Hi everyone! Well this is my first little blurb at the top of my story. I just wanted to thank you for liking this story and giving me all the wonderful reviews! I will try to update more often, I just need to tell myself to stop sewing scalemates and write my fricken story. Soooooo I wrote my fricken story! Hope you like it! There will be more!

Tavros waited in the cold for about thirty minutes. Finally at 8:45pm Gamzee arrived, running to the smaller teen. Tavros opened his mouth to say something about him being late, but was cut off when Gamzee threw his arms around Tavros and held him tightly, he was sobbing.

Tavros blinked with surprised and wrapped his arms around him in return and rubbed his back," um…Gamzee? Are you ok?" Tavros asked patting his back.

Gamzee pulled away, he fidgeted and tweaked as he looked at Tavros," I lost em, I fuckin lost those motherfuckers. They were gonna kill me man. They were motherfuckin gonna kill me!" Gamzee practically screamed at Tavros.

Tavros looked at him with a terrified look as he noticed what was wrong with him. Gamzee's pupils filled his light blue eyes like to much oil in to little water. The lanky boy was high off his ass, on probably something Tavros had never even heard of.

The taller teen stopped sobbing and began laughing, he then began to speak, the tone of his voice bouncing from octave to octave," so motherfucker you ready to go home?" He asked as he laughed.

Tavros looked down," Gamzee go home….you're not fit to walk me home….you don't look too good…." He said as he played with the edge of Rosa's coat.

"Na man I'm fuckin peachy keen!" He said laughing again. Gamzee reached down and grabbed Tavros' hand, squeezing it gently, he brought it up to his face, he lightly kissed the pale flesh," I'm your mother fuckin escort tonight."

Even though Gamzee was obviously tripping out of his mind, Tavros couldn't help but blush," um….uh….oh….uh….o…ok…..you….um….can walk me home…." He said as he stumbled over his words.

Gamzee smiled and, without letting go of Tavros' hand, started to walk to Tavros' apartment," sorry bout my state bro, I had a rough day ya know?" He said grinning down at Tavros.

Tavros nodded and clutched Gamzee's hand tightly, what was this feeling? It stirred deep in his belly and started when Gamzee had kissed his hand, and it wouldn't go away! His head felt light and his chest felt tight. He couldn't see straight and his whole body seemed to quake. Tavros paused in the middle of his train of thought, that'd make a good rap.

Gamzee ended his thoughts when he grabbed Tavros and pulled him quickly into and alleyway, pressing him to a brick wall.

Tavros blushed and stared up at him as Gamzee pressed himself to Tavros, his blue dilated eyes locked on the opening of the alley. Tavros felt his heart race and his mind swirl, what was going on?

"Ok…they're gone bro…." Gamzee said as he pulled away from Tavros, still holding his hand.

"um…who? I didn't see anyone…" Tavros said, shaking a little.

"The giant spiders man! They're fuckin creepy and they were comin down the street for us!" Gamzee said shaking a little," so let's get to your house real quick like." He said as he pulled Tavros out of the alley and back onto the street.

Tavros let out and long sigh, of course it was something imaginary…but he let Gamzee take him home anyways.

Finally at Tavros' apartment, Gamzee turned to leave when Tavros opened his door, but Tavros reached out and grabbed the lanky teens hand, Tavros looked down then looked back up," stay?...please?" He asked as he stared at Gamzee with big blue eyes.

Gamzee looked him over and slowly nodded, his eyes looking almost normal," ok bro. I'll stay for a little while."

The small adolescent smiled and dragged him into his apartment," so uh, I know I was…um…out cold the last time you were here so, uh, lemmy show you around." Tavros said as he shut his front door and locked it. He smiled and practically pranced over to his couch," this is the living room, um don't kick the cinder blocks because it hurts…a lot…." Tavros giggled and hurried over to the kitchen," this is the kitchen, but um…I'm a really bad cook so I don't cook a lot…I eat a lot of frozen pizza, that's easy to cook." Tavros explained, grinning a little.

Gamzee grinned with him and watched him go to the bathroom and push the door open," this is the bathroom, it's really small but that's ok." Tavros then hurried over to his bed and sat on it," and this is where I sleep. Do you like my posters? The Peter Pan ones my favorite. I love Peter Pan. It's my favorite story." Tavros said looking up at the poster.

Gamzee smiled, he'd never seen Tavros talk this much, even in class. He liked his talkative side.

"Um…Gamzee why are you staring at me?" Tavros asked tilting his head to the side.

The gangster was snapped back to reality and he blinked at Tavros," um…no reason bro. Hey I like it when you talk man." Gamzee said smiling at him.

Tavros blinked," Gamzee….do you want to take a shower and sober up?" He asked as he pulled his sandals off.

"I think that'd be a bad idea…I'm kinda weird when I'm sober bro." Gamzee said glancing at the floor.

"I bet you're…um…fine." Tavros said smiling at Gamzee.

Gamzee blinked at him and nodded. He turned and walked into Tavros' bathroom, shutting the door behind him. He looked at the little kitty picture and chuckled, Tavros was such a sweet kid. He'd never met anyone more sensitive and sweet. He felt like such a douche for coming into his life and getting him beaten up, and putting him into a state of distress and…and everything…

The blond shook his shaggy head; he couldn't get his thoughts straight. To remedy that he turned the shower on full blast and got in, shuddering at the cold spray as it slowly got hotter. He let out a long sigh and stood under the hot water for a long time, he didn't really wash, and he just stood, letting the water wash away his foggy feelings.

Tavros migrated to the couch and put on Peter Pan, he wasn't obsessed he swore. He just loved this movie, a lot. He almost finished watching the movie when Gamzee finally emerged from the bathroom. The smaller teen heard the door open and he turned around and smiled at Gamzee, but his face flushed bright red when he saw Gamzee in the towel," um…uh…do…uh….you…..need….clothes…I…um…don't know…if they'll….fit….I mean…um…my boxers mite…UH I…..NN….I MEAN…..I…will they…I don't know…" Tavros continued to mumble, sinking lower and lower into the couch as he spoke.

Gamzee smiled and walked over to the couch, he looked down at the pin cushion before him that had practically fused with the couch," its motherfuckin ok bro. It's cool if they're too small. You dig? You want me to just…get them outa your dresser bro? I'll just grab some. You can chill. Love that movie by the way." Gamzee said grinning down at the wide eyed boy.

"Sure…." Tavros said in a barely audible tone. He immediately turned his attention back to the end of the movie. He smiled a little as Peter Pan sailed into the clouds. His attention turned back to Gamzee though when he heard a loud, BANG, FUCK!

Tavros jumped and whirled around to see Gamzee on the floor, trying to tug a pair of boxers on," sorry bro, I slipped. They'll fit just motherfuckin fine. Actually they'll be a little big. My ass is skinny an you have a nicer motherfuckin ass than me." Gamzee said as he finally tugged the boxers over his naked hips.

The brunette just stared, his blue eyes wide and his mouth crooked across his face, his cheeks brighter than they were before. He wasn't breathing, he was just staring and almost as soon as he looked at Gamzee naked on the floor, he was out cold lying over the couch.

Gamzee sat up and looked at the fainted boy," uh…bro? Motherfucker? Tavbro? Tavros. Tavros!" The lanky boy got up and scrambled over to him. He wrapped his long fingers around Tavros' arms and shook him lightly," bro! Wake up! Sorry I fell man! You ok? Fuck what the hells wrong? What did I even do?"

The blond sighed and laid him carefully on the couch; he looked Tavros over and smiled a little," dumbass." He chuckled and went back to the set of drawers. He rifled through it until he finally found some clothes that would fit. Once he was dressed in a very, very large t-shirt and a pair of very, very large pajama pants. He was comfortable. This motherfucker knew how to dress! Gamzee grinned a little and went back to the couch. The gangster picked Tavros up a little and rested the boys head on his lap as he sat down on the couch. Starting Peter Pan over, he loved this stupid movie too and he wasn't able to watch it from the beginning. Actually. He couldn't remember the last time he watched this movie sober.

Gamzee's face fell as he watched the opening. Even as a child…he couldn't remember the last time he had seen this movie sober….

Ever so carefully Gamzee snaked his hand down and held Tavros' hand, his other hand petting his hair, big tears starting to roll down his gaunt cheeks. He slowly leaned over the smaller teen, his tears falling lightly onto his face.

Tavros' eyes fluttered open and he blinked up at Gamzee," Gamzee? Are you ok?" Tavros pulled away and put his hand on Gamzee's back. He watched as the skinny boy leaned over further, sobbing silently. All nervousness left Tavros then, and the brunette scooted closer to the blond and held him as close as he could, rocking him gently," It's ok…whatever it is…it's ok…will you tell me what it is?" Tavros asked softly, drawing little invisible circles on Gamzee's back with his thumb.

Gamzee slowly stopped crying, his still wet hair clinging to his face. He turned his heavy head and pressed it into Tavros' chest. He wrapped his long gangly arms around Tavros' midsection, clinging to him tightly. He just shook his head," nother motherfuckin time. Ok bro?" Gamzee said, wiping his eyes on Tavros' front.

The smaller of the two giggled a little and ran his fingers through Gamzee's hair," you're making my shirt wet! I have a blow dryer you know!"

Gamzee smirked and looked up at Tavros, happy that he had changed the subject," na man, if I use a motherfuckin blow dryer I'm gonna turn into a fuckin cotton ball. My hair man, fluffs up to fro levels." He said laughing a little.

Tavros grinned, trying to picture Gamzee as a cotton ball. He grinned wider and suddenly burst into laughter. He held his stomach as he laughed, doubling over he was giggling so hard.

The lanky boy watched him, a large grin on his face. He actually had known Tavros for a long time. Seen him from afar. He'd never seen him laugh this hard. Hell he hadn't seen him smile like this, ever. Gamzee watched Tavros finally calm down. He felt his head spin when Tavros smiled at him, letting out a sigh after the laughing fit. He heard Tavros say something, but it didn't fully register in his foggy brain. Then almost as if he was on auto-pilot, Gamzee reached a hand out and cupped Tavros' face, pulling him closer.

Tavros just stared at him, his lower lip quivered; he felt that feeling boil back up. Deep in his stomach at first, then went straight to his head, fogging his brain as well as Gamzee closed the gap between them, pressing their lips together in a soft, very nervous kiss.

As the blond kissed the other Tavros reached out, almost desperately, grasping at Gamzee's shirt, trying to pull him closer, whimpering lightly into the kiss.

Almost as quickly as Gamzee pulled the boy in, he pushed him away as if he was a snake about to bite him. The lanky boy stood and strode to the bathroom. He grabbed his coat and threw it on, and without another word, practically ran out of the small apartment, slamming the door behind him.