Now I've got some news, I won't be posting as much as I do, exams are coming up and I need to study, but whenever I get the time, I will work on my stories for you ;) anyway...Lets get on with it shall we? =) enjoy xxx
Chapter 10: I'm sorry
violetta pov: This is bad! this is very very bad, i can't find Thomas anywhere and as far i'm concerned he could be hurt and on the brink of death by now?! I know Leon has a good reputation for winning fights and beating up people who mess with him so this is why i needed to know if Thomas was all right. I had asked everyone if they had seen him and Maxi said the last time he saw him he was talking to Leon by the ring, i looked around the place and i did spot something on the floor, it was a bit of blood! I felt like i was going to have a breakdown until a thought came to mind! I took out my phone and dialled his number, as it was ringing, i heard another phone ringing not far away, i looked from under the ring and i saw Thomas unconsiess with blood on his face, ran over to him, beginning to cry, begging him to wake up. A crowd of people, including my dad gathered to see what had happened and saw the sight, dad picked Thomas up and he and i took to the hospital.
A few hours later
I was so upset, if i ever see Leon again he's gonna wish he was never born! I sat next to Thomas just waiting for him to make any sudden movement but nothing, i was so worried about him, i didn't want anything like this to happen to him again, it really hurts me to see him like this, I love him so much, I couldn't bear to see him hurt again, if you love something you'd give up anything for them. Even if it is something you love, and I was beginning to wonder if that would make it easier for us, I just sat there waiting for him to do anything, I was starting to get a little impatient so I decided to sing to him.
Violetta: I will always be with you.
Makes no difference where
your road takes you to.
Even if we're apart,
now we're joined at the path.
Though our moment may be gone
you and i will still live on.
As I was singing, he began to stir and slowly open his eyes and sung with me, at least he wasalright, I didn't have to worry so much anymore.
Thomas: I will always be with you.
I'll be by your side whatever you do.
Other memories may fade,
but the ones that we made
are eternal as a star.
Now I'm part of who you are.
We both smiled at each other lovingly and kept on singing, holding each other close to one another.
Both: And I'll be there with you in the sound of your laughter.
I'll be in the tears you cry,
Thomas: cause the way you and I
have touched one and other
Both: doesn't end with goodbye.
Thomas: I will always be with you,
Both: like a guardian angel, constant and true.
Violetta: When your lost in the night
and you can't see the light
Both: my love will see you through.
Thomas: I will always be there.
Violetta: You have me there.
Both: I will always be with you.
We both sealed our love with a kiss, a beautiful passionate one too. I love him so much, but I can't let him get hurt again.
'How are you feeling?' I asked concerned
'A little weak' he said
'What happened?'
'Well, I was watching you fight when Leon came up to me as we got into a fight ourselves over you, and then he managed to get me and he threatened me' he explained
'Oh my God' I gasped
'Yeah, once I see that jerk again, I'm gonna...'
'No! No, you won't have to' I said calmly
'Oh? Why?'
'Because he will never bother us again' I said
'How do you know?' he asked
'Well...How can he hurt us, if we're not together?' I said sadly, I saw his face turning into a mix of confusion and sadness, this is gonna be harder than I expected.
'What?' he asked
'I'm sorry Thomas, I'm breaking up with you' I said starting to cry
'But...but...What did I do wrong?' he said showing tears
'Nothing, absolutely nothing, I don't want Leon hurting you again, it hurt you and it hurt me just as much, If you and I are still together it will get worse, I mean look how my mother turned out' I explained
'Violetta, you don't have to worry about that' he said
'Yes I do! You got hurt by my ex, and I'd do anything to not see you get hurt' I said
'And breaking up with me won't hurt?!' he asked feeling hurt
'Thomas, please don't make this as difficult as it already is' I said crying
'I've already been physically hurt, please don't hurt my emotions too' he begged
'Thomas...'
'Violetta, please don't do this, I love you'
'I love Thomas...but it's over'
'Violetta...'
'I'm sorry' I cried and left the room, I ran all the way home just crying my eyes out about what I'd done! Did I just make a big mistake, I loved Thomas with my life but I did it so he won't get hurt again, but I left him so heartbroken he's never gonna want to see me again, ever! I hope what I did was the right thing because I did it out of love, but part of me just wants to turn back, jump into his arms and tell him how sorry I am, but I never look back, so I just kept crying and heading home.
"My Heart Will Go On"
Every night in my dreams
I see you, I feel you,
That is how I know you go on
Far across the distance
And spaces between us
You have come to show you go on
Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on
Love can touch us one time
And last for a lifetime
And never let go till we're gone
Love was when I loved you
One true time I hold to
In my life we'll always go on
Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on
Suddenly, it began to rain and I didn't bother to run, I just kept walking and singing my heart out, I looked down to a puddle and I saw my reflection, but as I looked at it, I changed into Thomas! Exept he looked so miserable and lonely, it just reminded me of how I left, I felt so sad and angry I kicked the puddle and kept singing.
You're here, there's nothing I fear,
And I know that my heart will go on
We'll stay forever this way
You are safe in my heart
And my heart will go on and on
Then, I just fell to the floor crying my eyes out until I calmed down. Just as the rain did. I looked at myself in my reflection and saw I was soaking wet, but I was too depressed to care, I made it back home finally and just went straight to my room, I wrote in my diary about the day, and just cried until my eyes were sore. I just wanted this day to end, I lay my head back and tried to fall asleep, but there was still one question on my mind.
Did I make the right choice?
Do you think she made the right choice? Let me know your answer, xxxx be back soon with more thrill and music ;) love you all alot xxxxxxxxxx *kiss kiss* xxxx
