Sonny backs down, shocked. Will is showing a determination that fills him with fright. He's suddenly aware he could lose him forever, like that, right now and this is a paralyzing thought. Will doesn't touch him but in a sense, Sonny would rather, he's in dire need to feel the reality of his boyfriend. He continues to walk back until the bed hits the back of his leg and he finds himself sitting on the mattress, looking up at Will. He wants to shout 'Forgive me, listen to me, love me!' but his throat is parched and he can only raise a hand in front of him. Will speaks up "I came back because I can't stand the idea that you would doubt me like that and I wanted to make things clear. Adam leaves me cold. I was happy for Mel. Though after what you've told me, I'm frankly disgusted. It doesn't seem possible to have a quiet relationship with a good guy..." Sonny manages and voice "What about me?" Will stares at him and states "That's what I was thinking until you accused me of being weak and naïve. I've received a lot in the face all my life but when it comes from you, it's..." He pinches his lip as it begins trembling "It's even worse. I put my trust in you, I confided in you and you uses it to..."
In the midst of the tears streaming down his cheeks, Sonny sends a wretched look. He opens his mouth, letting some of the salted drops in and whispers "I wanted to warn you, save you from..." "From whom? Myself?" asks Will in an exasperated tone. "I'm not a child, Sonny. I'm not perfect, it's true but I can't bear being treated like... like a moron! I need you to trust me, not suspect me." Sonny gathers enough energy to stand up and face Will "Why are you turning against me? Trust is a two-way street. You'd rather I didn't tell you, not to hurt your feelings? I admit, with everything that's been going on, I wasn't able and tell you right away. I feel so bad about that it's burning up my stomach. I happen not to be perfect either. But stupidly, I thought you would forgive me and that no one would stand between us!" Will grinds his teeth, his hands pressed on his forehead "I don't care that you're flawed! I just need you to act like I'm your boyfriend, not your little brother." Sonny sighs. He catches Will's arm and pulls him to him "I wouldn't have this kind of urges for a brother..." Will struggles and mumbles "Urge? Charming! I hadn't noticed they'd changed you. You used to talk about love..." Sonny can't resist any longer and kisses Will wildly, biting him while doing so. Will puts up a fight and pushes Sonny on the bed. His eyes are dark and seem filled with a strange fire. Sonny sits and gives him a defiant look. Abruptly, Will tears Sonny's shirt, popping buttons everywhere. He pulls his jeans down without gentleness and Sonny feels himself hardening. Will's hand explore his back, sliding between his ass. Sonny grunts and attempts to do the same. Will catches his arm and pushes it away, then, in a domineering motion, he turns Sonny on his belly. The pain from the intrusion, without preparation, without lubricant, doesn't take away any of Sonny's pleasure who begins moaning louder and louder "You like that, hmm? You want more?" Will's voice is laden with a soft menace and Sonny replies "Yes, I want it, faster, harder..." Instead of obeying, though, Will stills and, in a rasping breath, commands "You'll have to beg more than that..." Sonny turns his eyes and answers in a hard voice too "You'll have to wait for a long time, then." They stay frozen, eyes on each other, panting, until, very slowly, Will starts moving again. Hitting Sonny's prostate with precision.
The rage that was dwelling in Sonny's belly subsides and he feels his entire being relaxing under Will "Will, come on, come into me, do me some good..." Will remains silent but goes faster and places his hand under Sonny to grab his cock. Sonny moans and gasps "Yes, Will, thank you, thank you for being still here." His shoulder gets damp and he brushes it. Another tear falls on his arm and he shouts "Will, roll me over, please!" Will doesn't listen and hits on, sinking his head in Sonny's hair. "Will, I'm begging you..." Will gives in and pulls out to put Sonny on his back. His face is devastated and there isn't an ounce left of anger. He just looks a little lost. Sonny gently draws his hand near and tenderly cups his chin. "You still love me?" Will penetrates him, delicately this time and brushes Sonny's lips "Always, you know that, Sonny, you're the only one." Their orgasm is long and powerful. Sonny lifts from the sheets, head thrown back, shouting "I love you, Will!" Will withdraws and comes into Sonny's arms to cuddle "I know." Sonny kisses his neck then whispers "I'm sorry." Will closes his eyes and answers "Me too."
"I was thinking I should circulate a paper..." Will halts in his systematic caress of his man's back to ask "What paper?" Sonny turns towards him, a smile on his lips "Something for all the gay guys who have met you to fill, asking them how they think you look. So that you'd finally hear how hot you really are." Will smirks and kisses a nearby nipple "Wouldn't that make you jealous?" Sonny lifts one shoulder "Oh, yes, horribly. But it would do you some good." Will chuckles and Sonny's belly is lightening hearing that sound. He hasn't be able and pull off from Will's skin and is holding firmly, one arm across his shoulder, gazing lovingly. He's sworn to himself never to hurt Will again. Seeing him in that state has dug a hole in his chest. He kisses him and kisses him again. Will enjoys it then raise a hand to take his cell. "Shit, I promised Marlena we'd eat together at the Pub. You want me to cancel?" Sonny shakes his head "I have a shift at eleven. Don't you have lectures this afternoon?" "I do." sighs Will "But in the meantime, I'll go and meet my granddad at the station. I'll call the girls to see if they want to join me there." Sonny quickly asks "You'll keep me informed?" Will laughs "No, I intended to... make you sweat a little..." He climbs to Sonny's lips and gives him a peck "I would rather have gone with you but I don't want to waste time. You want me to call or should I text, not to disturb you at work?" Sonny grins and timidly says "I'd rather you called, so that I can hear your voice." He looks at Will reacting to this declaration and adds "You know why I call you kitten? 'Cause you make me faint of happiness with your big eyes and your messy hair. I'd let you off with anything." Will kisses him one last time and murmurs "I love you."