A/N: English is not my native language, i'm sorry for grammatical error


Owen turned his body when William and Cristina passed him, he unable to deal with this situation, his heart shattered, he watch they gone with their car, then he immediately took a taxi to the airport.

On his the way to Seattle, Owen could not understand, how can Cristina get married and have children with another man, this all look unreal, but it's really happening in front of him, he keep thinking is he really hurt her?, until make her change to different woman, there is only regret left for him.

Owen sit on his room, he try to focus on paper in front of him, but he can't, Cristina smiling happily with William fill his mind, Derek went into his room, "Owen, where did you go last night?, you just left without notice", "I went to Los angles to find Cristina", "what?, did you meet her?" Derek feeling worry, imagine about what will happen if Owen found that Cristina married now , "I saw her, but she didn't see me, how long you knew Cristina in los angles Derek?, you even didn't tell me, you know exactly that I desperate to find her", Owen can't hold his emotion while talk to him.

"About three month ago, I'll not going apologize, I even didn't tell Meredith about it, because Cristina deserved to live happily with her husband and son, don't you think you hurt her enough, just leave her alone Owen, actually I don't understand why you being upset after everything you did to her, and honestly in my opinion you never really love her".

"You don't know anything about how much I love Cristina, shut your mouth, Derek"

"Are you sure? Even since beginning you can't choose between her and teddy, you cheat on her, divorced her, then wandering around in this hospital with your girlfriend Emma Marling, have you ever think about her feeling, I know exactly she love you so much even after everything you did to her, she always defend you, you have no idea how hard she convince me and other to forgive you about the plane crashes, she support you about your relationship with Emma, why you can't do the same for her, you are selfish Owen, same way with Meredith in this case, after everything Cristina did to you and Meredith, you are pushing her away, now when she really gone, you feel regret and desperate? Guess what? You deserved it Owen."

Owen can't take it anymore he left his room before he doing any harm to Derek, he goes to the vent, he muse all Derek work, he admitted he was right, but he really love Cristina, he need to talk with her, he want to apologize.


Two weeks just past, William prepare to go to Washington DC, he has flu, Cristina feel little bit worry to send him off, but William insist because their project almost done, Cristina has no other choice except let her husband go, she called Derek from William phone, to make sure he can look after her husband in DC, "hello", Meredith answer the phone, Cristina shocked, immediately she hung up.


Owen already set his day off on same time Derek in DC, he believe William also in DC with him, so he can talk with Cristina in Los Angles, he booking ticket in second day Derek in DC.

At first day in DC, William flu get worse, he had fever, Cristina call Derek, ask if her husband can back early, Derek let him back after they finish their work on second day.

Owen waiting for his plane to landed, he can't wait to meet Cristina, he miss her so much, he want to apologize, he also want to make sure whether Cristina really happy with her husband, because he still believe there's no man in this world love Cristina as much as he do.

He waiting for her in parking lot, he sees Cristina hold Nathan in her arm, baby sitter help her bring her bag and Nathan's stuff, after put her bag and Nathan's bag on the seat, the baby sitter leave with taxi, Cristina put Nathan on baby seat at the back, when she finish put Nathan, she close the door, she surprised meet the gorgeous man with a blue eyes stand in front of her, the man that she had love, "Cristina", Owen call her with his desperate voice, tears almost fall from his eyes, he take her to his embraces, "I miss you so much, Cristina", he kissed her hair, Cristina wiggling on his embrace, "let me go Owen" he hug her more tightly, "you hurt me Owen, let me go" Cristina shout to him.

"Get off your hand from my wife dr. Hunt", William shout to him.