Here is teh long waited second chap! huray! this was so much liked thatI had to go and ruin it XD I hope this does help a certain addict to get her dosage -smirk- enjoy everyone, if you have even half as fun as I had when I wrote this then all is well.
Chapter 2
Tala had been on the hunt for two weeks now. And no sign of the red eyed man, and it was making him frustrated. His friends had lately started asking what was going on with him, why he was spacing out so often. But he didn't want to tell, the guy was his. And in a way, even though he knew it was silly, he felt like the guy had been just his imagination, a bubble that would burst if he would tell anyone about it. So he kept silent, dismissing his friends concern. He would first meet the guy again, then share him with his mates. If the meeting went well. If not, then he would probably close into his apartment and never come out. He sighed, he was too obsessed with the guy, what if the would never find the other one, or if he would be something totally different from what he believed? No, he shook his head, he needed to stay positive. He had read from somewhere that positive thinking made difficult things easier, and he was willing to try anything right now.
So once again, after he had given some excuse earlier in the evening to his friends, he was wondering around the city center, looking for the guy. he was walking past this bar, when he happened to look through the window, and he could swear the guy was inside. There was the gray colored hair, the same leather jacket and this time with white jeans. But it had to be the guy. He turned and nearly run into the bar, his heart beating so fats he feared he would get a heart attack. He was nervous when he approached the counter where the guy was leaning on, back facing him. He didn't dare to go talk to the guy right away, so he walked to the counter a little distant away. He ordered a drink, and glanced at the guy. His heart sank to his toes. Damn. This wasn't the right one either. This one was some weirdo with freckles and all. He sighed and took a sip of his drink. Even if he had been wrong, no point wasting the drink he had bought. Besides, it tasted pretty good, even though the place looked a bit shady.
"Looking for someone?" the voice was hushed,amused, whispered right next to his ear. The sudden sound made him jump, and he averted to the side and turned around, eyes wide. He could nearly feel the lips brushing his ear. Anger flared in him, how dared someone invade his personal space like that. But his angry snap was stuck to his lips when he saw who the speaker was. It was the guy. His mind froze, he had dreamed of this, quite literally, and the recollection on what all he had imagined made him blush a little. The guy smirked
"I see you are as talkative as ever." he shook his head to come back to reality and the guy moved next to him and ordered new drink. Being so close to the guy was electrifying, their hands nearly touched. There was a small and pleasant shiver running down his spine. He had finally found his prey. And then he felt really stupid, he was behaving like a moron again.
"I'm Tala" he said, because all the nicely constructed plans of what he would say had vanished into thin air as soon as the guy was there. He was cursing himself, what made the guy so special to cause him all these troubles? The guy glanced him.
"Okay" a small silent "Tala" there was a smirk on the lips, even though the guy tried to hide it by drinking from his glass. He turned back to the counter and took another sip from his glass. He was waiting the other to end the silence, but the other seemed happy the way things were. He waited, trying to rein his temper, but eventually it slipped free.
"So what's your name? I am tired of thinking you as 'the guy'". After saying that, he wanted nothing but smack his head to the table. Why had he said that? Maybe he was retard after all, that was the only reason. Or maybe his mother had dropped him on his head when he was little. But either way, it didn't make the embarrassment go away. And he felt his face heat up when the guy looked at him properly, eying him from head to toe. He wanted to squirm under the gaze, it seemed to look right through him, see everything there was to know about him. This wasn't the way things should go, he was the one making others nervous and having the upper hand. He waited, trying to be calm, until the red eyes rose to meet his. He smiled the most appealing smile he had. He was not going to say something and try to make up for that mistake, it would only make him look more of a fool. No, he was going to let the guy play the next move, and then he would create a tactic based on it. Not like some stranger could beat him in his own game of throwing others off balance.
"I have never asked you to think of me" he gaped, and the guy looked ahead again, just like he meant nothing. It felt like his heart was shattering, and his hand was clenching his glass too tight. Was he really this meaningless to the other? Well, he had no reason to believe the guy was interested in him, but still. It hurt to be dismissed like that. The guy looked at him from the corner of his eye. "But if you really must know, it's Kai". Kai. That was good name. Strong but not harsh, it has nice ring to it. He smiled at the guy brightly, not faking the smile at all. He was just really happy to know anything about the guy. It scared him to be this attached to..Kai, but just being around the guy made him alive and excited.
"Good name. But it came a bit too late. I still think you as the guy." Kai snorted and turned fully to face him. There was the amused sparkles in the red eyes. And seeing it made butterflies fly around his stomach. The other guy looked really hot, this time wearing a dark cargo pants and tight white t-shirt. He gave the guy same treatment he had received a moment ago, but Kai didn't seem bothered by the least, more like letting him look all he wanted. And he liked what he saw. He had been right, the guy was well modeled everywhere, the chest looked hard and muscular, but not having the rather gross man boobs caused by too big chest muscles. But the hands were really something. They looked like they could carry him around easily. He shook his head, he didn't even want to know where that idea had come from. But he arms really looked good, firm, strong, just the way he most enjoyed them, and still not going to the weight lifters ridiculously large bisect. Without thinking, his hand moved and touched the arm. His fingers felt cold against the warm skin, and he saw the surprise in Kai's eyes. And that made him grin. He pulled his hand back and this time he turned to face the counter, turning his side towards Kai. He could play this came of noticing and ignoring too. There was a chuckle from the other guy, a sound that he was fond of immediately. He bashed himself for being so affected by everything the guy did, but that was soon gone with the wind when Kai finished his drink and was about to leave.
"No, wait!" he called again, and the guy halted. Then the guy simply looked him over his shoulder
"Oh, you did want to say something this time?" damn. Again, his mind was empty. How did this guy threw him off balance this easily?
"I did.." he mumbled. The guy smirked, and turned back towards him. He answered the gesture by turning towards Kai so they were finally really facing each others dead on. He wracked his brain, all the while the red eyes stared at him, clearly enjoying his struggles. "Don't look me like that. It's disturbing" he said, wanting to have a moment to regroup. Kai lifted and eyebrow and crossed hands over his chest. When the arms moved, he could see the muscles moving too, all the little ones distinguished too. He bit his lips, he was having rather dirty images involving those hands holding him. Kai chuckled.
"Is that really so? And how should I respond to the way you look at me?" his hands got sweaty
"Wh-what do you mean?" it was useless. He apparently couldn't be anything but an idiot in front of the guy. He could just as fine give up. The guy came closer.
"You know what I mean. It is quite apparent to anyone with eyes" he blushed, and looked away from the guy.
"Well then" he said, collecting what was left of his pride and locked his eyes with the red ones. "I suggest you do what you want" he was sure the guy thought of him as an idiot, something to amuse him, but not something to take seriously. He knew he wouldn't look twice at someone who was as helpless as he was. His eyes widened when he saw the satisfied glint in the red eyes, and the smirk on the lips. Before he could move, or his head to grasp what was going on, Kai had closed the distance between them. And then the lips he had looked earlier were pressed against his, and the hands he had admired wrapped around him, one pulling him closer, pressing their bodies together, and the other supporting his neck and holding his head still as a tongue sneaked past his lips and into his mouth. The feeling was way better he had imagined, the other was taking the lead and he could only follow behind, but ti didn't make him feel awkward as he thought it would. It felt good. Good enough that his knees were going weak. The hand on his back took a better hold of him, and he used this as a sign to let his hands roam around the others body. From the hips, they moved upward, feeling the body underneath. Reaching the shoulders, he slipped one hand to the front side, sliding it first down on the chest, then moving it back up, grabbing the shirt shoulder tightly when a pleasure wave swept his mind completely. The tongue in his mouth ravaged is as it pleased, and he loved it. He didn't know simply kissing could feel this good. And even though the distant taste of tobacco wasn't the best taste he knew, it didn't matter. Nothing mattered, he couldn't think of anything but how it felt. Then it ended as suddenly as it started, and Kai pulled back. He still hold on to the shirt, his hand was clenched too tight on it. Kai smirked
"Don't be too clingy, it makes others wanna run" he looked into the red eyes that didn't seem to mind the hand, but he still let go, even though all he wanted was to pull the guy back and continue some more.
"Will you...will I see you again?" he asked quietly, his voice was coming from a distant, his body was still deep in the pleasure of the moment. The guy shrugged
"I think so. You have seen too much trouble for this to be all" then the guy left, and he couldn't follow. His body wasn't in the state of taking orders. What had happened had felt unreal.
"Never figured it could feel like that.." he mumbled to himself. He had kissed and been kissed, but never like this. Then the world caught him and Kai's last words played in his mind and his face burned up. Does Kai know that I have been looking for him? Does he think I am desperate or something? He left the bar deep in thought. But once the cool evening air hit him, he lifted his face towards the sky and smiled. In the end, it didn't matter. The point was that he would see Kai again.
isn't tala odd one here? I know, Kai is too. I find this a refreshing change. if you have some other opionions, or even agree, please do review. even though I don't much mind about them, I like having reviews. oh, most of you still won't write one, só whatever. go live your lives, I will go to sleep. until next time! bye! *wave, wave* and yes, that gives me a nice memories...row row rowing a boat...-smirk-
yes, I am going crazy. hooray! sleepy...no offence meant here, please don't get offended. I don't think I have time to care..
