A/n: hey well here is the next chapter, it's going to be more interesting from here on out I guess ^^

Still thanks to my wonderful beta httydfreakforever

Disclaimer: still own nothing from Bleach

Chapter 4: The past.

"No, never! I'm not going to squad 4 or see this damn human Orihime only because of a broken ankle! You can't force

me!"

"Soi, stop fighting. If you don't want to go to Orihime then I will take you to Unohana-san. She will fix your leg in no time. And besides, you can't train with a broken ankle."

Yoruichi ignored the fact that Soi Fon was biting her in the back while she dragged her to the Squad 4. Right as Soi Fon was coming out of the bathroom after a shower Yoruichi came and put Soi over her shoulders to take her somewhere to get medical treatment.

"I trained with even worse injures before, I can train without any problem."

Soi Fon bit harder to escape Yoruichi. It was definitely not normal for her to harm her Goddess, but this was a special case, and in the end it didn't bother Yoruichi at all.

"Well if you don't stop biting and don't let your leg heal then I won't train with you anymore."

She got Soi Fon's weak spot and the biting instantly stopped.

"Ahhh Yoruichi-sa..."

"And if you don't stop calling me 'sama' then I won't teach you either."

"Hmpf, fine, Yoruichi -sa..."

"Fine, what?"

"Fine Yoruichi."

"That's a good girl."

Soi Fon rolled her eyes.

Suddenly Yoruichi stopped in front of Squad 4, not knowing where to go now. Should she just go to the treating rooms or directly to the Captains office? Yoruichi wanted only the best treatment for her little bee, but if she dragged her to Captain Unohana's office, Soi Fon would possibly hate her for this. On the other hand, there was a way to reach the office without running in to anybody else, and that may be in Soi Fon's favor.

Yoruichi decided to take a 3rd Possibility and go another way to the Office of the Captain, and not bother if someone sees them, which means Yoruichi made sure everybody in Squad 4 would see them. Only to tease Soi Fon a little bit.

"Hey Yoruichi were are you going?"

"I thought we could visit some hurt members of your Squad first."

Yoruichi explained with a smile on her lips.

"What? No, wait, but they are in the main house! There are a lot of people, and I never visit them anyway. Yoruichi stop please! Yoruichiiiiii!"

But the goddess of flash didn't think of stopping.

"Captain? I'm sorry for coming at such a late time, but I have someone who needs medical treatment. And I would like to entrust her to you, if you don't mind."

The shoji door opened in front of the tanned woman and the Captain of the 4th Division stood in front of her having a gentle smile on her lips.

"Ohh, Yoruichi-san, what a nice surprise. It's been a long time since we last saw each other. Oh, and good evening Captain Soi Fon."

Unohana greeted the woman who still laid over Yoruichi's shoulder. The Captain felt Soi Fon's weak spiritual pressure, but she also knew that she wasn't in any dangerous condition. Still she let the two of them step into the office, and agreed to take care of the raven-haired woman. Not just out of kindness, but also because she saw a chance to talk with the other Captain.

"Yoruichi-san. Would you please leave us alone for a while? I could concentrate much better, and this means I will be finished much faster."

The tanned woman knew that the Captain was up to something and so she left the room without complaining.

"Could you please lay dawn? I would like to take a look at your inner Organs first. With such a low level of spiritual pressure like you have, you weren't able to protect your body right, so the Organs could be worse than we think."

Soi Fon does as the Captain said, and laid dawn. The Captain started with the treatment.

"The Organs are okay, but half of your ribs are broken. It must have been painful to be carried like you were."

"I'm not the person who gives a damn about such little pain, and by the way, to come here was a far greater pain in the ass."

Soi Fon was back in her cruel ignorant ego like always when she dealt with someone other than Yoruichi herself.

"I know your not the one to visit Squad 4, it's actually been a long time since you were here last. Wasn't it that night?"

The thin woman jolted at the thought of that night.

"Speaking of it, could you please take off you clothes, I would like to check the scar."

"I would prefer not to."

"I understand but it would be nice if you could do it."

It seemed to be a request, but Unohana used her creepy gaze to force Soi Fon to do it. She really had a scary side that got people to do what she asked for.

"Alright, alright, I will do it." Soi Fon undressed her upper body and laid back.

The Medical Shinigami leaned over to look at the huge scar.

"It's not better. Hmm, I remember that night it was really bad, and I think I remember you were in a lot of pain back then," she said to make a comment to Soi Fon's earlier statement about pain.

"That was something totally different. I was nearly cut in two pieces."

"That's true… Does this still hurt?"

Unohana pressed on a part of the scare which was next to the belly batten.

Soi Fon tensed all her muscles and screamed in pain.

"Strange, after such a long time... But it's not that surprising after all it's from a Hollow. Have you been to the department of research? I'm sure Captain Kurotsuchi could find a way to eliminate the pain or with some luck the scar itself."

Soi Fon closed her eyes trying to calm her self down. It really pissed her of to talk about this, but she preferred not to anger the other Captain, with a aggressive comment.

"Don't take this the wrong way, but I would rater die then let him use me as a test subject."

Unohana smiled, a little amused.

"Maybe that's a wise decision. Anyway, there is not much I can do for you, I could offer you to come by from time to time, maybe I could fix it if I had enough time. But I'm pretty sure you will refuse."

"Your right, I have no time for such things."

Some minutes passed and nobody said anything. The Captain still worked at the huge scar, which went from her left collarbone down to her right leg. Soi didn't know what Unohana was doing but she didn't really care as long as she wouldn't talk about the scare anymore.

"Captain Soi Fon, did you already tell Yoruichi-san?"

Finally, Captain Unohana had asked what she had wanted to ask the whole time. And she knew the young Captain wouldn't be happy about her indiscreet question, but she didn't expect Soi Fon's to answer on such a rude way.

"Since when is that part of your business?"

Now the medical Shinigami lost her politeness like she never had before. She grabbed Soi Fon's throat and pushed her on the table. The thin woman was shocked by such behavior. 'how dare she attack me?' Soi Fon thought, but didn't defend herself as she looked at the angry face of Captain Unohana. It forced her to accept the rude treatment and listen to Unohana's words.

"It's part of my business because you risked you life in a stupid fight and I had to sew you together and save your God damn life. And after that, risking my position as a Captain to hush up the whole incident, even after you got your post as Captain! You know that it was my duty to tell the Commander about this, and about your mental state, but I didn't!"

"I n...never asked you to save me!"

It was quit hard to speak as long as Unohana held Soi Fon's neck down. But somehow she forced this few words out of her mouht, knowing that Unohana easily could crush neck if she got angrier and strengthen her grip any further. But Soi Fon was lucky, her words were so week that the usually nice and calm Captain realized what she was doing. She let go of Soi and stepped back. It was definitely not like her to lose control, those times were long gone, but Soi Fon's story made it difficult for her to keep her self-control. She felt sorry for the thin girl, knowing exactly what she was going through, but mainly she was angry at the ungratefulness of Soi Fon, even if she understood the reasons it made her angry considering the risks she took to protect the other woman.

"Yoruichi would have killed herself if you had died, and she is just a to close friend to let that happen to her, so I had to save you. But whatever the reasons were, aren't you happy to be alive now? She finally came back, the woman you desired your whole life, came back only for you, and you're still not happy to be alive? Why don't you just end you life right now?"

Unohaha knew it was wrong to attack her like this, she knew it was wrong to say she saved her only for Yoruichi and she knew Soi Fon was grateful to be a life, but she couldn't help herself and spoke before thinking. Thankfully, in the end, it still seemed to work.

"It's not like that..."

Now Soi Fon was ashamed that she acted so ignorant.

"I'm really happy that I'm still alive. And I'm grateful you helped me back then... But it's just so painful... And I don't know how to explain this to her. She will blame herself. I'm sorry if you misunderstood me."

The raven hared woman who had dressed herself before she spoke, was now suppressing tear.

The older woman laid a hand on her shoulder to comfort her, the anger she felt about Soi Fon's ignorant words already forgotten.

"I know. Let just fix your ankle, and then I'm pretty sure that time will fix everything else."

Her gentle smile was back and she started to fix the ankle. She preferred not to push the younger woman, she knew how hard it will be to tell Yoruichi the truth, but in the end, how could you ever explain such a thing without hurting the other person, when it really was their fault? And hurting Yoruichi was something that Soi Fon preferred not to do. But still, keeping it as a secret wouldn't help at all, it would be worse when it finally came out. Unohana knew that, so she hoped Soi Fon would find a chance soon to explain everything

"Unohana? Do you think Yoruichi is just playing?"

The Captain looked up, surprised about Soi Fon's question. She never talked with her much and definitely never about such things. The fact that she asks her now could only mean that Soi hasn't someone else to ask. Which was no wonder, Soi Fon never let someone come close to her, and because of that she doesn't have a single friend.

"Soi Fon, I really have no idea what she is up to, she was always hard to read, but what I know is that you are the most important person in her life. She would never play with you."

The younger woman just nodded, seeming relieved about Unohana words.

"That should do it."

Soi Fon was about to stand up as Unohana pushed her back, and walked over to the door to call Yoruichi.

She told her to carry Soi Fon home and that she should make sure, that Soi Fon will rest the next few days.

Yoruichi nodded and lifted the Young Captain into her arms. This time soft and lovely not like when she had dragged her to the 4th Squad

"It's so ridiculous, this is the 3th time today that you are carrying me around."

"Don't act like you don't like it."

"I don't!"

"Is that so? Then why do you press your head against my chest like a little baby?" Yoruichi laughed a little bit as she imagined her little bee as a baby.

"Oh don't get the wrong idea, I just like the sound of your heart beat." Soi Fon said as she crossed her arms in front of her chest.

"Oh, well, yeah now I'm pretty sure I won't get the wrong idea. I mean listening to my heartbeat is a pretty normal thing to do. Kisuke does that all the time."

Speaking of Urahara in front of Soi was a bad idea and Yoruichi knew that. But the face of Soi Fon was just priceless.

"Shut up Yoruichi. And don't speak of that man in front of my house."

Already at home, Yoruichi opened the door, entered the house and placed Soi Fon on the couch.

"Well if speaking of him close to your house is already such a big deal then you don't want to know what we did in here."

Honestly they never did anything else then playing cards and drinking sake in the living room. But the face of the raven-haired woman was still priceless.

"What do you mean? In the same bet I sleep in now?"

"Oh no, what do you think of us? We only did it on the couch." Yoruichi said knowing that Soi Fon misunderstood everything. In the end it was her goal to tease her bee.

Soi Fon jumped up from were she was sitting. She acted like such a teenager.

"Oh great!"

"Soi Fon I really don't know what the big deal is in playing cards with a friend."

Yoruichi decided to end this before it would end in a disaster, so she quickly stopped the teasing, after all she already had what she wanted, a hapless funny Soi Fon

With this sentence the Captain finally understood. And then proceeded to hit Yoruichi on top of her head.

"Yoruichi stop teasing me like that. I thought you had sex with that idiot!"

That tanned woman held her head in pain but started to laugh suddenly. Then she turned to Soi Fon and grabbed her chin with her left hand. She watched at her bee with a deep and intense stare.

"Ohh, little bee, why should I have sex with him? Don't you know that I'm not interested in men?"

She grinned at Soi and the Captain blushed like a tomato. Yoruichi knew that she will have something to laugh about, after having announced that all of a sudden.

"W...what do you mean with 'not interested in men'?"

"Well it's not like I never tried, but they are just not what I'm searching for. Honestly I was never really sure what I was searching for until..."

"Until what?"

Yoruichi suddenly backed away. 'Ohh damn what did I just do? What shall I say now? I can't answer this! Stupid stupid stupid!' She went to far, she only wanted to make her bee blush, not to talk about her true feelings. Now she was the one getting nervous instead of Soi Fon.

"Ehh, mpf, well you know, never mind."

And with that she turned away and walked out of the room. Or at least she tried, but she accidentally walked right into a wall.

"Yoruichi-sama are you okay?"

"Eh? Yes, everything is all right. I... I will go out again and make a quick visit by Kuukaku. Eh... you should go to bed. You know what Unohana said."

And this time Yoruichi found the door. Flew from the awkward situation she brought herself in to.

'Wow that was weird! Never saw her act so strangely before.' Soi Fon thought as she watched the women disappearing

"You did what? Oh damn that's so funny, oh you saved my day with this story!"

Kukaku spit her sake out and laughed hard as Yoruichi told her about earlier.

"Yeah yeah walking in to a wall is pretty funny."

"Yes it is!"

Kukaku was still laughing and slapped the table with her hands.

"But honestly Yoruichi, this isn't like you. Where is the playful and self-sure woman who gets all the girls. At least you had no problem laying me and I'm not even gay!"

Kukaku was sipping at her cup of sake and waiting for Yoruichi's answer.

"That's something total different. That was just sex, it's not like telling someone about your feelings. And by the way laying you isn't much of a challenge since you are always drunk, And this thing with you, I told you before not to talk about it!"

"Why not? It's not like I didn't liked it. I would do it again just for fun."

"Well then lets do it."

Yoruichi leaned over and used her sexy gaze. Paralyzing her best friend with golden eyes.

"Eh what? Didn't it feel like cheating on Soi? I mean you're not together with her, but, you know..."

"Come on Kukaku, I'm just joking."

Yoruichi shake her head not believing that Kukaku took her for real.

"Puhhf, I thought for a moment that you were really planning on doing this. I mean I would have understood if you had tried. At least you haven't had sex since you met her. And that's a long time."

"And then you thought I would lay my best friend just after I returned to her? Jeez, I really don't know why I'm talking with you about this."

"Because you pretty suck in love things. But well, did you ever thought about this: If your bad at talking about your feelings, why not doing something your good at? I'm pretty sure if you lay her she will get the massage."

"Kukaku, I want to make that clear that I don't force her to have sex with me only because I have a hard time expressing my feelings. And beside, I don't think it's really possible to do this anyway. I mean, I'm pretty sure she would pass out if I only undress her haori."

Yoruichi scratched her neck and thought back at the blushing Soi Fon as she told her about not liking men.

"Oh come on, this little one gets wet if she only sees you. This will be child play. I'm pretty sure she will be strong for you and not dare passing out, you only have to ask nicely."

Now Yoruichi got angry and hit the table with her fist. Hard enough to cause the cups to fall over. The loud sound made Kukaku jolt and look at her friend with a shocked expression.

"Don't dare talk about her like that! She isn't like that... I mean she isn't like me!" Yoruichi screamed at the firework queen, of course totally overreacting. That's why Kukaku didn't take her for real and continued teasing her.

"Oh you are such a protective one. Its so cute."

"Oh shut up already. I have to go now and make sure she is asleep. I can imaging that she is training somewhere."

Her friend pissed off Yoruichi, she didn't want someone talk about Soi Fon like that, even if she had her points. At least it was pretty obvious that Yoruichi was more then just a good friend to Soi Fon and probably wouldn't mind having sex with her. But still she is too innocent to think about her this way. Not like she didn't want to, it was more like she only could imagine it if she was together with her.

The door closed behind her as she left the house.

'wooow maybe I took this to fare'