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I really can't fix this Mess!
RPOV
I walked through the park searching for him. I was scared of what he would say or do when he found out. I walked closer to the destination we both agreed on. I then saw him standing by the bench watching me walk towards him. The glow that pulled me into him was gone and I felt sick. Peyton is right this is our mess and we need to sort it out now. I stopped when I reached him. We both stood there in a awkward silence. I didn't know what to do or what to say, I was just scared.
"Rachel what's going on?" He asked "You called saying you needed to see me urgently so here I am"
"Jake I have something to tell you?"
"I already know that Peyton knows" Jake tells me. I nod at him as a tear falls from my eyes.
"It's not that" I reply looking back at him "I'm pregnant" As soon as those words left my mouth I wanted to take them back. I wanted to take the whole situation back. The hurt and mess we have caused to everyone, but it was too late "And it's yours?"
"OMG" Jake sighs as he sits on the bench with his head in his hands "No this can't be happening" I hear him whisper more to himself then to me. Jake then looks back up to me "What you going to do?"
"I'm not aborting it Jake" I refuse to do that. I don't agree with it in the first so that is not an option.
"Okay" Jake nods "Does Peyton know?" He asks and I nod my head "Jesus Rachel why did you tell her?"
"Don't you bite my head of Jake" I bark at him "This is just as much your fault as it is mine"
"Yeah I know" Jake agrees "I just wanted to know before she did"
"I'm sorry, but she was at Brooke's and I needed to tell her" I tell him "We have hurt her so much already and this is the topping on the cake and I have never seen so much hate in her eyes when I told her. I blurted it out at her and I thought she was seriously going to break right in front of me" I had tears rolling down my face realising I have just lost a close friend sister type.
"Everything will be okay Rach" Jake stands up and walk over to me pulling me into a hug.
I shake my head into his chest as I soaked it a little with my tears "No Jake it won't" I sob "I have to tell Owen and he'll hate me and then I have Rory and she'll hate me for hurting her dad and Peyton hates me. Brooke is only helping me because I'm her sister" I cry harder as he rubs my back gently "I've screwed up"
"We'll get through this" Jake whispers to me as he soothes me "I need to talk to Peyton and you call Owen and tell him" I nod at him remembering I promised Brooke I would do the same "I'm going to go talk to her and we'll talk soon okay"
"Okay" I then walk pass Jake and watch as he takes off to see Peyton.
PPOV
I had just come back from dropping Rebecca with Brooke. I rushed over to Brooke's when I saw Jake and Rachel in the park all cosy. He had his hands all over her and she wasn't protesting against it. I walked into the place I used to call home. it had been and hour since I saw Jake and Rachel all over each other. I slammed the front door shut to get the attention of Jake if he was here which he was. I saw his coat hanging up and knew he was here and that's when he walked through the kitchen and into the living room where I was standing "You got her pregnant" It was more of a statement, but came out as a question "She's fucking pregnant Jake"
"I know Peyton, but that wasn't meant to happen" He tells me and I laugh a little shaking my head "None of this was meant to happen"
"Yeah well it fucking well did" I put my hands on my hips "You said you loved me. you stood up in front of everyone including that skank bag Rachel next to me promising to love me forever. You broke every single one of your vows Jake the moment you kissed her" I looked at him and the power he once had over me was gone. The butterflies I used to get having him close to me where gone too "You make me sick" His face drops "Having you this close to me or even looking at you makes me sick"
"Peyton don't say that" Jake pleads and I give him another laugh
"You and my former friend deserve each other" I walked pass him pushing him a little
"I love you Peyton" Jake says as he turns around. I stop and looked back around at him.
"No you don't" I respond "If you did you wouldn't have met up with her today in the park having your hands all over her while pulling her into you" I tell him and see his eyes dart towards mine "Yeah that's right I saw you two all lovey dovey in the park. I thought finding out that you were actually cheating on me would ease the pain I have felt since we got back from Cali finally go away, but when I found our you was cheating on me and with one of my bestfriends ot hurt even more and the pain is still there and you did that too me" I spat at him "You did this to us and the family we could have still had" I thought back to my little girl "I'm moving Jake" I tell him and see him concentrating on what I was saying "I'm moving back home"
"This is your home Peyton" Jake steps towards me "Tree Hill is your home"
I shake my head at him "Yeah it is, but I'm moving to Miami where my dad is and I'm taking Rebecca with me"
"Peyton you don't have to do this"
"Yes I do. I can't stand being in the same room with you without wanting to kill you and I can't be in the same room as Rachel without wanting to pull her smug skanky face off and that is not healthy" I tell him seeing the reaction I thought I would get "I leave After Brooke and Lucas's wedding"
"Peyton I'm sorry" Jake muttered
"Yeah so am" I nod "I'm sorry I tried and I'm sorry we got married"
"No don't be sorry for us getting married Peyton. I love you and I always will" Jake steps closer to me so his only inches away now "I regret everything that has happened with Rachel. What we had was nothing, but you and I Peyton had something and I messed that up I know and I'm sorry for that. I'm sorry I ruined the one thing that meant more to me"
"Rebecca and I obviously didn't mean that much to you Jake for you to breaks us like this" I then carried on walking back to the door.
"What happened with us Peyton?" I stopped as I opened the door and stepped in the door way.
"I lost you and what we had" I replied tears running down my face "This can't be fixed Jake and I honestly don't think I want it to be fixed either" I then walked out of the house shutting the door behind me. Jake and I are over and for good this time.
BPOV
Peyton told me when she got back that she is moving to Miami with Rebecca. I was crushed and still am actually, but I know she has to do this not just for her, but for Rebecca too. Larry is out there and I know Peyton misses him and how he hasn't seen Becky in a long while. I faked a smile at her and hugged her tight then she left to go see Jake or whatever. I sat in the living room watching the twins and Becky run around the room smiling and laughing. Ally was sitting on the couch reading her book "Mama" I heard Gabby yell. I jumped up from my seat and ran to her "Mama" She cried.
"Oh baby girl, what's wrong?" I asked her as I bent down next to her.
"Mama" She cried out for me and I scooped her up in my arms "It hurts" She held onto her knee.
I sat her on the kitchen counter as the tears rolled down her face. I brought her knee up to my lips and kissed her injury "Better baby" I wiped her tears from her cheeks and she nodded.
"Better Mama" Gabby said nodding her head again "Down Mama" I put Gabby down and she ran off back to Cameron and Rebecca.
"Aunt Book" Rebecca came running towards me "Aunt Book" She called out like I couldn't see her coming. She stopped in front of me "Can I have a drink pwease" She asked with her hands behind her back swaying side to side.
"Of course sweetie" I smiled turning to get a juice cup from the fridge "Here you go baby girl" I handed Becky the juice cup and she turned round leaving the kitchen.
"Hey Uncle Luke" I heard her say in the distance.
"Hey Pretty Girl" I felt his hands run around my waist and his lips on my neck
"Hey fiancé" I turned in his arms so I was facing him now. He leaned in and kissed me lightly on the lips "Luke" I muttered between our kiss.
"Mmm..." He answered pulling away
"I think we need to move the wedding forward" I told him thinking about Peyton leaving. Yeah okay she said that she'll leave after our wedding, but she needs to get away and I want her to be happy.
"How much forward baby?" He questioned running circles on the showing skin where my top eased up a little.
"I wanna get married next week" I admit "We have everything already and Peyton is leaving soon and I want her at the wedding. She's one of my bridesmaids and I love her just as much as I love Haley"
"Okay Pretty Girl" I leaned in and kissed him lightly on the lips "Anything for my soon to be bride"
"Thanks Broody" I wrapped my arms around his neck as I felt his hands tight around my waist.
RPOV
I called Owen an hour ago. His on his way back from his Mom's so we can talk. I told him it was urgent and he said he'll leave Rory with his Mom and we can talk. I was pacing the living room knowing he'll be home soon. He texted me saying he just entered Tree Hill and his round the corner. I could feel my palms sweating and the heat hit me just as fast. Tears were forming in my eyes already. I heard a car park outside. OMG his home. I placed my hand on my stomach "I'm sorry baby" I whispered ad the front door opened.
"Hey baby" I heard the familiar voice I used to jump at fill the room. I turned and saw Owen smiling at me. His lights were shining and I saw the spark I used whenever he looked at me and my heart melted and the guilt sunk my stomach.
"Hey" I walk closer to him and kissed his cheek "Welcome home"
"So sweetie I drove all the way from inner state because you needed to tell me something urgent" I looked at him as I read his pleading eyes.
"What I am about to tell you is going to break us and before you say anything..." I saw him walk closer to me worried "I love you and Rory with everything I got and wha I did and what I'm about to tell you will never change that"
"Okay baby, your scaring me" Owen takes my hand in his "What's wrong?"
"Owen..." I stop for a minute to take a deep breath "I'm pregnant"
"OMG Rachel that is great" Owen's face perked up and his eyes glowed with joy and I'm about to destroy that forever. I'm about to end us and the family we tried so hard to build. I'm about to ruin everything like we ruined Peyton and Rebecca. Owen went to pull me into a hug when I shook my head and stepped away from him "Baby what's wrong? Please just tell me" Owen begs and I nod.
"I've been sleeping with Jake" As soon as the words came out my mouth Owen dropped my hand and stepped away from me "I'm sorry baby, I didn't mean to do any of this it just happened"
"It just happened" He repeated. The glow I once saw was gone. The speak was also gone and the Owen I loved left the house the minute I revealed everything "You slept with one of my best friends and your telling me it just happened"
"I felt alone and he was there. We got drunk and couldn't stop ourselves" I ranted trying to fix this.
"BULLSHIT" He shouted at me which made me flinch. I have never seen him look at me like he is right now "When?" I looked away from him "When Rachel?" He asked again.
"It started at Cali" I tell him and watch him walk pass me "Where you going?" I ask as I turn to him.
"I have to get out here" He tells me walking to our room. I followed him and stopped at our room. He pulled out a suite case and started to pack his things "That baby isn't mine is it?" I place my hand on my stomach and shake my head.
"I'm sorry"
"Yeah so am I" He replies "I loved you Rachel and I felt we were drifting, but I never thought you could do this to me. Completely ruin me. Break my heart as bad as you have"
"I love you Owen I do" I tell him
He shakes his head at me "No you don't Rachel" Hearing that kills me even more "I'm going to my Moms until the Brucas wedding. I'll bring Rory back on Monday" he then shut the case and zipped it up walking passing me. I follow him to the front door again when he stops and turns to look at me "Does Peyton know?" He asked and I nodded as a tear rolled down my cheek "I feel sorry for her and Rebecca. You and Jake are worthless and ruined lives. You're selfish and I can't even be in the same room as you now. When I first came in here I wanted to rip your clothes of now I want to rip Jakes heart out and feed it to the dogs and I can't even look at you" he then goes to walk away.
"What happened to us?" I ask as he stopped "We were so happy"
"Yeah we were. You and Jake happened Rach" I hear him say as he walks out the door slamming it after him.
"I really do love you Owen" I mutter as I watch the door shut. My life had just ended and it was my fault, my mess and I can't fix this just like Peyton said back at Brooke's house
Should Peyton and Owen get revenge on Jake and Rachel by sleeping together? Should Peyton tell Jake her secret before she leaves? Should Owen tell Rachel the truth?
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