A/N I'm really sorry for grammatical error, English is not my native language, i write this fanfic just for release my craziness of crowen.
Cristina startled with Burke kiss, but she realize that just simple peck on her lip, they parted soon because Cristina has to check her patient.
Owen holding breath to control his emotion see the entire scene, then he just rush to his room before doing anything stupid.
After check the patient Cristina get dinner that Burke gave her, then suddenly Meredith sit in front of her, "so, tell me story about Burke". " there nothing special Meredith, he came in with patient because of accident, we did surgery together, then catch up everything happened since we separated, and now he is gone, back to where he should be". "What? Just that, I thought something special happened", Meredith responds. "Nope, Meredith, nothing special". Cristina answered.
Next day, Cristina schedule to operate baby Amelia, Owen come to her, ask about live stream the surgery, because last time not going well, and Cristina politely answer, she can't do it right now, she need to focus, last time is too much distraction for her, and she promises live stream for next surgery.
Surgery baby Amelia going well, she ask Shane to monitor her condition for next 24 hours, on her way to on-call room, she got pages from ER, she rush to the ER, she see Owen, Derek, April and Calli already waiting for ambulance, then patient come, its Owen mother, lily, she fell in stair, she has brain hemorrhage, broken rib, and feet. Cristina rush to the ER room see whether she can do, she can imagine how anxious Owen, lily is his only family left, Owen only stand there, because he doesn't allow examining her. Derek order to prepare OR 1, ask Cristina to stay with Owen, while pushing the bed to the elevator.
Owen walk away from ER, Cristina follow him from behind because she is worry Owen will get anxiety attack, Owen enter the closest on-call room, and slam the door, Cristina open the door and then lock it, she see Owen breath started increase.
she call him, " Owen, are you alright?" , " get out, Cristina", Owen shout. Cristina came closer to him, hug him from behind, "it's okay Owen, take a deep breath, she is going to be fine, she in right hand, Derek will save her", Owen wriggle at first, and then grab Cristina hand hard, after few minute Owen breath start normal, he then sit on bed, Cristina follow to sit beside him," I'm so afraid Cristina, afraid to lose her".
Cristina grab Owen hand then kiss it, to calm him, and say " I know, I understand Owen, Derek must be do best to operate your mom now, are you want to go to gallery now, I will accompany you". "No, I'm not ready yet", then he saw Cristina wrist bruise because of him, "sorry, I hurt you", "no, it's okay".
During the conversation their face so close, until they can feel their breath for each other, Owen grab Cristina face closer than kiss her passionately, Cristina also respond the kiss with passion, she miss him so much, they started to open their navy scrubs, he lay Cristina on the bed, kiss her lips, neck, hand, making out for quite a while, both let out a sigh, genuinely enjoying each other, because deep down of their heart they still love each other, he thrusts his body to her, so that finally inside her, he start with slowing pace, he hold her in her arm tighter, and increase his pace, their body move together as one, his eyes meet her as they feel each other warmth, with no word, both of their body erupt as one, his body begins to shake as he release, and again he embrace her tightly to kiss her lip, she hug him back tightly, giving him kisses in his shoulder, because of the intense feeling tears streaming from Cristina eyes, Owen then wipe the tears from her eyes, then kiss her eyes. Suddenly they hear page is vibrate, it's Owen pages it from ER, Owen in rush wearing his scrubs, he kiss Cristina forehead before leave and said "I 'am sorry".
Owen arrived in ER, he saw Emma waiting for him with worry face, she hug him tightly, and Owen hug her back, Cristina watch it from a far, it's really hurt her, just few minute ago he was in her embrace, and now he in Emma arm, she then go to NICU to check baby Amelia, there is nobody in there, she check her condition, her vital is stable, she rub Amelia heads, in her heart she wish her to grow health and have a wonderful life, without she realize tears once more time just stream from her eyes without her control, and then Avery just pass by see Cristina crying, he then come by to Cristina, he asked" are you okay? ". "It's okay Avery, I'm fine". "Cristina, if you need someone to talk, you can talk to me". "thank you so much for your concern Avery, but not now, maybe next time" she give him a bitter smile, then she walk away .