On the jet JJ sat quietly skimming over the file in front of her along with the rest of the team except she didn't need to read them to know what these 3 men were like. Garcia suddenly popped up on the screen on the laptop.

"Hello, my pretties, I have some information for you." she grinned.

"Yes Garcia?" I asked impatiently, I regretted it as soon as I said it as all of them looked at me curiously at my impatient tone. 'Just great. You're trying the avoid suspicion you idiot' I ignored them and looked back at the screen to Garcia.

"These 3 terrorists where in the same Al-Qaeda cell and turns out the CIA sent in one of their spies to infiltrate it and they succeeded as that's what led to their arrests along with several others. The agent was undercover for 11 months" she informed.

"That's a hell of a long time to be undercover, the longest I was undercover was 5 months" Emily mused.

"Wait? They sent the agent in alone?" Hotch asked slightly bewildered.

"Yes, she was alone the whole time except she had a contact to inform her of what was happening on the outside but they only contacted by telephone so she wouldn't break her cover." she explained.

"Garcia, does this agent have a name?" Emily asked.

"Yes, but it seems like a cover, it's Jessica Walsh" Garcia replied.

JJ breathed a slight sigh of relief that they hadn't gotten her name; she wasn't ready to tell them about her past yet. She was still dealing with what had happened during that time. The only reason she hadn't told them before was to protect them. She knew that her enemies could resurface and find her again and she didn't want her team used as leverage against her.

"We need to find the name of that undercover agent." Hotch stated. JJ sucked in a breath.

"On it sir, Garcia out!" replied Garcia.

'Fuck! I'm going to have to tell them soon' JJ thought. She wanted to be able to tell them herself not have them find out through Garcia.

"JJ, are you ok? You look a little pale." Hotch asked concerned.

She felt herself smile a little that he was so worried about her. "Yes, Hotch I'm fine." she waved it off. He raised his eyebrow. At seeing his sceptical look she said "Honestly Hotch, I'm good." She gave him one of her dazzling smiles. Hotch felt his heart skip when she smiled at him like that.

JJ made her way to the toilet on the jet and as soon as the door was locked the team started talking.

"Is JJ ok? I've noticed she's a little off." asked Reid

"I'm not sure but if there is anything I'm sure she'll tell us when she's ready." said Rossi, not feeling comfortable talking about her behind her back.

"Yeah, Rossi's right, let's focus on catching these bastards" agreed Hotch, truth was he was slightly concerned about JJ after seeing her looking pale but he didn't think it was anything serious.

When JJ returned she felt their gazes on her as if studying her. "Guys, I know you were talking about me, but seriously I'm fine, I just feel a little sick but I'll-" she was cut off when Garcia returned on the screen.

"Who's sick? JJ's sick? JJ are you ok? You don't have food poisoning do you, because then you shouldn't be there. OH MY GOD! YOU'RE PREGNANT AREN'T YOU, ahhhh I knew it! You have a mystery man and your pregnant! Wait, is it Hotch? Is Hotch the-"

JJ cut her off and blushed when she heard the part about Hotch. "PENELOPE!" she shouted. Garcia went silent. "I'm definitely NOT pregnant, I just feel a little queasy." JJ finished.

Garcia looked at her skeptically. "Really? You're sure?" she asked.

"Yes, I'm 100% sure!" JJ laughed.

"So did you call for a reason or just to tell me I'm pregnant." JJ grinned playfully.

"Well, my blond bombshell" Garcia replied. JJ rolled her eyes at the name. "I just called to let you know that I should have the name of that agent in about an hour."

JJ tried to keep herself composed at the news. "Ok, thanks Pen."

"Garcia out!" she replied.

JJ knew she was going to have to tell them but it was going to be hard. Hopefully James could help her. James. She smiled slightly at the thought of him. He had been her only contact during that mission. Then after that mission ended they were partnered together for 3 months. He was an extremely good looking man and overall nice guy. They had to act as a couple on a lot of missions and one night after a long and tiring mission they ended up sleeping together. They then started a sort of friends with benefits type relationship. After a mission ended they would have sex to relieve stress. It worked well especially since they were spies and didn't have a social life. JJ couldn't complain. It was one of the more fun things she had done during her time with the CIA.

"JJ" Hotch said.

He shook her out of her thoughts.

"JJ" he said louder this time.

"Yes?" she replied

"Are you sure you're ok? You spaced out there for a minute." he asked slightly worried.

"Yeah, I'm fine, just thinking" she said with a smile.

"Ok." He said not really believing she was fine. "You know I'm always here for you" he finished as he gently intertwined her hand with his away from the eyes of the team.

"Yeah, I know Hotch, I know" she smiled. She looked down at their joined hands as they descended upon Washington DC.