Twilight= not mine
Here is a new chapter of my story for you to enjoy, hope you're still with me...
Chapter 21
I see the clear sky as it turns from dark to light.
I came to a place where there is pain and the calling of death is too great.
It has a particular aura, as well as a smell.
I come to a place where I am welcome with open arms and rolling carpets, here it's more an honor to have me near, then a tragedy.
I come here only to grant passage, not to judge.
I only do it, to forget her.
But she's been in my cold hart far too long to leave her behind.
Time passes… for them… I look upon them with indifference… I want to know her…see her…touch her like I did before.
But to my great satisfaction and relief she has not called upon me again.
She must be healing.
She must be happy.
She must be happy.
They've asked me again.
If I wish to descend, I'm still not sure.
My only motive was to be close to her. I've asked this request several times now.
I was granted permission to descend, years ago. But the vessel that was granted is now void. There are several that are not to be born, I could chose one, but I will forget her, this time I will not remember her.
That is the price I will have to pay for my demolitions.
I look to my supervisor for answer on her well-being, but he shakes his head, and twists his fingers.
I will not have help from him. He's been forbidden.
I want so much to drift to her.
But cannot.
I will search for her… I will remember her.
My love for her will transcend.
I smile to myself, and take the leap.
OK, so where going for a journey of self discovery...
Hope you're enjoying this, so leave me some love, because I'm writing these week and I need the inspiration from all your lovely words...
**Smooches**
Mel