A/N: Thankoo Sherry.
I feel like shit so this is possibly the last update for today x
Chapter 30
The room started spinning as I was hit with a another memory …
"I don't think we should see each other anymore," Edward said, turning away from me.
"You're breaking up with me?"
"You can't breakup with someone if you were never officially together in the first place," he answered, still not looking at me.
I stepped around him, gazing up at his face. "This is because of him, isn't it? You're scared of him, aren't you?"
Edward looked down at me with sad eyes. "I'm afraid of what he will do to you … If he finds out about us."
I sighed. "I'm a big girl Edward. I can take care of myself."
He shook his head. "It's not just that. You're too delicate for this life … my life. You would never make it."
I glared at him. "I'm not a flower Edward. I may have compassion, but don't confuse that with weakness. I am well aware of what your life involves and your people's customs. I have been surrounded by them my whole life. I know what I'm getting myself into and I know what I want."
Edward shook his head. "You don't … This isn't the life I would choose for you."
"That is not your choice," I snarled.
"I'm sorry," Edward said, before he leaned down and kissed my head. "I can't do this," he whispered, before he turned and walked away.
Watching him walk away from me was the hardest thing I ever had to do.
..
"Bella? Bella?" Edward called out in panic as he cupped my face, staring into my eyes.
I pushed his hands away as I took a step back, looking around the room, trying to get my bearings.
"Are you okay?" He asked me worriedly.
"I'm fine. I … Ah. You just broke up with me."
"What?" He asked, confused.
I shook my head. "I have to go. I have to find Alice."
He grabbed my arm and held me in place. "I think you should sit down."
"No," I said, shaking my head. I pushed him away and hurried out the door.
It didn't take long for me to find Alice. She was sitting near a fire with Jasper and Edmund.
"Mom," Edmund smiled, jumping to his feet.
I smiled back at him. "Give me a moment to speak to your Aunt Alice and then we will return to the den."
He sighed, sitting back down with Jasper, looking rather defeated.
I grabbed Alice's arm and marched her away from the two of them. When we got far enough away that I thought they wouldn't be able to hear us, I turned to her.
"Fix me," I hissed.
"What?"
"I want you to fix me. I need to remember."
She shook her head. "Bella, I'm not strong enough. I'm not sure I can."
"If we find my powers then you can have them, but only if you agree to use them to fix me."
"And what about after I've fixed you?"
I shrugged. "Keep them. I don't care, as long as I get my memories back."