A/N: English is not my native language, please understand grammar error, and i put new character in here, Dr Jason William, I picture him like Mike Rufallo.
Cristina", Helen shock seeing his daughter in front of her is been few years since she accompany her in Seattle hospital after her pregnancy case, Cristina look so lost and sad, its takes a few minutes for her to let the hug from her mother. "Come in, we just about to get dinner".
Cristina drag her suitcase, then hug Saul when she enter the house, Helen ask Martha to prepare one more plate for Cristina, and prepare Cristina room in second floor, Cristina so hungry and tired, she just eat, and didn't say anything during dinner, Helen try break the silent, " Cristina, I'm really sorry, we didn't know you will coming today, but tomorrow me and Saul will have Europe cruises trip, it's will takes few weeks, are you okay being in home by yourself?".
"it's okay mom, have fun there, I'm fine". Suddenly her phone ring, its Shane, "what happen Shane? Its Amelia okay?", "Amelia fine Dr yang, I just get email from Harper Avery foundation, you win the Harper Avery this year, you expected to attend ceremony at new York in the next two days"." Its anybody knew about this?"." No, Dr Yang, the information is confidential until official announcement, they email it now, so you can prepare before the ceremony. Congratulation Dr Yang, I'm so proud of you".
" thank you Shane, thank you so much for supporting me for this long, I'll really appreciate it". Cristina end the conversation with Shane, and say "Mom, Saul, I win Harper Avery this year", "oh my god, it's amazing news Cristina", Saul and Helen congratulate her, then both of them hug Cristina and say, how proud them of her.
Cristina enter her room, she unpack her clothes from the suitcase, she wonder about her feeling, she can't feel anything , she just won the most precious award in the country, but she only feel empty.
Then her mom come and sit on the bed beside her, she lay her head on her mother laps, the she caress her curly hair,", Cristina eyes start teary, she grab her mother hand then kissed it, she start say, "mom, are you regret have me as your daughter?, are you a shame of me?".
"no, I never regret having you, when you born is one of the happiest moment in my life, even though when you grow up, I know exactly that I'm not your favorite, but I'm your mother, I always love you, maybe you just don't like the way I love you, but is fine, as long as you happy, I'm happy too", and " I don't know what happen with you in Seattle, but I do know you really hurt right now, it's hurt me seeing you like this, and I never shame of you, I always proud of you even without your Harper Avery award".
"Your job is saving people life there nothing more awesome than that, now you already accomplice you achievement, you already win the most precious award, what else you will do Cristina?"," as your mother I only hope you start thinking about yourself, I want you to have family, place where, no matter how hard your life, you have place to come back, like right now, you have me, I don't want see you only live by yourself after I die , you never can rely to your friend because they have their own life, I want you to live your life, start having family, because die without family is one of awful thing in the world", "and, are you sure, you let us leave tomorrow, because if you need me, I can cancel it".
"no, mom, I'll stay here from now, I'll not come back to Seattle, I'll be here when you comeback from your trip". "Okay then, you can ask Martha to help you unpack you stuff later"," I love you, Cristina", she kiss her forehead," I love you too, mom".
After her mom leave the room, Cristina promise herself to try to better person, she don't want experience the feeling being alienated by people she cared anymore, Cristina woke up from her deep sleep, after freshen, she walk down stair, find her mom and Saul have breakfast, before heading to their trip, just few hours after let them go, the expedition car bring her stuff come, Cristina with Martha busy to arrange her stuff, she just unpack her clothes and some important book, and the rest of it, she put on garages, after that, she went shopping to buy a dress for ceremony Harper Avery award, she want to look pretty, because there is possibility she will be cover of the health magazine, she already booking ticket to new York tomorrow morning.
Please welcome the winner of Harper Avery this year is Dr Cristina Yang, Cristina walk to podium, she presented the award for her parent, and she said thank you for Meredith, Owen, Dr Thomas, Dr Teddy Altman, Shane and all the doctor and staff on Grey Sloan Memorial, which she mention that all of them consider family to her.
After have some interview with few magazines, Cristina when to get a drink on the bar, then she heard someone speak to her from behind "I little upset, that you didn't mention me on your speech". Cristina turns around and find Burke smile with open arm in front of her, she then closer to hug him.
"well, you didn't mention mine, why do I have to mention your?" Cristina laughs in Burke hug. Burke answers" Well, fair enough, how about we promises to each other, whether if one of us win our second Harper Avery award, we will mention each other, okay?".
"Okay" Cristina smiled," I'm so glad meet you here, I don't really know anybody in this room".
"well, just so you know, all people in this room is great doctor, and actually I'm pretty surprise that knew you win the award", " well, you always underestimated me sir, but I prove you wrong now", Cristina answer it by laugh, "yeah I know, and I'm proud of you Cristina". "Thank you, I'am proud of me too, I guess". Cristina smiled, after spends four days in deep of sorrow, Cristina finally feels happy, she spends a good time chatting with burke. She asked advice from burke about job, she get lot job offer, after she mention that she resign from Seattle to get new challenges of her career on her interview, But unfortunately Burke have to leave that night to Cleveland he had emergency call of his patient.
Cristina has morning flight back to California, on the plane she start to feel anxious, she try hard to calm herself, she feel so relieve when the plane land safely, she walk fast to get off the plane as soon as possible, when on the stair someone push her from behind, she can't control her balance, Cristina fall on the ground, she try to stand but she can't, until some man help her up, and give his arm to help her walk, she said thank you,
"Are you okay, Dr Yang?", Cristina surprise, "Sorry, do, I know you?", " I guess no, but we've met before last night on Harper Avery ceremony" by the way congratulation for winning the award",
"thank you, but I'm sorry I met so many people, I don't recall you", "I'm Dr Jason William, neurosurgeon", "I'm Cristina yang", Cristina offer her hand to shake.
"are you bring your car Dr Yang", "no. I'll take a taxi", " you can drive with me, I'll bring you to hospital, I think you have to check you foot Dr Yang", " I think so, it hurt so much", "okay, I'll help you to get your suitcase, which one is you suitcase?"." Mine is light brown leather".
Then he help Cristina to sit, he get his handicraft from his pocket, then pull Cristina hair to back of her ear, then wipe a blood from Cristina forehead, Cristina startled, because their face is so close, and he is handsome , "hmm, thank you Dr William", "Your welcome Dr Yang".
Then he go, to take her suitcase, after put the suitcase and help her sit on the car, William start to drive, on the way William start conversation, "I'm sorry to ask this, I see you look anxious during the flight, are you still have post trauma after the plane crashes?".
" how do you know about my plane crashes? Are you stalking me?" William laugh hear Cristina respond," no, I'm not, I just checking you on Internet, it surprise me I found lot about you, the shooter, the plane crashes, after read about you, I can accept that you beat me on win the award this year,".
"What? are you the candidate Harper Avery this year? Well, I'm sorry, I steal the award from you, please no hurt feeling ".
"No, you deserve it Dr Yang", they have nice conversation on the way. After arrive on hospital, William carry her to ER, Cristina try to reject it, but he insist because he worry her foot will get worst, William love the smell of her shampoo, and admire how beauty Cristina, while put Cristina on the bed, he intentionally bury his face on her hair, then he call a orthopedic to examine her, while orthopedic checking her, one more doctor approach, "Cristina, are you okay? What happen to you?"," Izzie".