I don't own Twilight,

OK, so this chapter took a little from me...hope you like it, and please let me know either way.

Chapter 11

***FLASH BACK***

I drift from here to there; there are abandon buildings and dirty streets.

My mind is on the different faces I'll have to visit.

I know this is a place of sadness; they are all doomed to die.

But still there fates are sealed by there pure nature.

I drift to other places there are others that don't open there arms and welcome me like these do. I've been around them too long, watching them and never participating.

I saw her during my close visits to these parts.

The small cries where the ones that alerted me, she was wrapped in a dirty and bloody towel and still covered in placenta.

Her mother was lying beside her with a needle sticking out of her arm.

I had seen the mother in my drifting but I didn't know that I would have to make a personal appearance.

Usually I just grant them pass.

But this one was too young, to new to die. She had a strong hart-beat and a unique agenda.

She couldn't die yet.

As some can tell you we can care less about the race but up there, I'm obligated to do my work. It's looked at as a sentence as you may guess, and it's passed on from one spirit to another; you have to repent and make amends to have the glory of heaven.

I was one of the lucky ones, he chose me to do this. I've never been alive. I've never had the chance, I was one of the denied ones, one of the "would have been's".

Since I had been too young to even be, he chose me.

I was happy to do it; I wanted the chance to get to know them, to fell like I could be part of that. But I would never be. I could only observe.

Learn.


Sad! Part 2 of this flashback in the next chapter! Hope to see you there!