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"Shinya?" a soft man touched his shoulder as he gazed off into the distance.

"yea?" he said snapping back into reality. Eri felt bad. She knew that sasayamas death had affected him terribly, but now she saw exactly how bad it had affected him. She felt bad for being so selfish and not supporting him. She did try, but, she thought she didn't do enough. She saw how quiet kogami became. When she saw the many pictures of cases he had pinned on his wall trying to catch Makishima, she knew that he had fully submerged himself into finding Makishima.

"do you hate me?" eRI asked sweetly.

"what? Are you insane? Why would I hate you?" kogami asked puzzled. Why would she ever ask such a thing?

"I mean...I feel bad...I left... I left when you needed me the most. I went back home to the states and totally abandoned you-"

"Eri. Stop. I already told you." Eri looked away from kogami and stood up to walk away. Kogami saw and immediately grabbed her by her hand. "hey." Eri looked at him.

"what?"

"what's going on?" kogami was really concerned. Eri never got up to walk away from him. Eri started to cry.

"I feel responsible." she sobbed in her hands.

"for what?"

"if I stayed, regardless of what you told me, you wouldn't be chasing makishima. You wouldn't have to be a latent criminal. I was selfish only thinking if myself. I see how obsessed you are with finding this man and I understand why. He's a bad man. But...kogani...you don't want to just capture this man. You want him dead. It scares me and I feel solely responsible." kogami grabbed Eri and held her.

"I'm not obssessed, i...I can't live with myself knowing that this man is walking free. He killed my friend, he involved you and inspector tsunemori. I'm scared. It's fear. Fear of letting this man walk away and not get reprimanded for the crimes that he has committed. I can't live with myself knowing that this system can not judge him. Don't ever blame yourself. It was me. I was scared that you wouldn't feel the same for me after everything. I didn't want to cloud your hue. So I let you go. Trying to protect you."

"I know. Shinya. I would die for you." Kogami smiled.

"please stop crying. I hate it when you do that. You know?" kogami wiped a tear from eris eye. She understood. Kogami was afraid. What if makishima came back to hurt her to get to ko? Eri hugged kogami. She was scared of the future. Kogami had came over to eris apartment for the evening. Inspector tsunemori was covering him not being in the CID. Eri looked at kogami with big watery eyes. Her hands went to his belt. Kogami kissed Eri trying to comfort her. Eri finally unbundled his belt, but, kogami took her hands away.

"what?" Eri asked.

"let me shower. Ok? I had a long day." Eri sighed.

"Fine." Eri sat on the couch and watched as kogami walked down the hallway to her bathroom. She listened to the water turn on and waited awhile. She waited to make sure kogami wasn't going to come out and she made her way to her bathroom door. She took all of her clothing off outside the bathroom and slowly creeper into the marble walled room. The Jets from the shower were so loud, kogami didn't hear her come in. Eri slid the shower door open and stepped in wrapping her arms around the soak and wet kogami. He pushed water out of his eyes and laughed.

"you never give up, do you?" Eri smiled.

"when it comes to you, never " Kogami turned around to face his lover. She was naked. He figured she would wanted to join him. He took her face in his hands and kissed her. The two stood naked for awhile enjoying the taste of each others mouths. Kogami lifted Eri up and had her pinned against the wall. The two continued to kiss each other expressing the live they had for each other. While doing so, Kogami made his hand move towards Eriallias womanhood. He parted her lips slowly teasing her clit. Eri groaned. She was already wet. The water from the shower made her feel even wetter. Kogami slid a finger into her causing Eri to move her hips. She wanted him so bad. This was the first time that they had actually had sex since they broke up. Since everyone was injured within the past month, sex wasn't the smartest thing to engage in. Kogami added another finger into eri. Eri groaned. She missed him. She missed the feeling of him teasing her.

"eri." Kogami said while he moved his fingers in and out. He wanted to taste her. He knew eris favorite thing was oral. Her ceiling wasn't high enough for him to give it to her. He withdrew his fingers and eri whimpered at the loss of warmth. Kogami turned eri around so that way her rear was facing his front. Kogami was so hard that it was painful. He wanted her and he was going to give her every inch of him. The steamy water was still splashing on the two. Kogami leaned in to whisper in eris ear.

"tell me how bad you want me." he said biting her groaned. She was so wet her fluids were sliding down her legs. Her vagina was throbbing.

"badly." she replied. I want you badly please. Put it in kogami" Kogami locked eris neck and bent her over to get better access. He slowly parted her lips and inserted his huge member into her. It had been a while so eri was slightly in pain. It subsided quickly. Kogami groaned and soon enough began to rock back and forth into eri slowly. Eri pushed wet hair out of her face and moaned. Her insides felt so good kogami felt amazing. She missed this. He pleasures her so well eri could never picture herself with any other man. Even when she had slept with matt. It didn't feel this good. Eri came from kogami slow strokes.

"already? Eri?" Eri couldn't help it. She blushed slightly embarrassed. Kogami soon picked up his pace and soon enough started to slam into the dark skinned princess. Eri missed this feeling terribly. She couldn't believe the amount of pleasure she was receiving from kogamis thrust. It was amazing and the water from the shower was making it even better. Soon enough Eri started to grind back on kogami. This caused kogami to stop thrusting and he let Eri take control. He continued to hold onto her hips. God Eri was amazing. He thought. Soon enough kogami started to move in union with Eri and the pleasure became intense. Eri bit her lip at first, but, couldn't hold it anymore. She soon came pushing kogami out of her. She squirted. Kogami loved the sound she made when ever she came. It was such a beautiful sound to him. Eri was extremely hot and her legs were shaking. Kogami turned Eri around to face him and picked her up slightly and wrapped her legs around his waist. He soon started to pound roughly into her. Eri pushed wet hair from her face and looked at kogami. She kissed him.

Kogami couldn't take it anymore. He couldn't go all out in eris shower. He soon turned off the water and carried Eri out of the bathroom into her bedroom. They were still connected to each other. Kogami laid Eri on her bed not caring if they soaked the sheets. He withdrew himself causing Eri to look at him with a confused look. He opened eris legs. He wanted to taste her. All of her. Eri stopped him and made a suggestion.

"lay down." Eri demanded. Kogami didn't question the woman. He saw what she was doing.

"69?" Eri nodded as she placed her woman hood near his face and began to suck on his length. as kogami opened eris folds, he could see how enlarged her clit had become. He started to tease her opening then made his way to the swollen pink nub. He began to suck on it. That caused Eri to lose focus and stop her from pleasing shinya. She quickly placed him back in her mouth. Kogami inserted a finger into her and began to tease her. He watched as her muscles pulsate and contracted in her lower region. He soon started to suck on her swollen nub causing Eri to cm once more.

"Ahhh!" Eri screamed as she released her juices all over him. He gladly locked them all. Eri hated that she was so sensitive down there. Maybe kogami just knew how to please her right. Kogami flipped Eri om her back and spread her legs. Eris hair was soaked and her face was flushed. Kogami face was red and his hair was wet as well. He pushed his hair back and placed himself back into eri. Eri smiled at the feeling. Kogami leaned over eri and was now looking at her deep in her bright brown eyes. He loved being so close to her. He also was able to get deeper access to her. Eri wrapped her legs around his waist allowing him further access.

"harder." Eri moaned as she dug her nails into kogami s back as he did so. She was in heaven. He was amazing. She came again all over kogami causing kogami to feel and unbelievable surge of pleasure. He placed his hands in her hair and grabbed it while he continued to thrust into her. He kissed her while doing so. Soon enough kogami picked up his pace. Eri was on such a pleasure high, she didn't realize what kogami was about to do. Kogami was holding onto his orgasm. he wanted to cum with eri. He was going to make sure he did it. He moved his hips in a circular motion. Eri bit into his shoulder. He continued to do that while he continued to thrust and that sent eri overboard.

"I cant! I'm going to!-" Eri yelled.

"me too." Kogami groaned into her hair. His pace became extremely fast and he kissed eri deeply. He held onto her leg as it was starting to shake and it wasn't long until she came all over him and he released his seed into her. The two laid in their postion for a while trying to catch their breaths. The water from the shower made everything a little cooler. Kogami kissed eri. She wrapped her hands in his dark hair staring into his blue eyes. She felt something flowing out of her. Her eyes widened.

"No!" she yelled.

"what's wrong?" Kogami asked while kissing her kneck.

"I'm not kn the pill anymore!" Eri forgot. How could she be so orresponsible. Kogami kissed her cheek.

"do you have the morning after pill?" he knew he should of asked her if she was still on it.

"I think. I'm not sure." Eri was just mad with herself she got so wrapped in her lust. What if she got pregnant?

Kogami wouldn't mind kids, but eri had just started her career and not to mention he was a latent criminal and it wasn't allowed. He wasn't even allowed to marry.

"don't worry. Everything will be ok. I promise. " Kogami always made eri feel sure of everything. Soon enough, kogami fell asleep. Eri went to the bathroom to clean herself up. Luckily she had a few morning after pills I'm her cabinet. She took the pulls and went back to bed joining her shunya. Little did she know, those were the final days she was going to spend with him.

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