Hey I'm back and i want to tell you guys that I was just going to make a happy story about this two. But i changed my idea. I'm going to add to this story my problems and struggles when I try to date other guys. So i guess that in that way you could get to know me and the story would be better. Thanks a lot for the reviews!
So after a great weekend with Cato it is time for us to go back home. I woke that morning on his bare chest I look up and see that he is still sleeping, he looks so cute that i can't resist to give him a small Kiss on his lips. I get up and I get something to eat. I find Johanna sitting on a chair in the kitchen, you can tell she has a hangover, I don't remember how mucho she had last night, but she had more than me and Cato. And maybe the two of us together.
"Morning" I say to her. She looks and me and makes a big smile. "How was the end of the night for you champion?" We both laugh. I don't need to tell her the truth right now. "Good. How about you?" She drinks wáter from a bottle, she has five on the table after finishing the first one she looks at me. "I'm gonna die. But if I make it out alive, I'll drink something for it. You wanna party tonight?" She does not stop. "We have to go back home, tomorrow we have school." Johanna told me last night she is a model, so she basically goes to parties every single night and she likes to be sober only when she is working. After a while Cato wakes up, I make something for him to eat and we start to get ready to go home. "You sure you can drive today?" Cato and Johanna laugh. "I'm sure of it." He says, I will like to think he really can because I don't know how to drive at all.
We spend pretty much all the trip back home talking, listening to music and smiling to each other. I'm so happy that last night we did not have sex. I really want to get to know him better and take my time this time.
He parks the car outside my house. "So what are your plans?" He asks me while I look at my phone. "Call Claire because she might die if I don't tell her how my weekend was and later homework." He looks right into my eyes and he makes this face and I know what is coming next. "Can I Kiss you?" And I can't help to melt into his armas one more time before getting out of the car. "I'll talk to you later." After some seconds he is gone and I feel like I already miss him. When i get home everything seems normal. I talked to Claire and everything was just like we planned. She died after I gave her all the details. My brother in the other hand spent the whole afternoon making jokes to me, he did this every single time I had a date with someone.
It takes me the whole day to do the homework that i didn't do yesterday but I manage to finish it. I take a bath and I check Facebook out to see If Cato's online. I open up the page and I see he's online. I send him a message to see how was his day but he does not answer, maybe he is busy right now. So i go to the kitchen to make something to eat while I wait for him to answer. It takes me about twenty minutes down there to make and a eat a sándwich. When I get back to the computer I see that he has not answered my message yet. I decide to see what's my brother doing, as always he is playing the guitar in his room. I take a sea ton his bed and I listen to him play the guitar while he asks me some details about yesterday. When I think about how much I enjoyed the day with Cato the more I want to get to know him more. When I take a look at the clock I see it's been an hour since i send him a message. But he has not answered. I think to myself that he might be doing homework or maybe he went out. It's getting late but i can't help to wonder on Facebook checking every single minute if he has answered. And that's when this feeling comes back. Every single time I dated someone I had this feeling that they don't want to see me again if they take too much to answer a message or give a call back. Every single time I had this feeling I was right. Was it over? This fast? Did i say something wrong? Maybe he does not want me because I'm not a virgin. I open and close the app on my phone for half an hour before I lay on bed thinking what I did wrong this time. Was I overthinking things? I just couldn't handle it anymore so I went to sleep.
The next day I wake up and I was feeling terrible. I didn't want to go to school and see Cato. My brother asked me in the car if something was wrong. I told him everything was alright. Of course it was a lie. This time i deserve an award. In less than a week i made someone want to avoid me. When I get to school I go directly to my classroom. Claire was there and I tell her everything. She thinks that I need to talk to him first before I make any conclusion. The day goes by and I have no news from Cato. Not even a call. I'm ready to go home and I'm waiting for my brother next to the car while I see Cato walking to me. When he gets closer I notice that he seems really tired. As soon as he is next to me I speak first. "Look whatever I did. I'm sorry." He stops and looks at me with a what the hell is going on face. "What are you talking about?" I take a deep breath and look at him. He has this look on his face as he is confused. "I sent you a text yesterday and I called you. You didn't answer and I tought that…" He cuts me off. "I didn't want to talk to you? Are you silly? After I got home Clove sent me a text asking me if I had done the part of the chemistry Project for today. Because I spent all Saturday with you I did not. And then my mother wanted me to go with her to have dinner. So i was busy all night I slept just two hours and I been with this Project all day. And all I could think was, when I was going to be able to see you today." I can't help to smile and relax myself. "So You are not mad at me?" He gets closer to me and gives me a small Kiss that is enough to me at this momment. "Come on. I'll take you home" He holds my hand and he drives me home. Fort he first time in my life I was wrong. And I'm glad i was. But I can help to think I'm not good enough for him. I take a look at him while he is driving, and into my eyes he is just perfect. While on the other side I'm just me.