This chapter takes place about a month after Deeks left. Enjoy!

She was sitting on the examiner bed moving her legs up and down like the kids at the swing waiting for her doctor to come back with her test results. She was looking around trying to keep her mind distracted. But everything around there was bringing in her mind the same things. 'What if I'm pregnant? What will I do?' She wasn't ready for that. It was only one night. How could this happen in one night?

A few minutes later, her doctor entered the room and looked at her. "I'm pregnant, aren't I?"

"Yes you are. Four weeks."

She took a deep breath. "What am I going to do, Addison? My baby's father is not here and I'm an agent."

"Kensi, the last thing you need to think right now is your job. I'm pretty sure your boss will understand and keep you out of the field. But you need to calm down. Take your time. If you don't want to keep this ba…"

"There is way I'm having an abortion, Addie." Kensi interrupted her. That was not option for Kensi. She might have killed many people because of her job but they were bad guys. That was an innocent baby.

For the rest of the day, she was thinking about it. Thankfully, they didn't have a case so she could stay at her desk pretending to be doing her paperwork. Callen had noticed that something was going on with her but he didn't ask. Sam, on the other hand, was busy organizing Karman's birthday party. All the kids from the kindergarden were coming and he and Michelle had booked a nice place, suitable for 5-year-old kids. He was on the phone all day to make sure everything will be as they had to be. Kensi was hearing and she was trying to imagine the fact that one day may be she will be the one making those calls and booking nice places suitable for kids.

The day passed. Sam left earlier than usual to finish some last things for the party. Callen was at the gym training and Kensi was still sitting at the desk. Callen approached the bullpen and saw her at the same place he had left her about two hours ago. He knew something was going on. He didn't ask her knowing that she wouldn't say a word. But she was his baby sister. He couldn't just see her like that. For a minute, he thought she was missing Deeks. But it's been a month since he left. Why now?

He sat next to her at his desk. She was lost in her thoughts that she didn't even notice him. "Kens?" She gasped and looked at him. "What's going on? The entire day you were somewhere else."

"The night before Deeks left, we slept together." Callen was staring at her not understanding. "I'm pregnant. Four weeks. And I'm alone." She burst into tears and Callen pull her in his arms.

"You are not alone, Kens. We are all here for you."

He didn't leave her alone that night. He took her to his place and she slept there. He called Joelle to explain her that he couldn't make it to her place. And she totally understood. She knew what those people meant for him. They were his family.

Meanwhile, in Hawaii, Deeks hadn't started working on his assignment yet. He had a call for Granger telling him to wait for him. During that month, Deeks was trying to adjust himself there. The weather was warmer than it was in LA and the sea was much, much better in Hawaii than anywhere else. He was living in a motel by the sea. He had a quit nice view at the beach. Every morning, he could hear the seabirds and every night, he could hear the water crashing at the seashore. It was beautiful. He could live there for the rest of his life. But it would be better if Kensi was with him. God knew how much he was missing her.

He was at the balcony drinking his morning coffee when he heard a knock on his door. It was Granger. "It took you more than I thought to come here." Granger didn't seem to be in mood. He walked to the balcony. "Do you want me to get you anything? Coffee?"

"No, I'm good." And they sat. "How are you doing?"

Deeks looked at him confused. "I am supposed to be here for a mission. And you told me not to start without you talking to me first. I'm here for a month now and I miss my home, my dog and…my partner."

"What the file, I gave you, says is nothing else but a big lie. There is no terrorist group here."

"And what's my mission?"

"Two months ago, I received some photos, surveillance photos with your partner." All of a sudden, the happy mood Deeks had, was gone. This was serious, damn serious. "The first one was taken back in March 2012…"

"That's when we tracked down Peter Clairmont." Deeks interrupted him.

"Yes, detective, I know. But Clairmont is dead and he didn't have any family. What concerns me the most is the fact that there were photos from Afghanistan; during her capture but also from the exchange. Whoever this guy is, he is dangerous. I talked with Director Vance and we agreed that you are the best for this mission." and he placed a case file on the table. "You will find everything you need in here. We don't know who he is and you have to find him before it is too late." Deeks nodded his head and took the file. "Detective, please be careful."

"I will." He stared at his boss for a moment and then said "I want you to keep an eye on her. I won't be able to be there for her, to keep her safe but you will. I want you to keep her safe."

"That's what I've been doing since her father died. I won't stop now that she is in danger."

"Who else knows?"

"Just you, me and the Director. No one else does or needs to." He got up "We'll be in touch Detective." and he left.