Nancy and I cowered in the corner for several long minutes as the brothers fought rather violently all over the room. When Sam fell over the bed at one point Nancy stood from her place beside me and yelled, "Dean stop! Stop it please!", her voice cracked with emotion and when Dean did indeed stop and turn to look at her I ran to Sam's side. I fretted over Sam as I helped him up onto the bed, "Did you hurt your shoulder again? You didn't fall on it did you? You've got another cut over your eye. Are you alright?", I fired questions at him one after another without giving him time to respond to the one before. Sam smiled at me, "I'm fine Jade. Just calm down. He and I have been fighting like that for years it seems."
It was then that I saw him look over my shoulder with a surprised look on his face. I turned to see just what had him so shocked. Dean stood with Nancy wrapped in his arms and a bit of blood trickled down his own face where Sam had clocked him and cut his cheek. I cleared my throat and Nancy looked up at me. "Can we all talk about this like adults now?", I asked testily. Sam was already sitting and I kept my body between his and Dean's. Dean finally nodded and pulled out a chair. Nancy stood beside him as he sat and gave Sam and me a hard look.
"First of all I want to tell you Dean just how hard Sam has been trying to find out how to save you. He's poured over books and websites for hours and hours that I know of and probably even more that I don't know about." Dean looked as if he wanted to say something but I cut him off, "Before you jump in let me finish. All he's ever wanted was to have his brother back. I've been a bit of a distraction to him but I'm sure it's a distraction that he needed." I felt Sam's hand resting on my hip, sending a thrill through me even though others were in the room. "You were not a distraction. You were a blessing.", he said quietly. I faltered as I looked into his eyes. I fought myself because what I wanted to do was crush my mouth down onto his in a full on make out session.
Dean chuckled snapping me out of my fog. I looked at him, my mouth set firm and crossed my arms over my chest, "Just what is so damn funny demon boy?" Dean's eyebrows shot up, "Crowley said you were a feisty one! I guess I can see what my brother sees in you besides the fact that you're small enough to fit in his pocket. He needs a tough woman in his life.",Dean nodded with what I assumed was approval. Nancy stood beside him not really knowing what to say. I'm sure she was shocked out of her wits at everything she was hearing right now. I could tell from the look on her face though that she was smitten with Dean already. What I was trying to figure out is how she had gotten through to him as easily as she had when she called for him to stop a little while ago.
Sam pulled me down onto the bed beside him as he began to talk, "Dean, Jade is right. All I want is to help you get better. It's all I've ever wanted. I want my brother back." Dean listened to Sam but there was a hardness in his eyes, "What makes you think I want saving Sammy? Maybe I like who I've become." I watched the exchange between the brothers. Sam nodded and cleared his throat, "So why have you been lurking around in the bunker? You've been watching me and Jade haven't you?", he accused. Dean nodded and gave a hint of a smile, "That I have little brother. I guess part of me wanted to make sure you were moving on with your life but then I find that you may be as much of a monster as I am. I saw what you did to Chuck. I've talked to Crowley and heard firsthand what you did to him.", Dean stopped and let all of that sink in.
Sam finally nodded in response to Dean, "Yes I have been pretty brutal. I turned to drinking and that's how I med Jade here. I fought with her ex boyfriend because he was abusive to her. Sue me for being a gentleman in that aspect. But that doesn't fix the fact that I want my brother back." Dean stood and walked to the small refrigerator in the corner. He pulled out four beers and walked over to hand Sam and I one each before handing the third to Nancy. "Here's the thing, I don't want to be saved Sam. If you want to accept me like I am then we'll try to work with that. I'm enjoying Nancy's company so if she can handle me then I'd like to keep seeing her." Nancy swallowed and I watched as she blushed. I knew she was interested in Dean as well, demon or no demon.
"So let me get this right.", I started. "You want Sam and well all of us to just be satisfied with Demon Dean and to go on living our lives?" Dean took a long swig of his beer before answering me, "Well as I see it I can still hunt with Sammy here if that's what he wants. I'm not happy with all the vampires and you know how I feel about those dick angels so you say the word and we'll go on hunts like normal. I'd even like to bring in Crowley on some of these. Oh and I'd like to have my room in the bunker back." I could tell that Dean fought against letting his eyes flick to black as he spoke because at the end of his little speech he gave Sam and I a shit eating grin. Sam nodded and looked down, "Ok you can come back to the bunker but I have conditions. One you cannot be spying on me and Jade anymore. She needs her privacy and she's staying there now. Two Crowley cannot come and go as he wishes. I don't want to deal with him anymore than I have to." Dean nodded that he understood Sam's terms.
Sam and Jade left the motel soon after the discussion was over. It was decided that Dean would come back to the bunker later that night. Sam had a few things on his mind besides Dean though at the moment. He was not happy that Jade felt like she was only a distraction for him when he had lost Dean. She meant more to him than that but how did he let her know that? "Jade.", he finally said after a few minutes of complete silence, "I want you to know that you mean more to me than just a distraction. Yes you came into my life when things were crazy, but I have grown to be very crazy about you.", he glanced over to her several times as he talked.
"Sam I said what I did because I didn't want to overstep my boundaries. We really haven't discussed our relationship in much detail. The sex has been great but I didn't want to tell Dean I was your girlfriend if I was just your friend with benefits." Sam's heart broke a little at the thought that Jade thought that was all they were. "Come here.", he said to her as he drove. Jade slid across the bench seat closer to him. Sam wanted desperately to put his arm around her but the damn sling was still in his way. "Jade I want you to move all of your stuff into my room. I want to be more than friends with benefits. I want you to be mine." Jade blinked her eyes at Sam with a bit of a shocked look on her face. "Sam are you sure? I don't mind the friends with benefits thing."
Sam pulled into the garage of the bunker and put the car into park. He turned toward Jade and pulled her into his lap with his good arm. She fit nicely on his lap and his breathing hitched at the feel of her pressing against him so intimately. Leaning forward he captured her mouth with his own. Jade tangled her fingers in Sam's long hair causing him to moan into her mouth as she tugged firmly on it. Sam raised his hips, letting Jade feel his already growing desire for her. Now it was Jade's turn to moan into Sam's mouth. Their tongues battled each other. Jade reached for the snaps on Sam's plaid shirt and with one swift tug his shirt was open so that her mouth could explore the expanse of his chest. The smattering of hair tickled her lips as she nibbled and kissed her way across his chest. Sam's hands were working on removing Jade's jeans. Jade climbed from Sam's lap and quickly finished shedding the pesky jeans and soon her shirt joined the jeans in a heap in the floor.
Sam had discarded his clothes and his sling again and was reaching for Jade. He wasted no time with her panties and bra. Leaning back against the driver's side door and giving Jade his most sexy smile Sam waited for her to crawl up his long legs and to straddle his hips. He slid easily into her and nearly lost it as she threw her head back, her long hair tickling against his legs in the process. Sam leaned forward and covered one breast with his warm mouth, tongue teasing her nipple to a hard peak. Jade rose up on her knees and then slid back down Sam's length drawing a hiss from Sam from the pleasure. Jade placed her hands on Sam's shoulders and began to grind herself down faster and harder. Sam's hands on her hips guided her to the speed he desired. Soon they were both crashing over the edge of pure bliss. Jade ground down on Sam one last time and felt him pulsing deep inside her. She leaned forward and captured his mouth with hers, breathing hard through her nose.
After the two had gotten their breathing under control and their bodies had started to cool from being slick with sweat, Sam ran his hand up and down Jade's back, "I should get you inside. It's getting cool in here." Jade breathed deeply and then nodded against Sam's neck. She grabbed Sam's shirt and snapped a few of the buttons just enough to cover her nakedness and Sam slid into his jeans. He didn't bother with any of the other clothes, only picked all of them up in a pile and carried them in his hurt arm toward the house.