John couldn't move. Suddenly John felt as though he were in one of his movies and starring in the lead role. He awkwardly brought his hand on the boys back up to thread his fingers into Dave's blond hair, kissing back as best he could. His first kiss... was with a boy. Not just any boy, but it was Dave! He never would have guessed in a million years...

After a few seconds, John pulled away with a pant, catching his breath quietly seeing as he was caught off guard. He couldn't speak at first, but he left his hand in place on Dave's head and pet the hair there softly. "...W-Wow...Dave I..."

Dave was thankful for the darkness that surrounded him. He was sure his face was red from, not only embarrassment, but crying and panic as well. His eyes were red and swollen beneath his glasses and his cheeks wet. He inhaled deeply to steady his breathing.

"Oh, Gog John. I'm sorry. I-I know you aren't gay. You didn't have to do that, to kiss back." He muttered, feeling so helpless in this situation. He closed his eyes. Fuck, he hadn't even been there a full day and he's screwed up

John looked at him for a moment before giggling, finding the timing slightly awkward but he couldn't help it.

"Heh...Dave, I never told you I was pan-sexual?" The boy grinned, bringing his free hand to Dave's cheek and rubbing the skin there. "Dave that's why I'm always joking with you about not being a homosexual! You always called me gay or a homo so I thought you were just joking with me!" John was a little too taken by this, but he thought it was hilarious! Did...Dave like him? Did he? Jeeze he's never really hit on him how would he even know?

Dave's eyes widened. Had John really played him like that? Dave never really pinned John as the type to be a pan-sexual, then again he had no room to judge. He didn't exactly pin himself as the homosexual type at first glance.

"A...pan-sexual?" He asked, grinning as soon as his mind clicked as to what pan-sexual meant exactly. This made things a little easier. At least John wasn't as straight as he'd let on.

"Well...that is...something I didn't expect." he muttered and then shrugged lightly, "I'm a homosexual." he grinned lightly.

John chuckled a cupped Dave's cheek in his hand. "I know Dave, I had a hunch... Just a hunch though, you really don't come off as a homosexual." The boy without his glasses on gently stroked Dave's cheek before he stood and brought Dave up with him, holding his hand and taking him back to the bed. It was only around 3am, since they fell asleep pretty early.

Dave nodded slowly, sitting back in the bed with the boy. Gog, he wanted to kiss him again ,but didn't want to push his boundaries. Yes, John had kissed back the first time, but was that because he felt he needed to or because he was surprised. Fuck, was...that his first kiss. 'Dave you goddamned asshole' a voice mentally hissed at him. He sighed, rubbing his face as he pulled his shades back off.

John scooted back into his place on the bed and opened the covers to Dave could join him. "Heh... Are, um, we going to do any more of that or was it just a one-time thing?" He asked, leaning back against his headboard. He...kind of liked that, actually, kissing a boy. Kissing in general to be honest, it was sweet and it tasted good. It made him feel confident.

Dave paused for a moment and looked up at John. "...Y-you actually want to?" he asked, grinning lightly. He nodded, "Yeah, we uh, can do more of that, but I have to know...was...was that your first kiss?" he asked, feeling bad about it, but he wasn't sure why he felt so bad seeing as how it was his first kiss too.

John waited a moment before nodding. "Yes, that was my first kiss. I'm glad it was with someone I trust as much as you." He smiled, patting the space under the covers beside him. "Look, we can talk about all of this tomorrow, uh, later today, okay? You need to rest." John gently reached over and took Dave's hand, pulling it towards him and urging the rest of Dave to come closer.

Dave scooted over next to John and nodded, laying down with him. "Sounds good." He muttered, suddenly exhausted all over again. He shifted onto his side, closing his eyes. "Thanks again John." he murmured, resting his head on the boy's chest. It took him no time to fall asleep while listening to each beat in Egbert's chest.

John couldn't sleep now, but he was grateful for the few hours he did get. It gave him something to think about now as he lay awake with Dave here. John slowly strung his fingers through Dave's blond hair as he thought about what had just happened...

He began to psycho-analyze himself and his feelings, much like everything else in his life. The more he pondered it the more he thought he might really like a relationship with Dave. He was smart and funny...and he certainly wasn't kidding when he told the red-eyed boy he was attractive, and sexy. Heh...He was definitely sexy... John would go for that in a heartbeat! From the looks of the situation, he probably could go for it, too. Dave seemed to like him, quite a lot actually. He practically threw himself at John. It was a good thing he happened to be pan-sexual, or that might have not gone as well... Dave's stay here could have been cut short, not to mention the nightmares this poor guy would have in rebuttal.

John wasn't about to let those nightmares come back, either.