Dean watched from the shadows as Sam walked into the room that had been his before he became a demon. He had left a note for Sam telling him to let him go but he knew his brother wouldn't do that, especially not after last time. He had watched Sam question demon after demon. Sam had tortured them again and again only to eventually perform the exorcism on them after not finding out what he wanted to know. Part of Dean admired what his brother had been doing to try and find him. Then there was this woman that Sam had brought into the bunker. Dean had watched her question the demons that were tied in the basement also admiring the sass that this one had. Sam may have bitten off more than he could chew with her.
As he stood there contemplating all of this he heard sobbing coming from his old room. He moved to where he could see inside the room but was still concealed in darkness. He knew the girl was here somewhere. Sure enough after a few seconds he heard her coming down the hall. She made her way into the room with Sam and went to him. Dean watched as she comforted his brother and something in him tugged at him to not watch their exchange. When she led Sam out of that room and into the room she had been staying in. She had closed the door so he was unable to see what was going on after that but he could hear her comforting Sam. Then he heard her tell Sam that she loved him. Again something tugged at Dean. He headed back to the basement to see if he could get Crowley out.
The next morning when I woke up Sam wasn't in bed. A rush of fear went through my body when I thought that maybe he had gone to confront either Chuck or Crowley again. I slipped out from under the covers and then is when I found the note laying on the foot of the bed. It was in Sam's neat handwriting, "Going to pick up a few things in town. I will be back soon. S." After the S was a small heart. This caused me to smile. He hadn't said it back last night but it was there. I would give him time.
I grabbed a change of clothes and headed to the showers. I took my time under the hot spray of water and day dreamed about Sam as I washed my hair. I could see myself falling hard for this man even with all the baggage that he seemed to carry. I wanted to make things alright for him. I wanted to comfort him and to take away the pain that I saw in his soulful eyes. I knew he had so much to give to someone and after hearing about his life I could see why he had had bad relationships in the past. He lost his mother earlier than any little boy should. He lost his family earlier than any son should but his brother had found him again and that was a great bond but then he had lost Dean.
I rinsed the soap from my body eventually and shut the water off. Grabbing a towel I dried off and then slid on a pair of cut off jean shorts and a tank top with a plaid shirt over the top of that. I tied the plaid shirt at my waist and padded barefoot into the main area of the bunker. Sam's laptop was open on the table in the library and a few books were scattered around that. I walked over and ran my hand over one of the open books. It was a book on demonology. He was desperately searching for a way to find Dean and to bring him back to him. As I stood reading over the pages of the open book I heard the bunker door open and saw Sam struggling to come into the room. I ran up the stairs to meet him and took two bags from Sam. "You should have let me go with you.", I said to him as he leaned to place a quick kiss to my lips. "You looked so peaceful as you slept that I just couldn't bring myself to wake you up.", he said and this time the smile reached his eyes. My heart soared!
"You could have come up with a real good way to wake me up and I wouldn't have been mad at you at all.", I teased as we made our way down the stairs to the main floor. Sam had just stepped off the bottom step when I said that and he turned to me. I was three steps up with groceries in both arms when he surprised me by quickly sitting his bag of groceries on the bottom step and reaching out to wrap his good arm around my waist. He pulled me close to him and crushed his mouth down onto mine and it was all I could do to not drop the bags in my arms. Sam kissed me with such passion that it caused me to fight for air. As quickly as he kissed me he pulled away, leaving me swaying on the step, "Woah!" was all I could say. Sam blushed and picked up his bag of groceries.
Sam wasn't sure what had gotten into him or why he had suddenly taken Jade by surprise like that but she was doing something to him. He wanted so desperately to tell her last night that he loved her too but did he? He was still trying to work things out in his head and finding out that Dean was a demon wasn't helping matters much. He picked up his bag of groceries and wished he could hold his other hand out to Jade. "Let's get these groceries put away.", he said simply. Jade followed him to the kitchen and he knew she was confused. He would have to figure out some way to make it up to her.
When the groceries were put away Sam stepped up behind Jade as she stood in front of the stove browning ground beef. "I'm sorry about the confusion earlier.", he said as he rested his hand on the swell of her hip and looked down at Jade's neck where it was exposed because she had her hair in a braid down her back. He wanted to lean down and kiss her neck, turn her to him and take her on the counter top but something was stopping him. He couldn't put his thumb on it. What was causing him to hold back? Jade did turn toward Sam and lay a hand on his chest. She looked up into his eyes, "Sam I told you last night that it didn't have to be weird. I said what I did because I needed to for me. If you feel it someday fine, if not that will be fine too." With that she stood on tiptoe and kissed his neck because that was all she could reach.
Sam's eyes closed of their own free will and he drew in a sharp breath. God she was making this hard. Jade turned to the stove and turned the eye off. She moved the pan to the back burner and then turned back to Sam, "Ok let's get this weirdness out of the way." With that she grabbed the front of Sam's shirt and pulled him toward her. His balance was thrown off a bit causing him to lean forward. Her mouth captured his mouth with her own, her tongue probing against his lips until he granted her access. Sam felt her fingers tangle in his hair as she pulled him even closer to her. He groaned into her mouth and then reached with his good arm and lifted her onto the counter. She wrapped her legs around his waist and pulled his body closer to her own. Sam felt out of control.
Instead of fighting it though he went for it. He let himself be lost in Jade. Sam removed his sling as Jade began working on the buttons of his shirt. With his hands free he began working on Jade's shirt. Soon they were both naked from the waist up and her soft skin against his ignited a stronger fire in him. His tongue entwined with hers, his hands touching her everywhere all at once. Jade reached between them and freed him from the confines of his jeans where he strained hard against the denim. Her small hand wrapped around his thick member and slid from the top to the bottom and back up again. Sam's breath hitched in his throat as he fumbled with the button and zipper of her shorts. She lifted her hips so he was able to pull them from her hips with little effort.
Sam grazed his long fingers along Jade's slit in time with her hand on his length. Jade moaned into Sam's mouth at the feel of his fingers. Sam slid one finger in and crooked it upward to rub against Jade's sweet spot. She threw her head back and let out a scream of pleasure. Sam removed his finger and took himself in his own hand. He rubbed his tip along Jade's opening and then pushed forward. He held still letting her adjust to his size before he began to move slowly inside her at first. Jade urged him on by rocking her hips against his and soon they were moving much faster. Sam kissed her as he felt himself reaching the point of no return and Jade raked her nails up Sam's back. He knew she too was very close. With a few more hard pushes forward Sam spills his warmth inside Jade. Jade is just behind him as her own orgasm rips through her. She clings to Sam as her walls spasm around Sam milking him.
Little did they know they had a couple voyeurs…..