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After a day of all that ruckus and complaints about Connie picking his nose in public and about how disgusting it was that Eren and Levi did the do when their friends were over, Levi had went home. He had all of his concert things at his home, after all. Eren and Mikasa had retired to sleep, Eren having to change his bedding due to the putrid smell of sweat and semen mixing together. Eren figured that he hated the stench and simply pulled his covers off along with his pillow sheets, grabbed new ones that would fit his bed and replaced them, making sure that the sheets were all smoothed out once they were all placed onto his mattress. He took a quick shower, and left for dinner.
"Eren," Mikasa shot Eren a look, her eyebrows slightly furrowed, a serious look dawning on her face as she faced Eren, not bothering to eat until their whole family got over that one topic that seemed to make Eren, Mikasa and Carla feel suspicion towards Grisha Jaeger. That one specific dream which they had figured was a true memory...
Eren, in return to Mikasa, gave her a confused look, not understanding. "What?" He blinked as her features darkened.
"What is it, dear?" Carla smiled softly at Mikasa, closing her eyes.
Mikasa clenched her teeth, letting out a small sigh before standing up, surprising almost everyone. "I don't want to pretend anymore, mom!" Mikasa scowled, "That dream of ours..." Mikasa watched as Carla froze, Carla's golden eyes turning wide with shock, "Eren had it too!"
Carla gulped, "E-Eren..?" She slowly turned her head to Eren, her eyes no different than before.
Eren, finally getting what she was talking about, nodded, standing up as well as the feeling of rage suddenly overwhelmed his body. He slammed his hands down on the table, glaring at his father, "Dad! I know you did something!"
"We know you've done something," Mikasa corrected, crossing her arms as she also turned her head to face her father.
Carla gasped, her eyes slowly finding Grisha's, her mouth covered by her hand, "Dear.. did you.. really?"
A short pregnant silence followed her words, the two younger siblings glaring at their father. Carla was shocked beyond belief. If Eren had the same dream, then without doubt, it was true...
Grisha injected Eren with the same thing he used to inject them, except Grisha had only injected the two females with smaller amounts, the proof being that they'd only -supposedly- forgotten about the whole situation between the family where Grisha plunged a needle into Eren.
Grisha took a forkful of his food and chewed on it before gulping, his eyes looking dark for a moment. He then looked up and smiled, "What are you all talking about?"
For a brief moment, Carla felt the sense of relief. That careless smile, surely it meant that he had done nothing, but the fact that Eren, Mikasa and herself had the same dream nagged her. The mere thought seemed to bring back the sense of fear towards her husband.
"Don't lie!" Eren narrowed his eyes, his eyebrows knitted together as his teal eyes glowed with repulsiveness and anger, "We all had it! We all shared the same dream! There is no way that something like that isn't real!"
"Eren, your tone-!" He began, only to be cut off by his own son.
"I don't care about my tone or fucking attitude, dad!" He cried, clenching his fists, "I trusted you- no," he shook his head, "we trusted you! I don't care if this is talking back to my own father," Eren shut his eyes, "I just want to know the truth!"
Mikasa, wanting to calm Eren down, patted his shoulder. In return, she received a soft glare filled with tears. A heartbroken look passed on her face, "Eren.." she softly began.
Carla was shaking in her seat, her eyes shut as she prayed to God that this was all just a horrible joke, that their dreams were a lie. Her husband would never do that, her Grisha. She began to mumble incoherently to herself, repeating her words over and over again.
"Tell us the truth!" Eren roared, "Our father, her husband- are you a liar!? Have you been keeping this away from us all because I'm gay!?" Eren scoffed as Grisha twitched at his last word, "Is that it!? All because I don't swing the way you do," the brunette backed away from the table as rage racked his very body, exploding in his mind, flooding through his veins: an uncontrollable emotion. He let out a laugh, "All because I'm homosexual, because I prefer dicks over-!"
"Enough!" Grisha shouted, his voice strong and stern as he himself stood up, his jawline tight, "Enough, I say, enough!"
Eren, feeling extremely snappy and defensive let his mouth move, "Oh? Enough of what? Enough of me being gay? Is that it dad," He narrowed his eyes as he hissed as if cursing his father's name, "you don't want your little boy Eren to be gay? To kiss a man, to fuck a man- you don't like it?" Eren's voice was raising, "Well too fucking bad! I'm not your little boy anymore! I am more than capable of handling myself-!"
"Eren!" Grisha began, not looking at Eren. He looked at the food beneath him as he started to speak in a shaky, low voice, "Why are you like this..?"
The group looked taken aback.
"What?" Eren growled, "I can't fucking hear you!"
"Eren," Mikasa's tone was a warning, telling Eren to calm down before everything became worse.
"Why are you like this!?" Grisha hissed, his eyes meeting fierce teal ones, "Do you even know what being gay is? Do you know what the word mean? You're disobeying God himself!"
Eren fell back as he looked at his father in disbelief. He let out a laugh, "Your kidding right? You're bringing religion into this!?"
"It's all because of Levi," Grisha hissed as he rose one shaky hand and pushed his eyeglasses up, "this is all because of Levi.. that stupid, raven haired little-!"
"Don't you dare!" Eren growled, "Don't you even dare to finish that sentence, dad," his eyes darkened.
"You are an imbecile, Eren!" Grisha glared at Eren, "Falling in love with the same gender, you are so stupid! Listen to me, Eren, from now on, you are not allowed to see him again! You are to stay here until you learn from your-!"
Carla stood up, anger flooding her body as she slapped her husband.
"Mom..." Mikasa's eyes widened as she found that golden eyes were filled with unfamiliar torrents of frustration, disgust and rage.
"Get out." Carla said with a stern voice, pointing at the door directly down from the hallway, "Right now, Grisha. You've crossed over. We know you injected us- you assaulted us. You're also using religion- God said to love everyone and he didn't stutter. He never said anything about not being able to love another gender."
Grisha looked at Carla with wide eyes, "Carla I-!"
"Get," Carla's eyes glowed, "out, and don't come back until you've realized your mistakes!"
"Carla- please! They forced me to do it!" Grisha cried, "I didn't want to, I swear! It wasn't me, it was them- the Titans- they-!"
Mikasa's eyes widened at the mention of the word 'titans'. It was like a string inside of her head became untangled, something just.. suddenly appeared. A new emotion.
Carla, noticing Mikasa's horrid expression, finally snapped. "Get out right now! How dare you bring them up! You're reopening wounds and rubbing salt onto it! Don't spit lies to redeem yourself!" Carla pulled away from her chair and pointed at the door once more, "Out!"
Without another peep, Grisha wordlessly stood up, grabbed a jacket and his keys, a little notebook, slid into his shoes and left.
After hearing the door click closed, Carla fell into her chair, and immediately, Mikasa and Eren ran over to her.
"Mom!" They simultaneously said as she fell backwards into the chair, clutching her heart.
"Are you okay, mother?" Mikasa looked at Carla with a worried expression.
Carla giggled.
"Mom..?" Eren shot her troubled look, "A-Are you okay?" The sea of blood in his body slowly calmed down like the peace after a storm had arrived.
Carla's giggle turned into full on laughter.
Eren and Mikasa traded worried looks.
"I can't believe I did that," Carla breathed in, "I told him off.. my own husband... my lover."
"Yeah," Mikasa smiled softly at their mother, "you did."
"I'm getting to old for this," Carla chuckled, "my body and mind can't keep up with all this intense talk! I don't even know how I'm supposed to feel right now!" She paused for a brief moment, "..Did I.." Carla sat up, looking at her son and daughter, looking extremely embarrassed, "Did I look cool?"
"Huh?" Eren blinked before laughing.
Mikasa grinned and laughed along with Eren, "You did mom!" She laughed, "You looked extremely cool!"
"R-Really?" Carla fell back into her chair, feeling relieved, "Thank goodness," she sighed, "I thought I looked like a lame mother! Wouldn't want to leave that impression on my babies, right?" Carla quickly passed kisses onto Eren and Mikasa's cheeks. "Ah," Carla cringed her nose, "I should've added more. To make myself look like a baddest, you know?"
Upon hearing her bad English, Mikasa threw her head back, joyous laughter escaping her mouth, "B-Baddest," she repeated in between her laughs, "it's bad ass, mom!"
Carla blinked and giggled, "Is it?"
Eren's face went blank. Everyone.. was so happy. Happy after all that intense talk, happy- relieved. His own face lit up, "Mom!" He hugged his mother, nuzzling beneath her chin in a loving way. Mikasa followed his actions, both of them smiling, glad that they had such a wonderful mother.
"Thank you so much, mom," Eren choked back his sobs as he felt himself becoming emotional, "thank you so much..." He whispered as he wrapped an arm around Mikasa, securing her into place in the hug.
"I love you, mom," Mikasa cried into Carla's shoulder, "thank you so much... for supporting Eren and I, for helping..!" she cut herself off as tears flew down her face, "Thank you so much!"
Carla smiled as she wrapped her arms around her children. Something she never did ever since they were nine until now, "You're all welcome, and thank you two as well..." She whispered as she felt their tears soak into her blouse, "Thank you for giving me the strength to speak up.."
"Mom!" Eren's crying worsened upon hearing his mother's words, "We love you so much!"
Carla then frowned before smirking. She took her arm off Eren and pulled his ear, causing him to groan in pain as he was pulled away.
"Ow!" Eren furrowed his eyebrows, looking at his mother in the eye while Mikasa continued to cling onto their mother, "That hurt! What was that for!"
Carla rose a hand up and tugged his cheek, "No! More! Swearing at the dinner table! Bad boy!" She scolded him, "Even Mikasa was able to contain her anger!" She playfully remarked, her golden eyes soft and warm.
"I'm sorry!" Eren chuckled before lunging his body back to her's to hug her.
"I'm glad you and Levi made up, Eren," Carla closed her eyes, "I'm really glad."
Mikasa snapped her head up, remembering her mistake about Levi pushing Eren into the river. She immediately straightened herself out, "Mom, I need to tell you something..."
Once Mikasa explained everything, they all said their 'good night's and retired for bed. Eren, once entering his bed room, charged his phone and turned on some of his favorite adult alternative songs and slept snug in his bed, telling Mikasa that they would have to attend Levi's concert tomorrow, and of course, the young Ackerman was beyond happy to hear this. She had never been to any concerts before, it was her first. It was Eren's third. He had attended Lemaitre's concerts before. Eren shut hit eyes and tried to forget about all the happy and sad events today, deciding that he needed to rest up for tomorrow.
By ten post meridian, the Jaeger household was quiet, the usual sound of snoring gone seemingly permanently.
Mikasa closed her eyes and slowly felt herself drifting off to sleep. One thing was in her mind.
Her father's last words before leaving the house:
"I didn't want to, I swear! It wasn't me, it was them- the Titans- they-!"
She shut her eyes tightly. What if he was telling the truth?
He hung around the wrong crowd, after all...
"Sharkeisha NO!"
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