It was late when they got home from dinner and Stef sent the kids straight to bed since it was a school night. It had been an exciting evening with lots of laughs and smiles - everyone happy that their family was finally back together again.
Stef went to tuck each of her kids in - something she didn't do very often anymore now that they weren't so little but tonight seemed like a night for it, while Lena headed to her room to brush her teeth and get ready for bed. She hadn't anticipated anything to happen between her and Stef. She figured Stef would still need more time for that but just as she finished dressing and began stripping the bed of the numerous pillows she felt a pair of arms wrap around her waist and pull her back.
Lena leaned into the hug and tilted her head back onto Stef's shoulder and Stef kissed the side of her face. "I was terrified this would never happen again." Lena murmured in pleasure.
"That was very unlikely." Stef said. "I can't live without you. I'd always come back, unless you didn't want me."
"Never." Lena said. "I can never not want you. Even then I wanted you." She said, referring to that fateful night that had started it all.
Stef smiled as she continued to kiss her way down from Lena's temple to her neck and felt Lena completely relax against her. "God I missed this." She said as her hand began to wander over Lena's pajamas.
"You have no idea." Lena replied. She had wondered often if Stef would ever be the last person to ever touch her again. The thought that it would be Kate for the rest of her life wasn't something she could accept easily. She always wanted it to be Stef and she was so lucky that she was getting this second chance.
Stef slowly unbuttoned two of Lena's pajama top buttons and slipped her hands inside desperately needing the skin contact. But the moment her hands reached Lena's breasts things began to speed up, both of them needing it to happen immediately. Lena tried to turn around but Stef's hands in her still partially buttoned top made it impossible so together they quickly undid the rest of the buttons and slipped off the top and Lena finally turned so she was holding Stef as well.
Stef, still in her dinner clothes was also wearing a button-down shirt and together they undid those buttons as well and then Lena slipped her hands around Stef and unhooked her bra until finally the two were both topless, holding each other.
Stef then pushed Lena back against the bed until she was lying down and yanked Lena pants and panties down before pulling off her own jeans and underwear and climbing on top of Lena, kissing her lips, face and neck as Lena's hands roamed her back.
Stef had a plan, she knew what she wanted to do and she was ready to get on with it. She kissed her way down Lena's body, gently nipping and kissing each nipple until Lena moaned slightly before continuing down. When she got to the soft, brown curls at the apex of Lena's legs she inhaled deeply, desperate for that scent that she had missed so much for more than just the week she'd moved out.
Lena couldn't even describe what she was thinking as she felt Stef's warm breath at her center. She was so overcome with emotion that she honestly couldn't even believe it was really happening - something that they had done over a thousand times before felt suddenly more like a 'once in a lifetime' opportunity.
Stef gently kissed Lena's slit, knowing that Lena was sensitive. She didn't plan on staying so gentle but she was willing to start out so. As she heard Lena moan she parted her lips with her thumbs and gently licked the little nub hidden beneath the folds until Lena squirmed slightly beneath her. Stef then moved on. She could feel Lena getting wet and ready for her so she moved even lower and with her tongue, entered her as her fingers moved to take over where her tongue had been.
Lena was in heaven. Over the last eleven years Stef had learned exactly what she liked and didn't, where she liked it and how hard and she had become an absolute expert and was currently using all her expertise to give Lena everything she wanted.
Stef continued, going harder and harder until she knew Lena wouldn't be able to take it anymore. She wasn't being very gentle but at the same time she still wanted Lena to actually enjoy it and from her moans and squirms Stef could tell that she currently was. As she continued to use her tongue, lips and fingers to pleasure Lena she felt her getting closer - her body began to tense under Stef and she was holding her breath - something she did to keep from being too loud. Stef shifted position slightly so she could see Lena as she continued to bring her over the edge and watched as the tension built up and she finally went over the edge. Stef slowed down to help her ride out the waves but the moment Lena was able to relax and catch her breath again Stef had other ideas. She shifted herself so she was lying next to Lena, one hand lost in her hair, turning her head to face her while the other one moved from her now swollen nub down and into Lena where she began again, focusing on the one spot that could actually, on occasion, make Lena yell out her name. Stef made sure Lena was facing her so that the moment Lena got too loud she could muffle the sounds with a kiss but until then Stef stayed back, preferring to watch Lena instead.
Lena couldn't believe what Stef was doing. She knew what the risks were and she knew that Stef knew them too and so they never did this if the kids were home, or anyone for that matter. But right now Stef was driving her wild and she wasn't sure how long she could control herself. Stef was focusing on one spot that Lena could barely even touch herself on the rare occasion that Stef wasn't around to do it for her, and while she was a little worried about waking the kids, she was thoroughly enjoying it. Stef knew exactly what to do and how far to go and Lena was losing focus as the pleasure took over. Having already just had an orgasm she was overly sensitive and she knew Stef was enjoying taking her to this new height.
"Stef." Lena tried to whisper as soft as she could as she stared at the woman driving her crazy.
"Shh." Stef whispered, staring back at her with a mixture of love and lust as her fingers never once faltered.
"You're doing this on purpose." Lena said. She could see the playful gleam in Stef's eyes, knowing exactly what she was doing to the woman beside her.
"I am." Stef said. "Just relax, let go." She encouraged as her fingers gently stroked through Lena's hair.
"It's too risky." Lena said, holding her breath for a second as she tried to control herself though she could feel herself losing the battle.
"It's not." Stef promised. "Just trust me. Let go."
Lena looked at her for a moment more, trying to judge whether Stef could really help her stay in control before she finally just let go as her body actually shook with the pressure and sensations.
"Son of a gun." Lena managed before Stef's lips were on hers, pressing hard into a kiss that was sure to mute any sounds that she made as Lena rode the waves. This time Stef didn't slow down, she kept going for as long as Lena was up there. She felt Lena arch her back in pleasure and gripped her tighter in order to help her along, never letting go of the kiss though she knew they both would soon need to catch their breath.
But a few seconds later it was over, Lena was finally coming down and Stef mercifully slowed and softened her touch until Lena was finally still and panting beside her. Her eyes had been scrunched up tight as she went through the orgasm but now that she was finally able to breath again she opened them and Stef was surprised by what she saw.
Tears came pouring down Lena's face as she was finally relaxed enough to let them fall. She turned her head to look at Stef and noticed the shocked expression on her face and began to quickly wipe them away as she began laughing in embarrassment.
"Well, that's never happened before." Stef teased lightly when she realized that Lena wasn't in any pain or discomfort.
"I'm sorry." Lena said, still trying to get the tears under control. "I just feel so relieved that this happened. I was so scared that..." But she didn't want to voice it. She didn't want to actually say the words 'Kate would always be my last', not right after this at least.
"Scared of what?" Stef encouraged her, wanting her to feel free to say anything, determined to get back to the place where Lena never thought twice about telling her what she was thinking.
Lena could see the desperation in Stef - needing to know the truth, to know that Lena was being honest with her. "I was scared that you'd never again be my last." She finally admitted, rephrasing the statement so that Kate's name never came up.
"It's over now Lena." Stef said gently, knowing that Lena still felt guilty and probably would for a while. "I forgive you, I know it wasn't planned nor did it mean anything. I understand that you were going through something even you couldn't quite control." She said, letting Lena know that she never even pretended to know what Lena was feeling after losing Frankie. "I do understand and I do forgive you. Now you need to forgive yourself." She said.
"I'm so sorry I hurt you Stef." Lena said.
"I know." Stef said. "But it only hurt so bad because I love you so much." Stef told her. "You are my whole world Lena."
"And you're mine." Lena answered. "No one else even comes close." She promised. "And I'm an authority on that." She said, referring to knowing what it's like to be with someone else but still using it as a way to build a bridge between them.
"Stef smirked down at her as she repositioned herself so she was lying on her back so Lena could come an snuggle into her with her head on her shoulder. She knew Lena would not have the energy to reciprocate tonight but she didn't care - she'd done what she wanted and reminded Lena that she was there and that nothing had changed between them. Unconsciously she'd reminded herself the same thing as well.
As the two snuggled together Stef played with Lena's curls, thankful that she still had her to do so as she drifted off to sleep, finally feeling relaxed and relieved to be back in her own bed with the love of her life by her side.
Author's Note:
I have another request to do one where Stef cheats on Lena. I know some of you feel that that is more realistic but really I disagree. I feel Stef is much more devoted to Lena than Lena is to Stef. I'm not saying they don't love each other to pieces but Stef just goes out of her way to give Lena whatever she wants and I just don't see her cheating so I'm honestly not sure how to even make that work.