Millie pov

Max has hidden the truth. He knew why I was feeling the way I was. And he kept it from me why? But he does not know that I know.

Max walked in on so I decided to confront him.

"Max you knew"

"Knew what love?"

"About the miscarriage. Why keep it from me?"

"Because I love you, and I knew that it would hide your recovery. I did it because I adore you."

I storm off as I am so angry that he could use that as his excuse. Later he comes in to the bedroom where I am hiding with a hot chocolate with cream and marshmallows.

"Look Millie, we can try again if you really want to. The miscarriage was cause as you lost a lot of blood and the body diverted it a way to keep you alive." He places the mug on the bedside cabinet and plants a kiss on my head and walks out. Looking at the door after him silent sobs emerge from My body and just as I turn a way strong arms pull me in to a hug

"Millie, this was not your fault, it was an accident. And I am sorry that I did not tell you. But I wanted to focus on you recovery. You are the most important person in my life, if I lost you I don't know what I would do. You got me off the drugs, helped me get my life back on track,"

Max just held me till I finally dropped off to sleep. When I woke the next morning Max brings me breakfast in bed.

"I have phoned sun hill, inspector smith has given you leave for a couple of weeks and so has the DCI Meadows, we are going to my parents' house for a few days,"

"Ok," I reply as I am eating my breakfast.

Packing a bag my mind wanders to what could have been but then I get the same feeling I had in the hospital but it was slightly different. This time I felt whole. This time I knew.

HI all. This is the last chapter for now the will be a sequel following soon as soon as I have finished my other fan fic . Thanks for reading.