us some tea. As my brother from another mother seemed to be in discomfort, I let his head in my lap. "So where are we heading?" I asked a little worried. "To new York.." He then leaved us to do some of his other important stuff.
I gently removed Kurt's shoddy bangs so I could see his face properly, before I said my last words before he felt asleep again.
"You and me elf, we'll always be together, and nothing or anyone will ever be able to tear us apart from each other. You are and will always be the closest I have to a brother. And don't worry, nothing can change that, i'll help you when you need me, and from now and forever, we'll be together... Forever.

That was it, hope you liked it, and now if you'll excuse me, i have to get ready to say goodbye to the one that have been like a brother to me too, the clown in school who have been holding our class together for all thees years.. Be ready to mayhem..

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