AU: I don't own Naruto

CHAPTER 4

As Naruto entered the colourful room the twins turned around and smiled brightly before one crawled towards her and the other toddled over to him.

She scoped them both into a huge hug, making the two children giggle with glee.

"Hi, hi, mamma," giggled the twins as Naruto sat them both on her knees once she had sat down.

"Happy Birthday, my darling children. I have missed you so much," said Naruto as tears slipped down his face.

"I brought you both a present to celebrate do you want them now?" asked Naruto.

"Prezy, prezy!" cried the twins at the same time. They closed their eyes and waited as Naruto set their presents in front of them. Naruto took this moment to silently stare at them.

The twins both had tan skin just like Naruto along with the same colour eyes as Naruto. The only other difference between them besides their gender was the style of their red coloured hair. Ichigo's was short and spiky while Orihime's was shoulder length and smooth.

The twins opened their eyes and squealed in delight. Naruto then helped her daughter and son put on their presents. She then played with them and the other children for the next few hours before it was time for them to go to sleep. Naruto picked up her children and tucked them in their cribs. She then began to sing them to sleep.

"I will protect you/ From all around you/ I will be here/ Don't you cry./ You'll be in my heart/ No matter what they say/ You'll be here in my heart, always./ Don't listen to them/ 'Cause what do they know/ We need each other/ To have, to hold/ They'll see in time/ I know./ You must be strong/ I may not be with you/ But you've got to hold on/ They'll see in time/ I know/ We'll show them together./ You'll be in my heart/ No matter what they say/ You'll be here in my heart, always/ Always," sang Naruto in a soft melody like voice.

She then bent over and kissed both her sleeping children on the forehead. And calmly walked out of the room softly closing the door behind her, she then helped out with cleaning.

"Emma I have to go now. Here this is the money that I made today. Thank you for looking after them, I would do it myself but the council won't allow it until I become a chunnin or 18," Naruto handed over £400 before hugging the elderly lady again and leaving.

She stared up into the sky it was round about 6pm nearly time for his opointment with his therapist. Naruto groaned as she made her way to the Yamanaka flower shop, dreading every step. She had been going to her therapy session since her children were ripped away from her. Through these sessions Naruto had to relive her childhood, her nightmares and moment that she would rather hideaway for the rest of her life than relive. But the council had to see results and for her children she would do anything.

She was soon brought out of her musing when she smelled the sweet scent of nectar and many fragrances of different flowers. The shop was beautifully coloured and designed. Naruto also came here to get seeds and gardening equipment as she loved gardening and was given a garden for her eleventh birthday by one of her self appointed big sisters and the Hokage. The only time she hated this place was when she had to come for therapy. The time she has to live through her mess of a life all over again.

"Welcome and how may I help- Naruto what are you doing here. You got lost didn't you? You're such an idiot." Ranted Ino as Naruto made her way to the counter.

"I have an appointment with your dad can you please go and get him?" asked Naruto in a happy tone and a goofy smile, inside she just wanted to get this over with and go home.

"Sure." Said Ino after a moment of staring at Naruto. She then yelled for her dad before smiling smugly at Naruto, thinking this was just one of her pranks. Her dad would soon put the idiot in his place.

"Thank you Ino. It's good to see you again Naruto, I'm sorry to say that I forgot about our appointment," said Inoichi as he came into the store. Ino smiled smugly at Naruto now waiting for her to get punished. "I thought it was tomorrow, so sorry. I guess it may be because I only see you every two weeks anyway, come inside and go to my study I will wait there for you."

At this Ino's smile turned into a jaw drop as she watched Naruto go into their house and up the stairs.

"Ino I am very disappointed in you. Don't ever belittle Naruto again like that it takes him allot of courage to come to his therapy sessions. Also just a warning I have to go through Naruto's memories today, if I find out my princess is nothing but a bully then I will punish you," warned Inoichi as he then left his suddenly pale and confused daughter.

"Why would Naruto need therapy and by my dad no less. I know he has been bullied in school but dad only does therapy on people who have exponentially hard lives and traumas. And now thanks to Naruto I am going to be grounded. This calls for revenge" thought Ino before an idea hit her, and an evil smile spread over her face. "My plan will have to wait until after I become a genin, because that is the only time daddy will show me his study. I will then take Naruto's file that way I can find so much dirt on him and use it to make his life miserable like he is making mine. Oh I will need everyone's help, I can blackmail some and maybe Sasuke will want to come. Ha Naruto you are about to pay big-time."

Xxxx with Naruto xxxx

"Do you have to do this? I don't want to relive my whole life again. Please, little bitsI can handle but this I don't know. I'm scared Inoichi," explained Naruto her eyes dulling at the prospect of having to go through all his pain all over again.

"Don't worry I will be with you the whole time. Okay?" reassured Inoichi, with a weak smile and nod from Naruto he began the jutsu.

They both relivedNaruto's childhood every beating, every cold night and winter every hungry day. The days he was saved, the first time he was hugged and smiled at, the few times she was given gifts. All the time she was abused by others in more ways than just physically. As well as the times she was used like a slave at the hospitals to save people's lives.

They then came to memories that Naruto had deeply hidden away. Inoichi sadly had to drag each on forward.

The first one they saw was of the time Naruto spent in a lab strapped to a cold metal table where she was poked and prodded. This was where she got the scar on his neck. It was where the snake had bitten her to give her a curse seal mark.

Xxxx Flashback no Jutsu xxxx

"You bring me so much pleasure, my little kitsune. If only you didn't have the little fox inside of you, then you would have made the most perfect vessel. But I think it turned out for the best now I can have you with me all the time. My constantcompanion and pet for all eternity. You see you won't die of old age in fact you will only age up to the age of twenty and then stop. You can still die from poisoning or mortal wounds but I will make sure that you don't come of harm. Afterall you have your eternal life thanks to the experiments I had done to you, don't want that to go to waste now do we my pet?" whispered the snake into Naruto's ear. Naruto had been drugged and paralyzed. The drug made her eyesight blurry and sense of smell and taste off balance. The snake then caressed Naruto's face and hair.

(AU: she is in her real form here)

"We also made a discovery the only down side to the experiment is that you will only get pregnant when you want to this means we can't force you to get pregnant like men can do with other women. But don't worry I have a gift for you that will make you love me just as much as I love you," and with that the snake gripped Naruto's hair and yanked it to the side until her neck was visible to the snake. The snake then did blurry motions to Naruto before biting her. That was when her world went ablaze with pain before blissful blackness claimed her. All the while all she could hear in the background was the snake laughing.

Xxxx Flashback no Jutsu- KAI! Xxxx

The next memories took place two years after she rescue from the snake demon that still plagued her mind with nightmares. These memories were the first happy memories Naruto had. It started when she was nine when she was told that she was beginning adopted into a family. And for a whole year she got her dream to come true, she had a family, she was loved, she had a little sister (Rena) that looked up at her with admiration, parents that praised and taught her many things and a big brother that was a little weird and overprotective but still her new brother. Her parents were average height and both had red hair and dark black eyes. Rena and her brother (Sane) were also like this except that Sane was tall and muscular from being in ANBU for years. Her brother would use any excuse to hug or kiss Naruto even if Naruto found it uncomfortable, but Naruto thought it was a way of showing love so enjoyed it for awhile. And for a year she was for the first time in her life happy. She became really attached to her new family and loved them with all her heart. It was in the October month that Naruto started noticing changes in her brother, he became jealous whenever she paid attention to others that weren't him and would use any excuse to take Naruto away and spend time with them and only them together. It was around that time that Sane would start to touch her like the demon snake use to and tell Naruto that she belonged to him and only him like the snake use to. Naruto had one day told her new parents this only to get hit and yelled at. However once they calmed down they took Sane to a therapist, who said that he had an obsession disorder focus on Naruto, it had started since her being placed as one of her ANVY guards. To them things started to click in place, why he always wanted to be the ANBU to look after Naruto, and also why he had practically begged for them to adopt Naruto. Oh their poor Naru, they would have to do something and soon.

It was on her birthday that everything came crashing down.

Xxxx Flashback no Jutsu xxxx

Naruto woke up to find herself tied to a chair in a dark room. The room was bare with one door and a window that looked into another room. In the other room Naruto saw her parents and Rena tied up. The door opened in the other room villagers and ninja began pouring in.

"We are here to teach the demon what happens when he brainwashes innocent people to become his slaves," cried the mob leader with a sadistic smile. Her statement was meeting with cheers and applause.

For the next few hours Naruto was forced to watch as her family was tortured and raped before being killed slowly in front of her. By the time the villagers were done Naruto was a broken mess. Her throat had been screamed raw and her eyes were out of tears. Her wrists and ankles were rubbed raw and the rope that held her was soaked with his blood. She didn't even acknowledge when someone entered her room and untie her, all she did was staring at the corpses that were once her family, reliving each moment they died over and over again, before she fainted.

When she woke up she found himself in an unfamiliar room in an unfamiliar but comfortable bed. She was wearing nothing but a night gown, she found out when she had got out of the bed. It was also then that she realized that her left ankle was chained to one of the bedposts. She was trapped but she didn't care. She had been cleaned up and her wounds were bandaged, but she was tired to think so she went back to sleep.

The next time she woke up she found something big and warm behind her back. she turned round to see the smiling face of Sane.

"Good you're awake. Are you happy now it's just the two of us now like it should have been from the start," whispered Sane as he stared into Naruto's eyes.

It was only then that everything fell into place. Naruto's face turned to one of disgust and anger as she then tried to get as far away from the one she once saw as an older brother, as fast as she could. She fell of the bed in her effort before crawling to a corner and staying there.

"There is nothing for you to fear little brother or should I say sister, no one will hurt you now. Your safe with me now and I will never let anyone touch you or hurt you again. Now mother and father can't take you away from me. No one will ever take you away your mine now," said Sane in a soft voice as he made his way to Naruto.

Naruto stared at Sane with first fear and then anger. "You killed our family you already hurt me more than you will ever know. I hate you Sane! I HATE YOU! HOW COULD YOU DO THAT TO RENA, MUM AND DAD? I DON'T WANT TO BE WITH YOU. JUST LEAVE ME ALONE AND GO DIE SOME WHERE. Just leave me alone you bastard I hate you, hate you, hate you," yelled Naruto as he started to cry because of his pain of loss and betrayal.

Once Naruto had calmed down she looked up to find Sane staring at her in anger and disgust. Before she knew what happening Naruto was found herself thrown on to the bed. Her head cracked against the headboard leaving Naruto disorientated.

Sane then did a few hand signs before touching Naruto, Naruto screamed as electricity coursed through her who body.

In anger Sane went through another series of hand signs before smacking his hand down on the middle of Naruto's undeveloped chest, branding her with a seal that will make Naruto be the way the caster of the jutsu wants her to be.

"From now on you will be mine even if I have to force you. Your mine now aren't you my pet?"

"Yes. I am your slave that loves you and obeys you," was Naruto's reply. Her eyes where dull and her voice was flat but inside Naruto was aware of everything but was not in control. She was terrified and she had every right to be.

She was in Sane's control for a whole week before she was saved and Sane was killed. It was during the week of torture that Naruto became pregnant.

Xxxx Flashback no Jutsu- KAI! Xxxx

The rest of the memories were of when Naruto had returned to school for one day before she spent 11 months outside of the village with his self appointed perverted uncle, granny and big sister. It was during this time that she recuperated and became a bit like herself again. And it was also during this time that she gave birth to her two children, and then had them ripped away from him after only having them for two months.

AU: please review. Sorry about grammar also tell me if i went a bit to fast. I am also thinking of pairing Naruto with Gaara,Lee or Shino who should it should be just tell me. it doesn't even have to be those two so please tell me your input. see ya next week with two more