Ally's POV
I haven't spoken to Rory since he told me that after the school year ends he has to go back to Ireland. I can't believe this is happening and honestly, I don't know if it has completely sunk in yet.
Rory has been the best thing to happen to me since—well, since Kurt's family adopted me—and I don't want to lose him. I already lost my entire bio family and I just gave up my son. I can't just can't lose my boyfriend too.
Stupid visa.
I have been hanging around Jamie more because every time I even see Rory—which is pretty much every time I use my phone because my lock screen is the picture of the two of us—I think about how we only have a few weeks left together. We have a Nationals and then that is pretty much it.
"Maybe there's a way—there has to be a way." Jamie started off by saying as we walked to the Choir room. I honestly didn't even feel like going there because I was so upset about this. I know it's kind of sad to be like this over a boy, but it'd be easier to understand if you've lost as many people as I have.
"Unless Rory can get a visa, there isn't a way." I replied, but I liked that he was trying. "Thanks for trying."
"Hey, doesn't mean you two will have to break up." Jamie then said.
"As much as I want to believe that, long distant relationship pretty much never work out." I said. "And it's enough that Isabelle is probably going to try and get him back, there will be other girls—Irish girls and there would be boys here too, even though I don't think there is anyone else for me."
"Don't think like that—it's depressing." Jamie said and I grinned. "I mean you guys have a few weeks left, right? A month and a half until school is over. That's like 40-50 days or something. Sorry I suck at math."
"I think it'd be easier to end it now. It gives us time to get use to the fact we won't be able to date anymore." I stated and I walked away and into the choir room before he could argue. Rory then walked in and I looked away from him.
Then Mr. Shue came in and wrote TV & Movies on the board. "The assignment for this week, I want you guys to sing songs that are either from or featured in a movie or TV show." I had a lot of ideas for that, most of them were movies songs though.
"I have a song, I'd like to sing." Rory said and stood up in the front of the choir room. The music started and he looked at me—oh damn, I love this song.
You make it look like it's magic
'cause I see nobody, nobody but you, you, you
I'm never confused
Hey, hey
I'm so used to being used
So I love when you call unexpected
'cause I hate when the moment's expected
So I'ma care for you, you, you
I'ma care for you, you, you, you, yeah
'cause girl you're perfect
You're always worth it
And you deserve it
The way you work it
'cause girl you earned it, yeah
Girl you earned it, yeah
On that lonely night (lonely night)
You said it wouldn't be love
But we felt the rush (felt the love)
It made us believe it there was only us (only us)
Convinced we were broken inside, yeah
Inside, yeah
'cause girl you're perfect (girl you're perfect)
You're always worth it (you're always worth it)
And you deserve it (and you deserve it)
The way you work it (the way you work it)
'cause girl you earned it (girl you earned it, yeah)
Girl you earned it (you earned it, yeah)
Nana nana
So girl you're worth it
The way you work it
You deserve it
I can tell you
Everyone applauded, including myself. Damn, that was freaking hot and I just want to jump into his arms and kiss him. But no, I can't. I have to get used to the fact that he is going to gone next year.
"That was great, Rory." Mr. Shue praised. Great? That was hot.
"I have an announcement." Rory said. "Some of you know this, but for those who don't, at the end of the year, I have to return to Ireland."
"What? Why?" Tina asked.
"I requested my visa be extended, but they denied it. I don't know why." Rory told her.
"Dude, that totally sucks." Finn said. "We need to fight this."
"There's nothing we can do, Finn." Rory said. "But I'm hoping that maybe somehow I can be able to come back here next year—maybe after the first half of the year?"
Then everyone looked at me, probably wondering how I was taking the news. I got up and then left the choir room. I really hate this visa thing.
I hung out in the dance room for most of the day. I just wanted to be left alone, but later both Jamie and Sam came in—they knew me so well.
"Hey." I said.
"Hey, you okay?" Sam asked and I nodded. But I turned to Sam and I knew he didn't believe, nor did Jamie. I then shook my head. "Jamie filled me in and I think you're making a mistake."
"It's his visa."
"I mean about breaking up." Sam cleared up.
"Long distant relationships don't work out and I don't want to be one of those couples that try and try and then break up because they cheat or it gets too hard." I said.
"I get that, but you don't need to break up now. You guys still have almost two months left. Why break up now when you could enjoy that time together?" Sam questioned.
"It'll give us time to accept the fact and get used to us not being together." I explained.
"Don't take this the wrong way, but it sounds like bull." Jamie said and I glared at him. "Sorry, but it doesn't matter. When he actually leaves, you are going to be angry and upset that he's gone and also at yourself for not spending those last few weeks together. It'll be harder." That was actually pretty smart, but I don't know if I can stand the fact with being with him, knowing that he'll be gone.
"Please stop avoiding me." We all turned around at hearing the sound of Rory's voice. "Ally, I love you and this kills me as much as it is hurting you too. I love you and I don't want to be apart from you. But please don't act like we're already apart. Please, stay with me until I have to go."
The next thing I knew Sam was playing the guitar. I love this song.
[Ally]
Wait a minute before you tell me anything
How was your day?
'Cause I been missing
You by my side, yeah
Did I awake you out of your dream?
I'm sorry but I couldn't sleep
You calm me down
There's something about the sound of your voice
[Rory]
I, I, I, I never, never, never
As far away as it may seem no never
Soon we'll be together
We'll pick up right where we left off
Paris, London, Tokyo
It's just one thing that I gotta do
Hello, tuck you in every night on the phone
Hello, tuck you in every night
[Ally & Rory]
And I can hardly take another goodbye
Baby, won't be long
You're the one that I'm waiting on
Hello, tuck you in every night on the phone, woah
I'll be thinking about you worldwide, worldwide, worldwide
I'll be thinking about you worldwide, worldwide, worldwide
I'll be thinking about you
[Rory]
Whoa, wherever the wind blows me
You're still the one and only girl on my mind
[Ally (Rory)]
No, there ain't no one better
(Worldwide)
So always remember
(Worldwide)
Always remember, girl, you're mine
[Ally]
Paris, London, Tokyo
It's just one thing that I gotta do
Hello, tuck you in every night on the phone
Hello, tuck you in every night
[Ally & Rory]
And I can hardly take another goodbye
Baby, won't be long
You're the one that I'm waiting on
Hello, tuck you in every night on the phone, woah
I'll be thinking about you worldwide, worldwide, worldwide
I'll be thinking about you worldwide, worldwide, worldwide
I'll be thinking about you
[Ally]
Worldwide
Yes, I may meet a million boys
That know my name
But don't you worry
'Cause you have my heart
A few tears fell from my eyes and I left the room. Then Rory came out after me.
"Ally, please." Rory begged.
"Why does everyone I love get taken from me?" I cried. "I try not to get attached to people because one day I'll wake up and they'll be gone. My parents, my sister, my adoptive mom, and now my boyfriend. Why does everyone I love get taken from me!?" He then pulled me into his arms and kissed me.
"We have time together. I'm leaving yet and even when I do, we can still be together. We can call and text and videochat and do whatever we can to see and hear each other as much as possible." Rory said, as if it would last. Something would happen, it always does. "I know you're thinking we'll be like all those other failed long distant relationship couples, but we're not like any couple. Ally, you and me, we're special and we belong together. We can fight those odds and when and I mean when I come back, we'll still be together. I love you Ally and I know you love me, so please…I know we can do this."
"I love you so much." I said. "I don't want to lose you."
"You won't." Rory said and kissed me again. "So what do you say?"
"I love you and I'm never letting you go." I said. "I'm sorry, I have been so stupid, I'm just terrified of losing you—don't want to lose you."
"And I don't want to go, but I promise, we will get passed this. We aren't like most couples, Ally. We'll survive." Rory said and we kissed again. I really hoped he was right.
[Ally]
Every night in my dreams
I see you, I feel you
That is how I know you go on
Far across the distance
And spaces between us
You have come to show you go on
Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on
Love can touch us one time
And last for a lifetime
And never let go till we're gone
Love was when I loved you
One true time I hold to
In my life we'll always go on
Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on
You're here, there's nothing I fear
And I know that my heart will go on
We'll stay forever this way
You are safe in my heart
And my heart will go on and on.
The next day, Rory and I were in the choir room. We had one song we really wanted to sing.
[Rory]
These days
Well, they're looking up
We got so much to say
[Ally]
We got someone to love
We got good friends
They're so good to us
And haters can hate
[Rory]
And fakers can front
So we try to live
Like it's all we've got
[Ally]
Cause for all we know
[Ally & Rory]
This could be the last night of our lives
Gonna chase down our every desire
We blaze the night
With all we've been waiting for
All this time
Reaches such great heights
Gives us just one perfect night
To say "oh, what a beautiful life"
"Oh, what a beautiful life"
[Ally]
And fakers can front
So we try to live
Like it's all we've got
[Rory]
Cause for all we know
[Ally & Rory]
This could be the last night of our lives
Gonna chase down our every desire
We blaze the night
With all we've been waiting for
All this time
Reaches such great heights
Gives us just one perfect night
To say "oh, what a beautiful life"
"Oh, what a beautiful life"
[Ally]
Oh, what a beautiful life
Very short chapter, but I tried my best. :) So Rory and Ally will remain together, even when he leaves. Do you think Rory is right and they will make it? One more chapter left! :)
Songs: Earned It (from 50 Shades of Grey), Worldwide (from Big Time Rush), My Heart Will Go On (from the Titanic), & Beautiful Day (from American Idol). (Artists: The Weekend, BTR, Celine Dion, & Nick Fradiani)
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