Upon finally forcing your eyes open, you see unfamiliar surroundings, and your mind is flooded with the events leading up to your current situation. A moment of panic sets in, and you begin to piece together what happened. You remember that your love for Levi was so great that you mustered up the courage to confess before you even knew what was happening. However, you also realize that your declaration of love must have come as a shock to Levi, who was caught off guard by your sudden confession. In the end, your decision to confess ended tragically, with you losing your life and Levi being left to live with the guilt of not being able to save you. The overwhelming emotions of love and loss weigh heavily on your mind and heart, and you find yourself struggling to comprehend the situation you now find yourself in.
As soon as you regain consciousness, the first thing you notice is a debilitating pain radiating from your neck. The sensation of pain is so intense that it makes it difficult for you to even sit up. Nevertheless, you try your hardest to take in your surroundings. After a few moments of confusion, you realize that you are in a room that appears to be a man's bedroom. The realization only brings up more questions for you - whose room is this? How did you end up here?
Before you have a chance to ponder the question any further, a raven-haired man enters the room, breaking the silence with his presence. Your body goes stiff at the sight of him, and the memory of what he did to you comes rushing back. Your thoughts are filled with nothing but anger and betrayal, as you can't help but feel a sense of disappointment for allowing yourself to be tricked by his charm and good looks. You were so foolish to think that he was anything but a deceitful monster, and you wonder if you will ever be able to forgive yourself for the mistake you made by trusting him.
"Are you okay?" The words leave his mouth, but there is no inflection in his tone. His voice is flat and devoid of emotion, with a hint of a question mark at the end, almost as if he's unsure of what he's saying. His face shows no sign of concern, but his furrowed eyebrows reveal a hint of worry beneath the surface like he's trying to remain calm and collected while fighting the urge to show his true feelings. Despite his best efforts to remain detached, you can tell he does care about your well-being, which is in stark contrast to the cold and distant persona he's tried to maintain through the years you've known him.
"How does it look like I'm feeling?" you blurt out, your voice laced with anger and resentment. The question hangs in the air for a moment, and you watch as he stands up from his seat, his eyes blazing with fury. Without another word, he storms out of the room, leaving a wake of frustration and anger in his wake. You try to sit up, but the pain in your neck is too severe and you collapse back down. Unable to fight off the fatigue any longer, you let your eyes close and succumb to the depths of sleep. The last thing you remember before drifting off is the weight of his betrayal and the sting of his abandonment.
Levi's voice echoes through the room, filled with an unmistakable sense of anger and frustration. "I told you that you aren't allowed to see anyone!" He paces back and forth with each word, the tension building with each step. The realization that he has lost control of the situation becomes increasingly apparent, but it's not enough to stop the tide of emotions that are swelling inside of him. His lips pull back into a sneer, revealing jagged teeth, as he continues to pace. The air is thick with an unmistakable sense of menace, and the fear that he is about to erupt into a torrent of violence is deafening.
In a moment of hesitation, you stammer out, "Well, it's not like we're dating or anything, so why does it matter?" You immediately feel embarrassed by the slip-up of your words and notice a blush creeping across your face. The color of your cheeks deepens as you see Levi's expression of surprise, followed by anger. He stares at you for a moment before his features contort into a glare, his eyes narrowed in fury. The tension in the room becomes unbearable, and you feel yourself shrink into the corner as he takes a step toward you.
His fingers make their way through his silky black hair as he lets out a long sigh. "Do you know what you do to me?" His words hang in the air for a moment before he steps closer, closing the distance between you two. Your body stiffens on instinct as he invades your space, the tips of your noses brushing against each other. When he speaks, his voice is shaky, and his breathing is shallow. "You make me lose all sense of reason." He leans in even closer until you can feel his breath on your skin. A deep, dark longing fills your stomach, and you close your eyes, giving in to the inevitable. His lips meet yours in a rough, passionate kiss as he tangles his hands in your hair, pulling you closer. Your heart races and your mind spins. For a moment, you forget everything else in the world.
You opened your eyes wide in shock as you saw Levi sitting on the bed, his gaze fixed on your face. He reaches out and starts playing with a lock of your hair, and you instinctively turn your head away. The sadness on his face was evident, and he immediately removed his hand from your hair. There was a heavy silence in the room before he broke it, his voice soft and contrite. "I didn't mean to hurt you," he said, a hint of regret in his tone. His words seemed to echo off the walls, lingering in the air for a moment before disappearing altogether.
The tension was palpable between the two of you, and you couldn't help but feel a pang of guilt. You didn't want to hurt Levi either, even though you knew that your feelings for him were complicated. He looked so vulnerable, so fragile, and you wanted nothing more than to comfort him. But at the same time, the pain in your neck was still raging, and you couldn't shake the feeling of betrayal that had settled in your stomach like a leaden weight. You looked away, feeling helpless and alone.
Eventually, feeling the weight of your guilt, you reached out a hand and placed it gently on Levi's. You could feel the stiffness in his body start to melt away, and you saw a small smile cross his lips. He took your hand in his, and you felt a sense of comfort wash over you. The pain in your neck began to subside, and the fear in your muscles relaxed. You closed your eyes and leaned against him, feeling safe and protected in his arms. For a brief moment, you forgot about the chaos outside the room, and you allowed yourself to be enveloped in the tenderness of his embrace.
It was a moment of pure intimacy, where nothing else outside of the room mattered. For the first time since the incident, you felt at peace. The knot in your chest loosened and your shoulders relaxed as you let yourself sink deeper into Levi's arms. It was as if the rest of the world didn't exist, and only the two of you mattered at this moment. You let out a deep sigh, feeling a sense of serenity wash over you. In that instant, you knew that everything was going to be okay.