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Feelings that come hard

BPOV

"Mama" I heard Cameron say as I was cleaning the kitchen "Mama" He sang as he walked into the kitchen with his power ranger doll. He loves that show more than anything, so Lucas and I decided to give him and Gabby their own rooms. Luke and Nathan are decorating it for him. It is going to look fabulous "Mama" He said again.

"Darling are you okay?" I looked down at him.

Cameron nodded holding his arms out for me "Up on their Mama" He said and I smiled at him. Gabby and Ally are with Peyton and Rebecca. I wanted Cameron to stay with me. I haven't really spent time with him and I have realised I have been all about my girls and never him.

"Okay buba" I pick him up and put him on the counter beside me "So what is my gorgeous little man doing?" I see him look up at me with his baby blue eyes as they sparkle at me and his dirty blond hair looking just like his daddy and I love it.

"Me pwaying with him" He holds up his doll for me and I smile taking it from him and start to tickle him hearing his laughter rumble through the house "Mama stop" He laughed trying to move my hands from his stomach "Mama pwease" He pleaded. I stopped tickling him and he wipes the laughing tears from his eyes as I kissed his forehead.

"Wanna go park buddy?" I ask and he nods "Okay let's go" I took him from the counter and grabbed my bag heading out.

We got the park and Cameron ran straight to the jungle gym. He loves going down the slide. Normally I would have both twins and they would play in the sand pit, but today Cameron decided to go on the jungle gym as I sit on the bench watching him.

"One of these monkey's yours?" I hear somebody ask

"Yeah actually the one over..." I stopped when I turned and saw Chris sitting next to me "I thought you and Britney left with your twins"

"Where going Brooke" He looks into the distance watching the park "We just wanted to wait until after your wedding?"

I shot my head at him feeling like it was about to snap off. What does he mean after my wedding? Who fucking invited him anyway because I didn't "What do you mean after my wedding?" I ask shuffling to the side a bit suddenly feeling too close to him.

"We were coming to your wedding then where leaving on the first flight to London" This isn't right. What makes them think their invited.

"You weren't invited to my wedding Chris" I state feeling confused "What makes you think after what you did to me that I would ever think to invite a creep like you to my wedding?"

"Brooke I apologised" Chris says slowly and it creeps me out even more

"Yeah well sorry doesn't mean anything" I stand up to walk away and stop turning to look at him "You and your family including Britney aren't welcome to my wedding" I then shuffle my bag rightly on my shoulder and head over to Cameron who is standing by the swing. I look over at where Chris was sitting and see him looking at me. he then stands up and leaves. I shake it off and pick Cameron up putting him in the swing seat and lifting him and then letting it go and hearing the excited squeals coming from him.

Once Cameron seemed a little tried we heading for Ben&Jerry's. Cameron walked in front of me so I could keep an eye on him "Mama can I have chocowate pwease?" Cameron asks as I look at the lady behind the counter.

"Of course little man" I say seeing his eyes sparkle again "Want chocolate sauce as well"

I see him nod "Yes pwease Mama"

I order his ice cream and we sit in a booth as he gets all messy. I laugh at the chocolate sauce all over his mouth and top "You like buddy?" I question already knowing the answer.

"Yummy Mama" He informs me.

Spending time with my little man means a lot to me and I'm sure him too. I don't know why I haven't done this with him often, but I will start to include Cameron more. His my little prince and leaving him out and knowing I'm doing it is killing me inside and I will not do it again.

PPOV

"Rebecca play nice" I tell my daughter as she takes the Barbie doll from Gabby

"I am mommy" I hear her reply and I give her the look she knows too well "Okay Gabby can play with it too"

"That's a good girl" I turn the look into a smile as I hear Gabby squeal with excitement.

My phone then went off. I have been ignoring Owen's calls and texts since we had sex yesterday in the hotel room. I feel guilty even though I shouldn't after what they did to me, but I just can't help it. I'm meant to be the innocent one in this and none of us are. I opened the text Owen had just sent me reading every word.

You can't avoid me forever Peyt. I know just as much as you do that what we did was amazing and I want to see you again. This is my 6th message. Reply please...

I smiled at the message this time. Yeah okay his right it was awesome sex. I haven't had that in a while and seeing him will only make me want to jump him again. That is why I haven't replied. I think I want him bad and I mean sexually want him. I press reply and start to type.

Okay I've caved. Meet me in my car by the old factor just outside of tree hill tonight at 7:00. I'll get Brooke to have Rebecca for an hour or two.

Sent it and waited for his reply. Oh god what are we doing? What have we gotten ourselves into? Damn my body just craves for him to be in me and make me feel what I am not getting from Jake anymore. Awesome fucking sex.

RPOV

"So you've moved in here?" I tell Jake as I sit in his lap on the couch "What about Rebecca and everyone else?"

"I'm sure after Peyton has completely calmed down we'll talk about Rebecca and as for everyone else they can all fuck off" Jake kisses the side of my head "At least where together Rach, I don't really care what they think"

"And this baby?" I question rubbing my small bump I can feel as he puts his hand on top of mine.

"It's our baby and we'll do fine" I turn and lean my head against his looking into his eyes and seeing him smile at me "I love you Rachel"

"I love you too Jake" I say feeling his hold me tighter into his chest

"Brooke hates me" I randomly blurt out

"She's your sister Rach, she doesn't hate you" Jake informs me and I turn to face him wiping the tears that falls from my eyes.

"I haven't talked to her much since I left Haley's when I told Peyton I was pregnant. She's called and we've talked, but not like we used to" I cry harder "She doesn't talk to me like she used to. I hear the disgust in her voice and I hate it"

"She'll come around Rach" I feel him kiss the top of my head as I nuzzle my head in his neck "They all will eventually" I hear him tell me "I promise"

I nod my head hoping he is right. Losing Brooke will kill me. I know I hurt so many people and I am very sorry for that. Brooke and Rory are my everything and I can't lose them like I lost Peyton and Owen. I just can't.

HPOV

"Jake moved out" I tell Nathan as I fold the blanket for the baby's cot "Peyton called me today to update me on everything"

"So has she moved back in then?" Nathan asks putting the baby mobile up over the cot. Where having a girl you see and I'm so excited. I have been shopping like crazy. Brooke has been helping me out. She wanted to get her mind of the whole Rachel and Jake mess.

"Yeah Peyton and Becky moved back in" I nod putting the blanket into the cot then rubbing my belly "Rachel texted Brooke saying Jake moved in with her"

"No way" Nathan exclaims "That dude is such a douche"

"Yeah tell me about it" I agree "I have known him for like ever and I never thought he would do that to Peyton"

"Yeah neither did I, but I guess he proved us wrong" Nathan says as I sit in the rocking chair watching Nathan finish putting the teddy Brooke bought her yesterday "So enough about Jake and Rachel, what we naming our little girl?"

"Lucy" I suggest and Nathan shakes his head

"No way" Nathan objects "Megan's nice"

"Nope I had a friend who is now a slag called Megan in high school remember her" I shake my head "I like Ashleigh"

"Yeah Ashleigh is a nice name" Nathan agreed

"So shall we call her Ashleigh Brooke Scott" I stand up and walk towards him as he pulls me into him and puts his arms around my waist.

"Yeah I like it" Nathan then leans in and kisses me softly on the lips as I smile into it.

BPOV

Cameron was well tired when we got home. He fell asleep in the car which was so cute and I took a few pictures to put in his and Gabby's photo album. I took him from the car and his lying on the couch asleep. I walked through the house and saw Lucas sitting at one of the stools eating some sort of substance "Hey baby" I skip towards him hugging him from behind "How is you today?"

"I'm good thanks Pretty Girl" Lucas swirls around in the seta to look at me as he pulls me between his legs and holds onto my hips "What made you so happy?"

"Spending time with Cameron was awesome" I chimed "I took him to the park and we ate ice-cream and now our little man is asleep on the couch snoring like his daddy"

"I do not snore" Lucas objects making me giggle

"Oh yes you do Mr I wanna wake everyone up with my snoring" I laugh as he starts to tickle me "Luke... Luke stop that" I try to wiggle from his grasp, but he just brings me closer towards him "Luke please stop"

"Not until you tell me I don't snore and that you love me" He says and I nod an okay

"Okay... okay Luke... please" I plead as he smirks at me

"Tell me Davis" He says tickling me even more.

"Okay... fine... you don't snore and I love you" Lucas then stops tickling me and wiggle from his grasp standing in front of him with my hands on my hips "You Mr Scott have been a naughty boy and will not get sex from Me Miss Davis for a very long time"

"Oh come one Brooke. I'm sorry" Lucas pouts pushing out his bottom lip like I do to him

I shake my head "No I'm sorry's here today Broody" I say unbuttoning my top teasing him "This..." I roam my hands over my body "You're not getting until I say so" I then button my top back up turning and walking out of the kitchen. Cameron is still sleeping.

"Pretty girl don't starve me from sex" He runs after me as I giggle.

"Luke shhh" I turn as I stop putting my finger to my lips "Cammy is sleeping" Lucas pulls me into him and starts to kiss my neck. I pull back from him shaking my head and seeing him pout again "No sex for you until I say so Luke" I lean in to his ear "I could always tease you, but that's just being mean" I whisper giggling and then walking to the couch and plonking myself on it turning the T.V on looking at Lucas and the pouting face he keeps giving me making me laugh "If your good I might reduce your sentence"

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