*Ducking for cover and waving a white flag* I am sorry folks; I know I promised regular updates and it's only by your good heart you are reading this irregularly posted story. I met with an accident and fractured my right arm, I was on bed rest for 7 weeks and I was only approved of using the laptop few days before. People say if you are inactive in your social media sites for few weeks they may even think that you are dead, well it's true. My Face book was full of people asking where I was so I was busy catching up on that. I thought of making my hubby post an A/N saying I will be late then I dismissed it. Fan fiction is my little secret and his knowledge of Fifty Shades is limited to knowing it as a book which made his wife buy handcuffs ;)

Hope you all are doing well in your lives. I had a guest reviewer say that in the last chapters my writing has been worse and it is really ugly to read. To answer that I don't have a beta, I read it 3 times at least before posting, still if u find it ugly kindly don't read it. I do this writing in middle of a busy life so I don't get time for a lot of proof reading. I know my grammar and writing is at low but as I have said before, I love to learn new languages and I am well versed in 6 languages, so it's messing up my English.

All said I love everyone here who takes time to read this gibberish imagination of mine. Thank you , I know I don't reply to each review but know each of you make my life just more beautiful. Thank you for each follower, reviewer and Guests I am indebted to you.

I know the A/N was rather big. So that out, let's find out what happens with our favorite pair. Its small chapter I just wanted to post something today. I will be covering the party next chapter or at least start it out. While you are at it check out the story A different shades of fifty by wishingmrgreywashere. I loved reading it hope you guys will too

CHAPTER – 15

Ana's POV

I wake up feeling warm, too warm for my liking like its overpowering me. I open my eyes and I am draped in Christian. He's fast asleep with his head on my chest, his arm over me, holding Me close, one of his legs thrown over and hooked around both of mine. He's suffocating me with his body heat, and he's slightly snoring. I lie still for some time so that he won't wake up but as the need to pee got bigger as each moment passed I Slowly lift his arm and try to move from below without waking him up. I lose the mission in the next minute as I hear a groan. He nuzzles my chest, inhaling deeply as he wakes up and I am greeted with sleepy grey eyes beneath his ruffled copper locks.

"Good morning Baby" he says with his sexy smirk.

I just look at him with a smile, there is a lot of difference today. He has become from a Pretend date to someone important to me, someone who cares about me, someone who understands the real me. Without even knowing I was falling hard for him. I was not the one who believed in few day romances but now I know love may only take minutes. LOVE! Seriously Ana get a grip. I clear my throat and try to get up.

"where are you going?" he asks pouting

"Tring Tring, Nature calls, I need to get ready for breakfast. Elena want to run a mock drill for tomorrows Grand party." I say rolling my eyes.

"oh god! I forgot that. By the way I need to go to my parents place today for some time. You OK with that?" Christian asks getting up and sitting on the bed.

"sure, I need to step out too. I have a small business dealing here that I wanna check that out before returning to New York." I say giving him a smile and opening the bathroom.

I quickly brush my teeth and start the shower. I take my time making sure my eyes are not puffy from the crying yesterday. I know we will have to talk about it soon but I am happy that I got to get it off my chest. I wash my hair and tie it up in a towel. I put my bathrobe and get out of the shower only to bump into Christian brushing his teeth. His eyes are glued to me when he sees me, I giggle and mouth 'pervert'. He lunges for me but I make a quick escape to my walk in.

I change into a Navy blue blouse and White pencil skirt with Blue Jimmy Choos. I make sure I have all the details of the Publishing company I want to buy with me. I check my mail and see that there is an updated copy of Details of SIP sent by Hannah. God bless that woman! I already make a mental note to give her a raise. I want SIP to my first branch here in Seattle, It is a promising one, except for its owner Jerry Roach, He is an Egoistic Prick who would rather see the company go bankrupt than sell to a 'little girl playing with Daddies money' as he kindly put it.

I put on light makeup and tie my hair up in a simple Ponytail. I decide to ditch my contacts and put my nerdy glass on, It makes me feel close to who I am. I get out finding Christian checking his phone, with a frown on his face.

"Zzup, not a good morning? " I ask while my eyes roam his body. He looks up to reply with a witty comment but stops and stares at me.

"Fuck baby! You look Hot. You are the answer for my Naughty Librarian Fantasy. " he says in a low voice.

I can see that he is turned on as his eyes are shade of dark grey. It is like I am connected to him in the most intimate level, my breath hikes up and I turn cherry Red.

"like you haven't tried to seduce a Librarian" I reply trying to change the spotlight from me.

"Harvard Librarians where above 40, but you babe..is a vision. The only thing I want now is that Navy pumps on my shoulders while I fuck you hard." He says and winks

"Die hard romantic, aren't you " I say blushing red, "come lets go or Elena will throw a tantrum"

He pouts and follows me down. Reaching the dining hall I see Dad, Elena, Jose' and Leila waiting for us. Leila's cheek looks a bit swollen and she is wearing a haughty expression, whereas Elena is babbling something that apparently no one is noticing. We walk down hand in hand, Reaching Dad I drop a quick kiss on his cheeks and take my place with Christian next to me. Leila raises her head and looks at me with her eyes narrowed,

"morning Leila, What happened to your face" I smile and ask innocently. I hear Christian covering up his laugh as a cough.

"I bit my check from inside and it got swollen, It will be fine tomorrow" she mutters.

"Awwww that's sad.." I say smiling and blowing her a kiss. Christian smiles at me and kisses my temple which I find oddly sweet.

"so as I was saying, The function will start at 7. We will be welcoming Leila and Jose' at 7. will be a small talking by family and some of Leila's friends. After that dinner and dance, and we can end it with fireworks." Elena completes her ramble."Now Annie dear, I hope you have bought something good to wear?" she says turning to me.

"oh trust me Elena, She is gonna steal the show" Christian replies for me.

"I guess there is no other way than to trust you. The speech you need to say is here in this folder" she says and passes me a folder marked sister of the bride.

"Leila, she is just like my sister. No she is my sister, she is my inspiration, my guide and my go to girl. Without her I wouldn't be half as successful as I am today. In all my dark times she has been with me. She supported me like how family should, she was there for me each and every time. When I had troubles she was the one who pointed out that good things come to those who are tested. I can't express how lucky I am to get you in my life leilee and I couldn't be more happy to see you with Jose' .he was my childhood friend and I can say he is just made for you. I wish you both all the happiness in the world, and Jose' take care of her, she is the most loyal, nurturing, beautiful and faithful girl you will get. I love you leilee and I will always be your little anabee"

"what the fuck is Leilee and Annabee" I say disgusted. I pass it on to Christian to read and he snorts when he reaches the Loyal, faithful part.

"Language young lady" daddy says giving me a glare

"sorry dada" I smile and turns to Elena raising my eyebrow.

"oh Melissa thought it would be more warming and normal if you both you know are so close like you guys have nick names and all" she says waving her hand dismissing it as unimportant.

I roll my eyes and tuck into my breakfast stopping only to stare at Christian when he asks for a fourth helping of Annette's special French Toast.

"what..it's my favorite" says Christian with his mouth full. I smile shaking my head and wipe the crumbs off his lips.

After breakfast Christian goes to his parents and I get ready to go to SIP. I just drop to dad's office to let him know I am stepping out. I find him and José' discussing some company matters.

"Daddy, I am just going out. I wanna check out SIP, I got an appointment today. If I play it well I may be able to start a branch here guaranteeing we get to spend more time here." I say with a smile.

"that's great news honey. SIP..hmm it's owned by that blockhead Jerry right. Why don't you take Christian with you, he seems good in doing business with assholes like him"

"Mr. Steele..Language" I say laughing "he went to his parents place Dad"

"oh then take José' with you. He is also quite knowledgeable in business dealings. It will be helpful to you."

Shit! I dint want this to happen, going out with José' doesn't sound so good now. "its ok Dad I can manage" I try to protest, but I can see José' smiling and getting up.

"nonsense Ana, I am coming with you." He says and walks in front of me. I smile halfheartedly and wave to dad and step out. I decide to take my BMW as I am aiming for professional, I silently walk and get in the car with José' behind me.

"what happened Annie, you are quiet" he says sitting in the passenger seat. Not to be rude I smile and say "just prepping for the talk". Thankfully he doesn't say anything after that.

We reach SIP and park the car in the underground garage. I get down and take my phone to put it on silent, I simply text Christian that I am in SIP. Me and José' goes up chit chatting about the firm as we get into the lift. I press for the 18th floor and lean back closing my eyes, suddenly the lift jerks to stop, I open my eyes to be met with the scene of Jose' pressing the STOP button of the lift and turning towards me with a weird expression on his face.

"what are you doing José'" I ask slightly raising my voice.

"Ana.. I wanted to talk to you since yesterday but your dickhead boyfriend came in between and spoilt it. He doesn't deserve you Annie. He is nothing in front of me, I know you since you were a kid Annie, he doesn't deserve you." He says with anger as if proving a point.

"then who deserves me José'? you..who slept with my fucking step sister the minute I wasn't in the house..in my bed..the same bed where you took my virginity days before..is it you who deserve me" I ask shaking with anger

"I am sorry Annie, I really am. It was a mistake, I thought she was you and she was all over me, I am a hot blooded male Anna, what can you expect . even your Christian will do the same" he says arguing and justifying himself.

"not my Christian, you know why José..your pathetic fiancé' threw herself in front of my man yesterday and he dint waste a second to push her away. He deserves me, not you. Now enough of this press that start button and just get out the next floor" I say and stand staring at him, I can't believe this guy, he did a mistake and instead of owning it he is still justifying himself.

He looks puzzled for a second, then his face changes. He steps near me I walk backwards and I am cornered in the side of the elevator. He cages me and stands close to me pressing himself on me, his breath falling on my face. Inside my head I vaguely think how an action that used to bring Goosebumps before is making me want to throw up now.

"I know you love me Ana, still. I could see the pain every time I was with Leila, screw her baby, I want you. I was an idiot that I let you go, I know now, you are my girl it's you whom I should have proposed. I love you Ana" he says looking into my eyes.

"move away from me José' I mean it" I snarl in a low voice

"let me remind you baby..how good we were before" he says in a raspy voice and he leans to kiss me.

Cliffhanger! Lol I always wanted to do one. Don't worry I will update soon. Thank you again people. Sorry for any mistakes.

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Rachael XOXOX