Ally's POV
I still hadn't told Rory about my pregnancy. I still haven't figured out what I was going to tell him. I mean, I knew I was going to have to lie because it wouldn't be good to tell my boyfriend that I am pregnant with his best friend's baby. Even if I did try to tell him the truth, he probably wouldn't believe me anyways.
I saw Rory coming my way and I smiled and he stopped once he had reached me. I smiled, but then I realized that he didn't look too happy. "Why didn't you tell me?" Rory asked and I frowned.
"Tell you what?" I asked.
"That you're pregnant with my baby." He answered. I guess I didn't have to worry about telling him anymore.
"I didn't know how. Just like I am still not sure how." I said. He said 'his baby' so I knew he must believe it's his.
"Well, we did make out on your couch and at the pool a few weeks ago." Rory said. "Unless you slept with someone else, it has to be mine."
"I would never cheat on you." I told him. I didn't cheat on him, Joe raped me and it was before I met Rory, so it wasn't a lie. He then kissed me on the lips, I guess this means he is going to support me; I hope that was it.
"So what happens now?" Rory asked.
"Honestly, the only thing I know is that I'm not getting an abortion." I told him, that was never a possibility. If I did, I would basically be killing the baby; but that was just my opinion. Rory nodded and then we headed over to Glee Club. I wondered what the lesson for this week would be.
Mr. Shue came in as I sat next to Rory and I rested my head on his shoulder. "The Fall Musical is coming up and we are going to start auditions this week." He said. Maybe that would help take my mind off things.
"Whatever it is, I am going to need the lead for my college application." Rachel said from the back row. I rolled my eyes, I am sure she would get in without this lead in the musical. I know she is a senior, but shouldn't we all get a chance?
"What is the musical this year?" I heard Kurt ask.
"We are putting on a production of Wicked." Mr. Shue said and I smiled. I have been wanting to play in Wicked since I knew every single song by heart.
"Looks like you got a little competition." I said and Rachel gave me this look.
"I don't think I have to worry about competing with the pregnant junior." She said, but I saw her cover her mouth. I was sure it was intentional. I have no idea how she found out, but now everyone knew and I didn't know what to say next. I just got up and left.
Rory's POV
I couldn't believe what just happened. Ally looked distraught. I watched her get up and leave the choir room without a word and I got up to go after her. I saw her in the hallway and stopped her by putting my hand on her shoulder. "Ally. Wait."
"Did you tell anybody?" She asks me.
"No." I told her. Joe told me not to tell anyone, so I didn't.
"Well soon everyone is going to know and we are going to be the biggest freaks of this school. I go from being nobody to the pregnant slut." Ally said and I looked her. That wasn't her at all and I saw that tears were forming in her eyes.
"You shouldn't worry about what they think." I told her. She was beautiful and she was amazing. This whole thing was crazy, but if you think about it kind of wonderful. She was bringing another person to this world; we both were doing it. "And besides, I love you and I love this baby. I am going to be there for you unconditionally."
"I'm sorry, I need some time to think." She said and then left me there. I sighed, what could I do. I wonder if she believed me. Of course who would? She probably thought I am just saying that and when the baby is born I will leave her.
I wouldn't do that, I am here and as long as I am here I will be with her. Then something came to mind. She would be at auditions and had the perfect idea for a song. "My name is Rory Flanagan and I will be singing an Irish song that I love." I announced as I looked at Ally who was behind the curtains to my left.
Live your life to the fall
With a lifetime of smiles
Made us know right from wrong
Always knowing a lie
You made us to be tough
But never too rough
Rise above what you said
Never easily lead
And one day we'll all sing along
'Cause this is your song
I wrote it for you
It won't take all day
Just a minute or two
You were a friend
Walk with you to the end
And one day we'll all sing along
'Cause this is your song
So I'll try and go on
Loving all that we know
Through the hardest of times
You put on a show
You made us stand tall
When all around us would fall
Even when you were alone
You believed you could fly
And one day we'll all sing along
'Cause this is your song
We wrote it for you
It'll take all our lives
Just to help us get through
You were a friend
Walk with you to the end
And one day we'll all sing along
'Cause this is your song
Once I was finished I went over to Ally and she wrapped her arms around me and I kissed her. "I love you so much." At least she understood me. I noticed Artie thought it was a weird song choice and a little too long.
Ally's POV
The next day it was time for my audition as well as Rachel's. We both wanted the lead, but I wasn't going to not put up a fight; especially after what she said. "First up, Rachel Berry." Artie said and I sighed, but I figured they were saving best for last.
"My name is Rachel Berry and I will be singing Don't Rain On My Parade!" She announced and I had to hold back a chuckle. She wasn't smart for that because I knew she was playing it safe. Would she do that for her audition for NYADA too? Rachel sang the song and sure she was good, but I looked around and some people seemed to be bored; like I said, it doesn't really look like she wants it.
"That was great, Rachel. But maybe next time you could try a different song." Artie commented as she walked off stage. See it wasn't just me. "Alison Hummel." Rory gave me a kiss before I started to head to the stage. Joe stopped me on my way.
"Good luck." He said and I grinned, but it quickly faded. I went up onto the stage and grinned as I quickly looked around.
"My name is Alison Hummel and I will be singing This Time by Celine Dion." I announced and the music started and my eyes fixated on Joe at this moment. Only I know that he is who I am thinking about while I am singing this.
One more hour burns
So scared of his return
That I can't sleep tonight
In this hospital light
What you call tragedy
It's just another day to me
For my heart beats with fear
As his footsteps draw near
The life I'm meant to lead
Won't slip away from me
'Cause this time's the last time
I know that my eyes have seen too much
This nightmare is not fair
And I've had enough
You break me as I bleed
You just say you're sorry, you call this love
But this time your lies are not enough
This time
Once I was finished the audience starts clapping and I smile. Artie then praised my audition, I knew that I was getting the part now.
Joe's POV
I sighed walking out of the auditorium. I know that Ally was singing about me just by the words of it. I seriously doubt it was about Rory especially after his audition song and that kiss she gave him. I walked up to her and she didn't look happy to see me.
"I know that song was about me." I stated.
"I don't know what you are talking about." She said, but I knew it was a lie. She knew very well that it was about me and what I did to her. "The song is about whoever wrote it about. I just thought of you…while I sang it." I had to give her credit for that one.
"Can't we talk about this?" I asked. I wanted to ask what she was planning to do about the baby especially since Rory won't tell me anything.
"There is nothing to talk about." She tried to walk away, but I stopped her.
"Yes there. You are carrying my baby." I stated. Everyone can think it's Rory and she could tell herself because that is what she in ways, wishes, but it mine.
"As far as everyone is concerned, it is Rory's. I will go to end of the earth to prove that it is Rory's because that is whose baby it should be." She said. Frankly she shouldn't be with child to begin with, of course that is my fault. "Look, I'm sorry, but Rory is my boyfriend and I love him. What you did…I may not show it but you don't know what it is like for me. I am dealing with this and this is not the first time." What did she mean by that? Was she raped before?
"What do you mean? Did someone else do it to you?" I asked.
"No, thanks to Kurt. Anyway that is not important." She said, I decided to leave it alone. "Look, you need to leave me alone. I just can't handle it." She said and then walked away. I wish I could take this back. I watched her walk away with Rory and I sighed. Maybe if I was different that would be me.
I thought had the perfect song for my audition. I glanced at Ally, who was in the audience, holding hands with Rory as the music started to play.
Everybody's laughing in my mind
Rumors spreading 'bout this other guy
Do you do what you did, when you did with me
Does he love you the way I can?
Did you forget all the plans that you made with me?
'Cause baby, I didn't
That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me, this is so sad
That should be me, that should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong, I can't go on
'Til you believe that that should be me
That should be me
Ally's POV
Artie called me and Rachel into a meeting with himself, Ms. Pillsbury, and Coach Bieste. I hope I got the part because honestly we are just driving each other crazy. We have been fighting all week about the lead.
"We have decided." Artie said. "Ally, you are our Glinda and Rachel, you are Elphaba." At the moment Rachel and I both got excited.
"Yes!" We exclaimed and then turned to each other in confusion. "What?"
"Elphaba is the biggest part. Isn't that what you wanted?" Rachel asked me. No, actually Glinda; well she is in my opinion. I guess this made more sense because it would be weird for a brunette to play Glinda with one of the songs referring to it.
"No. I thought you wanted Glinda." I replied.
"I guess this bickering was all for nothing." Rachel stated once we walked out of there together. Not completely. She did tell everyone that I was pregnant and by now I am sure that everyone knows.
"Not all for nothing." I stated.
"Right. Look telling people about…you, that was an accident I swear." She said, but I grinned. She did cover her mouth after she said it so it was believable.
"Who told you anyway?" I asked.
"Finn." She said.
"Did you tell Rory?" I asked.
"He knew before my outburst?"
"Yes, someone told him, but I don't know who." I told her.
"Who did you tell?" She asked me.
"I told Sam, Kurt, Quinn, and Joe." I told her. I knew Quinn has been where I am so it couldn't be her. Sam, being my best friend wouldn't betray me, Kurt is my brother and being the first person I ever trusted, he wouldn't tell anyone. That only left Joe. Of course, it had to be him. Joe and Rory were best friends it had to be him. Now I regret ever telling him. "It had to be Joe."
"Why did you tell Joe before your own boyfriend?" I why did I say Joe?
"Joe and I have known each other. We go to the same church, so I felt okay with telling him since we have history."
"Do you have feelings for him?" She asks me then and I shake my head.
"No. Never." I said. Joe and I knew each other from church but we weren't really friends. Just fellow Christians. "I love Rory"
"Well maybe he just felt guilty hiding that truth from his best friend." Rachel suggested and I nodded. Thank god she bought it.
So this was kind of a filler I guess. More will probably happen next chapter.
So Rory knows about the baby and is sticking by Ally completely even though he doesn't know everything. Rachel and Ally had a little feud, but it looks like its ending. Also, Joe still is dealing with his feelings for Ally.
Songs: This Is Your Song (Damian McGinty), This Time (Celine Dion), & That Should Be Me (Justin Bieber)
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