A Night At The Hap
Tegan and Sara spend their first night back at their favorite hangout
Tegan woke up in the late evening and positioned herself on one elbow so she could look at her angel. She let her eyes wander, taking in every inch of Sara's face, neck, and what she could see of her collarbones. Tegan stayed in a stunned, thought filled silence as she wondered how she ever got someone as perfect as Sara. There was no way she deserved her. Sara was strong. She had faced terrible things.
'No worse than my past.' Tegan thought to herself as a reminder of how fucked up her childhood and teenage years really were, 'Your dad hated you and beat your mother Tegan.'
She fought back the tears and went back to studying her perfect girlfriend. The way she softly exhaled and every once in a while moved her head as if she were fighting to control the dream she was having. Tegan ventured her free hand forward and pushed back Sara's bangs. She then took note of how Sara noticeably calmed down and she saw a brief smile form on her lips. She hated to wake her, but she had planned on going to The Hap to see their friends again.
'Your mother left you Tegan.' A voice in her head haunted her with those words, 'If you're not careful she will too.' She shook her head, 'No.'
She couldn't keep her tears in this time.
'You're pathetic.' She sobbed as the strange voice in her head continued, 'Nobody's ever loved you enough to stay before.' She choked on her sob and began to hyperventilate.
Sara stirred in her sleep and Tegan covered her mouth, trying to quiet herself down. It was too late, Sara had woken up.
"Good morning bella." Sara smiled sweetly in her sleepy state.
"Hi angel." Tegan choked out through her tears and the new pain.
"What's wrong?" Sara was awake immediately; caressing Tegan's jaw and rubbing her back with her other hand, pulling her close against her chest.
"It's just," Tegan fought against the new wave of sobs and tears, "I don't deserve you. And you're gonna leave me. I know it." Tegan felt pain everywhere. It was in her chest and her head. It was in going all the way from her heart to her feet; making her ache all over.
"I'll never leave Tegan." Sara spoke sternly, "You know that. You need to get rid of whatever it is that's telling you otherwise, because it's wrong. I'm here to stay. Forever." She emphasized the last word, putting as much love in it as she could.
"Really?" Tegan's heart jumped slightly, "Are you sure?" She needed to hear it, she needed a promise to seal it.
"I'm sure." Sara spoke her reassurance.
"Promise?" It was the only word that Tegan could voice.
"I promise bella." Sara tilted Tegan's head up with her hand and planted a soft kiss on her lips, reminding Tegan that she had no reason to leave.
"Thank you." Tegan sobbed out after pulling away from Sara's lips.
"Let's get a shower then go visit Ted." Sara grinned as she slipped out of bed and walked away with a little extra something in her hips.
Tegan sat and watched her walk away, studying the way her hips swiveled, mesmerized by the way her bum bounced with every step. Sara turned around at the door and beckoned with her index finger.
"Are you gonna come with?" She smiled seductively and licked her lips.
Tegan nodded and got out of bed in a hurry. Sara held out her hand and Tegan took hold of it, letting Sara lead her to the bathroom. She walked slightly behind Sara and continued to study her lower half.
"God your ass is sexy." She moaned as Sara pulled her into the bathroom.
"Yeah?" Sara smirked, "You wanna help me out of these boxers?"
Tegan nodded and got down on her knees, grabbing Sara's boxers and slowly pulling them down, planting a kiss on each thigh as she did so.
"I can't be the only one pantsless." Sara stood with her hands on her hips in a domineering way.
Tegan hastily did away with her own boyshorts.
"So sexy." Sara grinned, "Can I have a look at your perfect abs?"
Tegan nodded shyly. She slowly pulled her wife beater up, painfully slow in Sara's mind. She inched it up as slowly as possible, revealing the smallest amount of skin as she could until it hit the line of her bra. She then pulled it the rest of the way at a quicker pace.
Sara moaned at the sight of Tegan's toned body. She mimicked Tegan's actions as she removed her own shirt, eliciting a gasp from Tegan as she pulled it off to reveal her bare breasts. Tegan made quick work of her bra and pulled Sara in for a kiss.
"Now let's get cleaned up." Sara smirked after pulling away from the kiss before Tegan was ready to stop.
"You tease." Tegan moaned, inches away from Sara's lips.
"Is it really teasing when I'll let you do more than that to me in the shower?" Sara grinned as Tegan let out a low lust filled moan.
"Just get in so we can start." Tegan got her stride back, feeling confident and cocky as ever, "I'll make you feel good."
They both got in the shower quickly and Sara turned the knob, allowing the hot water to pour free. As soon as the water started Sara felt herself get pulled around so she was facing Tegan, and then, not too roughly, she was pushed up against the wall. Tegan held her firm and kissed her with all the passion she could muster. She took her time, allowing her tongue to roam in Sara's mouth; rolling it over Sara's tongue, caressing her teeth, going back over the tongue. After letting Tegan do what she wanted Sara engaged her in a tongue battle. Well, it was more of a dance, an intense dance. Their tongues dance the tango and salsa at once, causing both to burn with a deep passion.
Tegan pulled away from the heated kiss, taking Sara's bottom lip between her teeth and tugging lightly. Sara moaned and gasped at the sensation. Tegan smirk as she began to let her hands travel over Sara's body. Feeling the smooth abs, cupping the perfect breasts, playing circles on her ribs and stomach, and then making their way behind her to hold on to Sara's bum. Sara's mouth hung open as a low moan made its way over her tongue and teeth, hitting Tegan's ears in the perfect way to drive her wild. Tegan then started kissing her way around. Starting at the jaw, kissing and licking ending with a gently nip on Sara's chin. The neck was next, and it got plenty of attention. The kisses and licks were now sharing company with soft nibbles and little suckles. Sara moaned in pleasure at the added sensations. Tegan smiled as she went still further, stopping to place kisses on her collarbone, before making her way down to the perfect breasts. She took the right one in her mouth, sucking softly and nibbling slightly as she played with the other one with her index and middle finger. After several seconds she switched treatments, making sure they got equal time.
She pulled away to smile up at Sara, who whined at pushed down gently on Tegan's head. Tegan grinned in the cockiest way she could muster before slowly planting kisses between Sara's breasts. She kissed her way down to her abs. She gave a small lick to Sara's belly button and trailed her tongue down from there, stopping just above her slit. She used her right hand to slowly massage Sara's right breast, and she used the fingers of her left hand to rub along Sara's wet slit. Sara gasped and moaned at the contact, breathing out Tegan's name followed by a few profanities. Tegan just flashed her a smirk before getting back to the subject at hand.
Sara felt Tegan's tongue slide up and down her slit. She tried to steady her breathing as she grabbed Tegan's hair and, not so gently, pushed her farther, begging for more. Tegan got the hint and inserted her tongue. Sara felt the licks, thrusts, and the sucking and it made her moan with pleasure. She tried to find something to grip, but the shampoo holder was on the other wall. She held onto the shower head with her left hand and placed her right hand back on Tegan's head.
Tegan looked up at Sara as she continued with her 'work'. The look on Sara's face made her thrust harder. Something about the way Sara's jaw hung open as her eyes fluttered closed made Tegan want to try harder to get her to come.
"Te-gan." Sara gasped out, "Fu-fuck me harder."
Tegan obliged immediately, adding a finger. She pushed in with her finger and started sucking on Sara's button. She watched Sara's eyes roll back, fluttering closed, as she added a second finger.
It didn't take much longer, "Oh god! Oh fuck!" Sara half screamed.
It only encouraged Tegan to pump harder.
"I'm coming!" She let out a cry of pleasure, "Tegan!" She screamed in ecstasy.
Tegan lapped up the juices that poured out. She got all that she could before slowly pulling out.
"Now let's get clean." She smiled at Sara as she stood up.
They cleaned up as quickly as possible. Well, as quickly as you can while ogling each other and playfully fooling around some more. After they got out of the shower they went back to the bedroom to get ready for a night out.
"Wear a button up and that sexy tie." Sara practically ordered as she watched Tegan search for clothes.
"They're your clothes." Tegan huffed as she looked through them, "Find something you want me to wear. I honestly can't find anything. It's too organized."
"Wow," Sara chuckled, "Too organized?"
"Hey," Tegan smiled at her, "You've seen my place. It's organized chaos. It's how I like it."
"Here," Sara handed her a dark gray button up, "The sleeves roll up and button. This and some black skinny jeans will look so hot every girl there won't be able to stop staring."
"Whatever." Tegan blushed as she put the clothes on.
"I was so right." Sara bit her lip as Tegan stood in front of her.
Sara pulled on a pair of dark washed skinny jeans and a dark t shirt. She then grabbed her leather jacket and put it on.
"Can you wear these?" Tegan asked, somewhat timidly, as she held out Sara's high heels.
"Of course." Sara smirked. She was getting flashbacks to their first date.
"You look perfect, my angel." Tegan smiled at her, absolute joy in her eyes. The internal battle from earlier completely forgotten.
"Thanks," Sara blushed and looked at her girlfriend, "But you look hot."
It was Tegan's turn to blush; her attempt to play it cool and be confident was wiped away by Sara's comment.
"Let's go." Sara smiled and led Tegan out of the apartment.
She turned on the car and the radio followed. Tegan concentrated on the familiar guitar riff.
"Babe," She wasn't able to place it, "What song is this?"
"I think its Seven Nation Army." Sara said after listening for a second longer.
Her thought was confirmed when Jack White's voice came through the speakers.
"I'm so glad you listen to this station," Tegan beamed as she bobbed her head to the music, "It plays some of the best music."
Sara nodded in agreement as she turned out of the small parking lot.
It didn't take long for them to get to the bar. They walked inside hand in hand and were greeted by an enthusiastic voice over the sound system.
"Ladies and gentleman," Ted's voice rumbled over the speakers, "Our very own celebrities, recently returned from recording their first album," He paused to allow for a wave of cheers and whistles, "its Tegan and Sara!" He sounded giddy as he spoke. Almost as if he were more excited to introduce them as celebrities than he was to be in a band with them.
Sara blushed and buried her head into the crook of Tegan's neck. Tegan just smiled and held up her hand in appreciation. They slowly made their way to the bar, getting stopped along the way by people saying their congratulations. When they got to the bar they found a pair of empty seats next to Emy and Lindsey.
"We saved you guys a place!" Emy grinned widely. Tegan could tell she was already tipsy.
"Thanks." Tegan grinned and sat down next to her.
"We had so much fun after you left our apartment earlier." Emy smiled and winked at Tegan who let out a small laugh.
"God Emy," Lindsey blushed hard, "Stop telling Tegan about…things."
"Oh," Emy grinned mischievously, "That reminds me." Lindsey tried her best to stop Emy from continuing, to no avail, "She let me use a little friend of mine." She raised her eyebrows meaningfully and Tegan almost choked on air.
"God Em!" She laughed, "I really didn't need to know that."
"Well," Emy continued to smile, "Now you know, whether you needed to or not."
"Definitely didn't." Sara shook her head and waved to Ted, wanting to get a drink so she could get on Emy's level.
"Hey guys." Ted was beaming, "Whatever you want is on the house."
Tegan tried to protest.
"You let me record in a professional studio," He waved off her protests, "That was always my dream. This is the least I can do to repay you."
"Thanks." Tegan smiled. For the first time she could actually accept a free gift and feel like she deserved it, that she had actually earned it.
"What'll it be?"
"Whiskey and coke," Tegan smiled and added, "Make it a double. I can't be this sober while sitting with Emy." Emy just grinned at Ted and nodded her approval.
"And you?" Ted turned his attention to Sara.
"Just leave a bottle of whiskey and some shot glasses." Tegan raised an eyebrow; she had never seen Sara take shots, "What?" She asked, noticing Tegan's look.
"I just didn't think you were the type to take shots of anything."
"I usually drink beer," She smiled a bittersweet smile, "I used to drink whiskey all the time. It's taken a while for me to feel comfortable drinking it again. It's all thanks to you."
"Then let's drink up!" She grinned as Ted set down the bottle of Jack.
Sara grabbed the bottle and poured two shots, "Bottoms up!" She downed one as Tegan downed the other.
Several shots and two jack and cokes later, Tegan and Emy were in a very, well, adult conversation.
"I'm serious," Emy was speaking a little loudly, "You should totally get one."
"Yeah?" Tegan contemplated the idea, "What do you think Sasa?"
"Sasa?" Sara grinned at her, "I like it."
"What?" Tegan didn't remember saying her name wrong.
"Nothing."
"What do you think?" She didn't try saying her name again for fear of messing it up worse.
"Um…" Sara bit her lip, "It might be fun."
"It is." Emy smiled widely and nodded her head emphatically.
"Linds?" Sara leaned forward so she could talk across the two people in the way.
"It's good." Lindsey downed another shot of vodka, "And tonight Emy is letting me use it. So I'm sure that will be fun too."
Tegan laughed, "Oh?" She grinned over at Lindsey, "I thought you didn't like it when Emy shared your sex life."
"This is different," Lindsey glared back at Tegan, "I wasn't this drunk when I said that."
The four of them shared a laugh and all took another round of shots.
"You guys are really trying to finish this bottle aren't you?" Ted shook his head playfully from his side of the bar.
"It won't be hard." Sara smiled back at him, "There are three of us drinking it. Then there's that one over there with her vodka's and martinis."
"I just don't like bourbon." Lindsey shrugged as she took a sip of her half-finished martini.
"Just don't get too sick tonight." Ted shook his head again as he walked away to help another customer.
"Oh," Emy laughed as soon as he was out of earshot, "With what we have planned I'll definitely be sick tonight." She elbowed Lindsey who bit her lip and nodded in agreement.
"God you guys." Sara shook her head, "I'm gonna get sick thinking about that now. It's stuck, and it's a mental image I don't want."
Emy bit her lip playfully, "You know you love it."
"Right." Sara rolled her eyes and took another drink, "Almost as much as I love puking my guts out."
"I didn't know you liked that." Emy joked back at her, getting a glare and another eye roll.
"That's not what I meant." Sara shook her head, trying not to smile.
"We should do this more often." Lindsey spoke quietly compared to the volume the conversation was just at.
"Talk about sex?" Emy and Tegan asked in unison, causing them both to giggle like fifteen year olds.
"No!" Lindsey shook her head trying to keep her composure, "I mean just hang out. Talk, drink, and laugh together. It's fun."
"Yeah," Sara nodded in agreement, "That would be awesome."
"Cool." Tegan agreed as well.
"As long as the talking is about sex." Emy joked, drawing smiled and faint laughs from the three others sitting with her.
"Deal." Tegan held out her hand in mock agreement.
They stayed until the bottle was empty. Then they got up and dance, the four of them staying close, enjoying each other's' drunken company. After dancing for what felt like hours, Tegan and Sara said good bye to their three best friends. They hailed a cab and went back to Sara's apartment.
Both of them were too tired for any more fun. They stripped down to their underclothes and got in bed.
"Can you put this back on?" Sara asked as she held up the loose drawn tie.
"Anything for you, my angel." Tegan smiled as Sara slipped the tie over her head.
Sara immediately used the tie to pull Tegan into a sweet, albeit sloppy, drunken kiss.
"Goodnight angel."
"Goodnight bella."
And it was a good night. They both slept peacefully. The hangover would come later, but as they slept they only focused on each other. Tegan dreamed that Sara indeed and angel, and that she had come to earth to marry Tegan. And Sara dreamed that Tegan was some magical Italian princess who ran away with her and left her kingdom. They lay tangled together, both with soft smiles on their lips, both with the happiest thoughts in their heads.