Notes:
And here we bring the rating up. So...yeah.
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Chapter Twenty
"It has to be something fun and upbeat," Kurt said into his phone.
He was on his back in the middle of his bedroom floor and his phone was pressed to his ear.
"Yes," Blaine, "nothing sad. Um, how about Taylor Swift? She has some good stuff."
Kurt could think of a number of her songs that work well for them, but he just didn't know if it would be a right fit. The whole thing had gone just as he had planned. He had made Mercedes help him figure out how hard to spin the wheel to be able to get Blaine, but even then he'd been forced to make sure that it did land on Blaine.
"Or we could do Betty Who," Blaine said.
"That sounds like an idea," Kurt said and he sat up and then stood up, walking to his bed where his laptop was still open, "I'm going to look through YouTube."
"Sure."
When he heard the song, Kurt knew it was the one he wanted to do, but he wasn't sure if Blaine would go along with it or think that it was too close to home.
Blaine spoke before he could say anything.
"That sounds good," Blaine said, "catchy. I like it. Let's do that one. What's it called?"
"Somebody Loves You," Kurt said and he braced himself for Blaine to backtrack but it didn't come, instead he suddenly heard the song playing from Blaine's.
"Yeah, no, it's perfect," Blaine said, "this is the one. When do you want to practice it? We have until Friday so just a couple of days."
Kurt didn't have any plans. He and Sebastian had gone to see Sebastian's grandfather earlier in the day, but Sebastian had left to go do homework and complete everything he needed to get done for his classes.
"I'm free now, if you don't have anything going on," Kurt said.
"I'll be over in about an hour?" Blaine said, "just have to get a couple of things done."
"Sure. See you in a bit."
When Blaine arrived a little over an hour later, Kurt had cleaned up his room and changed his clothes twice. He opened the door, reminiscent of times past and let Blaine engulf him in a hug.
"Come on," Kurt said, "my dad heard you were coming and demanded he get to see you, so you'll have to deal with that first."
Blaine laughed, but he followed Kurt to the living room and Kurt watched his dad hug Blaine.
"Good to see you around again, kid," he said.
"You too," Blaine said.
"And you better not stay away from now on, alright."
They went up to his room and it was all familiar. It was the two of them listening to the song, figuring out what parts they wanted to sing, and just hanging out.
"I've missed this," Blaine said.
"Me too," Kurt said.
It had always been easy to be around Blaine, and if he didn't think too hard about things like Karofksy or even Sebastian, he could imagine that things were back to normal.
"So, Rachel took it really well today," Blaine said after they finished splitting the song between them, "but I did see the look she gave you when you switched lessons on her."
"It's Rachel," Kurt said, "she doesn't really work well with others."
Blaine laughed.
"You know, when she went to New York for that audition she pretty much just made sure Mercedes would stick around so I wouldn't be making any decisions on my own. Mercedes didn't say anything but I knew it was what she was doing. Granted, with her it was a lot easier."
"But Rachel might go back to New York if she gets that role," Blaine said.
Kurt nodded. He wanted Rachel to be successful. She was one of his best friends and Kurt wanted nothing more than for her to get everything she wanted but that didn't mean that he wasn't aware of how monumentally she had screwed up.
"I don't think she believes she'll actually get it," Kurt said, "but who knows."
Blaine nodded. "It's where she belongs."
"It's where we all belong," Kurt said and he was glad when Blaine nodded in agreement.
They practiced the song until his dad showed up at his door. "You guys sound great and everything, but would you be interested in dinner?"
"I should probably go," Blaine said.
"You don't have to," Kurt said quickly.
"More than welcome to stay," Burt added.
Blaine stood up. "Dave might be expecting me," he said, "I think we have the song down, Kurt, see you at the party."
Kurt watched him leave the room and then heard the door open and close.
"I'm sorry if that had anything to do with me," his dad said.
"No, I think it's more to do with him," Kurt said.
Kurt hadn't known what to make of what Blaine said earlier in the hallway after he made sure that the wheel spun to Blaine's name. How he'd asked Kurt to make sure Karofsky didn't find out they were singing together. The whole exchange had been a little strange and Kurt was sure that Blaine had noticed how Kurt cheated by making sure that it didn't land on Artie and yet he'd gone and thrown Karofksy's name in as if to remind Kurt that he had a boyfriend.
"Well, come eat anyway," his dad said.
Kurt nodded and he followed his dad down the stairs and to the kitchen.
It was nice to have family dinners again even if Kurt was always reminded of how one person in their family was missing. He didn't try to think about Finn too often, but there were plenty of things that reminded him of his step-brother.
"Blaine was in a hurry," Carole said when Kurt sat down at the table.
"I guess," Kurt said, "I think he lost track of time."
"That song you were singing sounded good."
Kurt nodded. He was still a little surprised that it was the song Blaine had decided would be alright for them to sing. They hadn't actually managed to sing all of it together, instead taking the time to work on their individual bits, but Kurt had already gotten lost to watching Blaine as he sung and he didn't know how a full performance might go.
"We're singing it at the party to say goodbye to Rachel's house," Kurt said, "her dad sold it finally."
"What is he going to do now?" Burt asked.
"I think Rachel said he rented an apartment for the two of them for the time being."
They continued with small talk, Kurt talking about teaching and the thesis paper he was working on for NYADA about his experiences during his work study.
"This is different," Kurt said.
Sebastian sat down across from him and he grinned. "Well, there's only so much Breadstix that we can eat before we get really sick of that place."
Kurt grinned at him. "I'm not complaining."
It was technically their first date, or at least the first time that they were going out together without any of Kurt's friends tagging along and he hadn't wanted it to be like all the other times that they went out to eat. Sebastian had even called his mom to ask for a recommendation and then ignored her when she asked him if it was for Kurt.
"I don't have any idea what to order," Kurt said, peering at the menu, "it all sounds so good."
Sebastian watched him as he went through the menu. He couldn't believe that he had ever hated Kurt, and that he hadn't been able to see everything that Kurt could be.
"I don't even want to look at the desserts," Kurt said and looked up, "what?"
"What?" Sebastian asked.
"Just, you were staring at me," Kurt said.
"Just thinking, I guess," Sebastian said and he could tell that Kurt wanted to press, but luckily for him their waitress appeared.
Sebastian ordered them wine, and after taking a glance at the menu a shrimp appetizer. Kurt got lost looking through the menu again, and Sebastian kept his eyes on his own.
When she returned with their wine, they both ordered their entrees. Sebastian felt a little awkward. He had supposed that taking Kurt out for dinner wouldn't be that much different than any of the other times they'd gone out, but the knowledge that it was actually a date was throwing him. He didn't do dates, partially because he had always been more interested in getting off, but also because he had never met anyone that he could consider actually bothering to date.
"Hey," Kurt said, "you're really losing yourself in your head today. Are you alright?"
"Fine, fine," Sebastian said and he focused on Kurt again, reminding himself that it was Kurt.
Kurt frowned at him. "Is it because we're on a date? Because you know I didn't expect you to do this right? I like spending time with you and this is just like any other time we're together. Don't over think it."
Sebastian nodded. "Okay," he said, "I can do that."
"Good," Kurt said, "because I'm starting to miss your innuendos and it's making me a little concerned."
Sebastian laughed. "You know, I've always wanted to give someone a blow job in public," he said and tried to keep his face as straight as possible.
Kurt stared at him mouth open and eyes wide.
Sebastian lifted his leg to rub his foot against Kurt's leg and Kurt let out a squeak.
"I want nervous Sebastian back," Kurt said.
"No you don't," Sebastian said and smirked. He leaned closer across the table, "I know you like this side of me. I have it on good authority that you are just as sex obsessed as any guy."
Kurt gasped. "And who told you that?"
"A certain Elliott Gilbert," Sebastian said.
"I really regret introducing the two of you," Kurt muttered.
"I also know you haven't had any in months, and that was something you told me yourself."
Kurt turned a cute shade of pink, but Sebastian could tell that he wasn't angry and the best part was knowing that all the nerves from before were gone. It was him and Kurt and there was nothing that Sebastian had to hide from Kurt. There had always been something of a strange idea in his head when it came to dating about how he would have to change himself and be something else entirely. He'd convinced himself that he would need to play a part, be charming and polite and leave everything else behind.
"What did Elliott even tell you?" Kurt asked.
The waitress set down their appetizer and Sebastian turned for a moment to thank her before he turned back to Kurt.
"Just about a fight you and Blaine had," Sebastian said.
He didn't really know how appropriate it was to bring Blaine up, but Sebastian also didn't want to just ignore everything to do with him.
"We had so many fights I can't even remember," Kurt said and Sebastian watched him as he plucked one of the shrimp with his fingers.
Sebastian shrugged his shoulders. "He just told me that you were mad at Blaine when you'd gone only a week without sex or something."
"Oh," Kurt said and he brought the shrimp to his lips, and after he'd chewed it, Sebastian watched him lick his fingers clean of the garlic.
"What?" Kurt asked.
Sebastian shook his head.
When they were leaving the restaurant an hour or so later, Sebastian only felt a little buzzed from the wine, and he felt like their date had been a success. He walked out holding Kurt's hand and he couldn't help but feel like everything was right with the world.
"I really like you," Sebastian said as they approached his car, "I don't know if I've said it before but you're so amazing and hot and sexy and I like you, Kurt Hummel."
Kurt giggled and stepped closer to him, dropping his hand to wrap an arm around his waist instead.
"Well," he said, "I like you too, but you know that."
Kurt let go of him and walked around to the other side of the car, and Sebastian took a moment to take a deep breath before he got into the car as well.
"My house?" he asked.
"Yeah," Kurt nodded.
When they got there, Sebastian could tell that something was different. Kurt looked slightly nervous and Sebastian for his part wasn't sure what the night would bring.
"Come on," he said and grabbed Kurt's hand, "I have a surprise for you."
"Oh, really?" Kurt asked.
Sebastian couldn't gage what Kurt was thinking, but he knew that it was new territory for both of them.
He took Kurt to the kitchen and was happy when Kurt looked surprised. He let go of Kurt's hand and opened the fridge and brought out the cheesecake he'd bought specifically for Kurt.
"Oh," Kurt said and let out a small laugh, "I thought—"
Sebastian bit down on his lip and glanced first at Kurt and then at the floor. "Well I don't want to presume."
Kurt took the cheesecake from his hands and set it down on the table, eyes never leaving Sebastian as he moved closer, "I keep learning how much you aren't at all what I expected," he said right before he pressed himself against Sebastian, kissing him hard and still moving forward until Sebastian felt the fridge door behind him.
He kissed Kurt back, but Kurt was in control, and Sebastian couldn't help but whine into his mouth and pull him even closer, his hands on Kurt's back, clutching at his shirt, as Kurt pulled at his lower lip with his teeth before diving back in. When he pulled away, his eyes opened slowly and it took Sebastian only seconds to push forward and connect their lips again.
Kurt's hands were in his hair, and Sebastian could feel Kurt tugging gently at his hair and Sebastian groaned, and he tore his lips away from Kurt's to kiss down his jaw. Kurt was whimpering and his head was thrown back and Sebastian pushed away from the fridge, moving Kurt back until he had him against the counter. Sebastian buried sucked at the skin on Kurt's neck, letting his teeth run over it without biting.
"Seb," Kurt said and Sebastian groaned.
He was uncomfortably hard in his jeans but he didn't even care and when he pressed himself even closer to Kurt he could tell that Kurt was too.
Kurt pulled him back into a kiss, and Sebastian ground into him. Kurt moaned against his lips and pulled back. Sebastian met his eyes and he knew that there was a question there. Kurt nodded.
"My room?" Sebastian asked before pressing more kisses against Kurt's neck because the little breathless moans that Kurt let out when he kissed him there were amazing.
"Kurt?"
"Hmm," Kurt said, and his arms encircled Sebastian's waist, "your room. Yes."
Sebastian laughed and he leaned down to kiss him again, trying hard not to get carried away.
"Come on," he whispered, "let's go."
He got out of Kurt's embrace, grabbing his hand and pulling him out of the kitchen and towards the stairs. Kurt giggled, and his hands found Sebastian's waist again as they were climbing the stairs and it took everything in Sebastian to not turn around and ravish Kurt right there on the stairs.
Somehow they made it to his room, stumbling inside and Kurt made fast work of getting his own shirt and undershirt off, dropping it into a chair and eyes never leaving Sebastian as he stepped out of his shoes shimmied his way out of his pants. Sebastian for his part was transfixed in watching him, especially once he realized that Kurt had not been wearing any underwear.
He was in awe. Kurt was amazing and all he could do was try and take all of him in from his porcelain skin and his toned chest, down to his cock which was just there hard and pink and pretty which Sebastian knew was not the word he wanted to use to describe it but it was the only thing that he could think of.
"Seb?" Kurt asked, his face tinged with a pink that travelled down his neck onto his chest.
Sebastian moved forward, crashing his lips against Kurt in a chaste kiss before he was tugging at his own shirt and discarding it quickly. Kurt in the meanwhile had reached for Sebastian's pants. Sebastian helped him tug them down and then he kicked them off, pressing himself against Kurt and groaning when their bodies came into contact.
Kurt pulled him towards the bed and they fell together with tangled limbs.
"Can I take those off?" Kurt asked.
Sebastian nodded and he felt Kurt's fingers tugging his underwear down. He helped and fell onto his back as Kurt threw it aside and Sebastian couldn't help but smirk when Kurt's eyes took him in.
He licked his lips and sat up, reaching for Kurt who fell into him. They both groaned as they kissed again and Sebastian ground up, his cock coming into contact with Kurt's thigh and Kurt rutted into him, their cocks suddenly coming into contact.
"Oh god," Kurt said breathily and Sebastian could only moan before reaching between them.
"Can I suck you?" Sebastian whispered as his hand closed around Kurt.
Kurt groaned, but nodded. "Yes. I'm not going to – last."
Sebastian rolled them over, and Kurt scrambled back towards the head of the bed. Sebastian crawled towards him, fitting himself between Kurt's legs so he could kiss him first. He trailed his lips down Kurt's neck and chest, a straight line down to neat wiry hair and Kurt's cock. He grasped it in his hand first, eyes looking up to Kurt's face which was thrown back.
It was always the best part, seeing someone fall apart at his touch, and when he stuck his tongue out to lick up Kurt's shaft, Sebastian felt Kurt's moan thrum through his body, and then he took the head into his mouth, his tongue licking around it and Kurt's hands were in his hair again.
"Oh, Bas. So good. So good."
Sebastian relaxed his mouth and he took more of Kurt in before he pulled back completely, lips kissing at the head before he mouthed down the shaft and up again before he took Kurt back into his mouth. Kurt's hands were buried in his hair, tugging and caressing and his nails scratching just hard enough that it sent shivers down Sebastian's spine.
"I'm – I'm close," Kurt gasped.
Sebastian kept going, taking more of Kurt's cock in. He was rutting against the mattress, rubbing into the bed spread for any friction and feeling surprisingly close to coming as well. With one hand he reached down and he tugged at his own cock, hand twisting as it went up and when he felt the splash of Kurt's come in his mouth he felt like he too would orgasm soon.
He pulled back and Kurt's cock, spent and limp fell from his mouth, leaving a trail of white come on his chin.
Kurt's hands were still in his hair and he pulled him up by the neck and Sebastian almost came when Kurt licked his chin and pressed his lips against his in a hard kiss that they both pulled away from panting.
Kurt's hand tugged his own off of his cock, and Sebastian moaned and whimpered when Kurt's hand twisted over the head of his cock and he came at the second sweep of his hand. His head fell into the crook of Kurt's neck. He felt sticky and sweaty, but he didn't want to move and after Kurt had wiped his hand on a tissue pulled from his bedside table, Kurt's arms came around him. Kurt shifted his legs into a better position, but he pulled Sebastian close and all of Sebastian felt warm and happy. He was content in a way that sex had never made him feel.
He felt Kurt kiss the top of his head and he leaned back to he could look at him and the warm smile that Kurt had for him, with his hooded eyes and his messy hair made Sebastian feel like he was right where he belonged.
He closed his eyes. "That was amazing."
Author's Note:
Thank you for reading.