A look into how Red passes sleepless nights...
Line of Fire by Junip
20. Awake
I stand in front of the wall window gazing down at the hundreds of cars driving in the traffic jam one hundred stories below me. The city life looks beautiful, with all of it's flickering lights like stars amongst the people below. I feel so disconnected from the world.
I can't remember the last time I took a walk amongst the crowds of people and felt as if I had a genuine connection to them. I feel nothing but distance. Maybe the last traces of humanity have been sucked out of me along with the joy. Either way….I'm still awake.