THE 4th UNFORGIVABLE

DISCLAIMER: Well HP and the characters aren't mine what a surprise, if they were Severus, Albus, Fred, Remus, Mad-Eye… would all be alive. And Ron and Hermione would never be together.

A/N: Tell me what you think…. And please forgive me for being so late you people know school family job is a little caotic!...Dedicated to Rue12 the elder sister live gave me!

Harry ran down the stairs like a mad man almost jumping while he thought: He is waking! He is waking!...thank Merlin I don't know what would have happened with professor Dumbledore nor Hermione if he died….shit….I have to hurry so I can be back when Hermione gets back there. He had decided to start with waking Sirius, after that Mr. and Mrs. Weasley, then Ginny and Ron and at last but not lesser important the twins. In his hurry to wake everyone up he had woken Mrs. Black who started to scream at him. Remus and Hermione were close behind him and were fascinated by his speed they heard Mrs. Black scream to him and could not help but smile at each other.

"You dirty half-blood how do you dear to run like that and make so much sound at this hours of the morning in the…." Harry cut her of screaming back at her while he kept running.

"Noble house of the black's bla bla bla…shut the hell up lady, I am in hurry to wake everyone up because I have good news…."He stopped and smiled at the portrait. "You know what scream all you want help me waking everyone up." And with this he followed his way down while he heard Ginny's and Ron's door open and ask why everyone was screaming, he didn't answer he could tell them in his way up. Hermione and Remus who both saw Ginny and Ron gave them an apologizing look and didn't tell them anything because after all that was Harry's job.

When he finally reached Sirius room he didn't bother to knock screw his modals right now there were more important thinks in his mind than to be educated. So he opened the door and decided that the fastest way to wake Sirius up was to jump onto his bed and scream his name.

"SIRIUS….SIRIUS….SIRIUS….WAKE UP YOU LAZZY MAN!" Sirius woke up immediately and was disorientated.

"What?...Who?...Harry get of my bed!"Was all Sirius said before turning around again. Harry just kept jumping while he answered his godfather.

Hermione and Remus reached their floor and separated to do their jobs, Remus clearly heard Sirius and Harrys discussion from where he was and would have taken his time to laugh any other day. Hermione was already in the kitchen had the water and was leaving in a hurry, she caught part of what Harry and Sirius were saying but it didn't amuse her like it did Remus..

"I WON'T UNTIL YOU GET OUT OF IT."

"Damn Harry who the hell died?" Sirius regretted his words the moment they left his mouth. "Severus is he…?" Harry just smiled at him shaking his head.

"NO HE IS WAKING; NOW THAT YOU ARE FINALLY AWAKE I WILL CONTINUE WITH THE REST OF THE ORDER…"Sirius wanted to ask Harry more questions but the boy had already left the room.

After leaving Sirius room Harry collided with Ron and Ginny who both were in night clothes and looking at his expectantly, Ron was blocking his way and Ginny just looked at him; if looks could kill Ronald Weasley would have died that moment.

"Get out of my way Ron." Said Harry after taking a deep breath to calm himself.

"I won't until you tell me what is wrong. The three of you Herms Remus and you past next to us without saying a word and Herms did twice. " Replied Ron icily.

"What is wrong is that I have to inform your parents and elder brothers that: Sev, Rus, Lex or whatever they call him is waking while you stand into my way!"

Harry hated to discuss with his best friend but said friend could be a real dork at times. He decided to push Ron out of his way and started to run toward Mr. and Mrs. Weasley wanting to end fast. He passed Mrs. Black again and gave her a dirty look while he followed his way up to where the Weasleys and the twins slept. The first door was from the Weasleys and he entered it without knocking I'm sure Molly and Arthur will forgive me in a moment like this. He saw that both Molly and Arthur were awake and still dressed in the same clothes so he smiled at them; he decided to make his visit short so he just said.

"He is waking!" And he left the room in the same rush that he entered it. Molly and Arthur looked at each other before realizing what Harry had just told them and went upstairs toward Severus room.

When he reached the twins room and was to open the door it opened and hit him. George looked at him apologizing before nodding to his brother to lift him.

"We are very…."Said Fred

"Sorry Harry. But," Ended and started George.

"We were informed."Ended Fred

"By moms' patronus…."Started Fred

"That our dear…." Followed George

"Rus is waking." Said Fred

"And were leaving…."Started George

"Toward his room." Ended Fred with a smile

"So you know? Wait don't answer that one..…So let's go upstairs!" Said Harry to them smiling while he thought patronus? Pffff I could have thought about that one….what kind of wizard would not? Then he remembered a conversation he had with Rus about a week ago in the library:

Harry was in Grimmaulds Place library and was reaching for a book on his toes and all, that was a little too high for him when Severus came out of the nowhere from behind him and grabbed the book he wanted. Before Harry could protest, because even if Severus had became a dear friend of him he had became that elder brother that liked to teas you until he got tired of it and Harry feared that he might hold the book over his head like his cousin had done many times, ( And there was no way Harry could ever take Severus down because he was simply too strong for him…Harry had told him many times that he could take a rugby team down by his own of course he had to explain what rugby was…) Severus gave him the book while he shook his head disapprovingly.

"Harry…Harry…Harry even if I like to teas you I'm not cruel nor a bully, everything I did to you made the both of us smile and not only me…..Didn't it?" Said Severus softly half saying half asking while he put an arm around Harrys' shoulders.

"I….I'm….I'm sorry Rus….." Harry went red and looked down because he was very ashamed due the fact that he should never have put Rus and his cousing in the same bag…Rus who always had to fight and was bullied and Dursley who always was given everything and was a bully.

"Don't eat yourself op about it…leave something for the rest of us." Harry could not help but smile at Rus joke. "Hey look at me." Harry looked him in the eye shyly. " It doesn't matter how magic we are, by the way you could have used magic to get that book because the last time I checked you where a wizard, we will always be human and as any human we make mistakes."

"Really?"

"Yes look at me" He showed his tong that was some kind of golden color. "I should never have trusted those twins…." And with this he left Harry, he could not help but think that Rus might not talk a lot but when he did he said everything that was needed to say.

Harry had been so lost in his own thoughts that when he returned to himself he was already sitting next to the twins waiting for James to come out with everyone else. Except Hermione, Remus and Albus….

Albus had shooed everyone away from the room because he suddenly wasn't sure if his son was waking to wake or it was that last kind of energy he had heard about that caused someone to be better for a few minutes only to die after…

Severus groaned again and made a miserable try to stand up. It was miserable for two reasons first he was shaking terribly and secondly Albus held him down. Severus groaned again before he half begged half ordered with a very hoarse voice.

"….N…o….." While he harshly tried to escape from his father's hands... Albus tried to calm his boy down, terrorized of what was happening because never not even while he was having his worst nightmares he had tried to escape from his hands while they were transmitting calming energy.

"Shhhh….shhhh….shhhh….my boy everything will be alright….shhh….shhh now….shhhh…." Albus was getting desperate: What was happening? Why could or would Rus not identify his magical signature? Why could it not have been him and had it always to be Rus?

"…Awwaaaaaaayyy!..." Shouted Rus suddenly and Albus was thrown across the room while he saw how some potion bottles and some other things also exploded, Albus had always known that Severus was a powerful wizard but he had never been able to do these kind of things….Throw someone across the room yes, break things yes, do both at the same time NO. Once Rus had calmed down a little Albus returned to his bed side and used a glueing charm on himself to make sure that it would not happen again. Severus was still fighting some invisible enemy of.

"Shhh…shhhh….you need to calm down you might hurt yourself like this…." Whispered Albus to him stroking his hair knowing pretty well that Severus preferred that more than loud sounds, Severus never liked loud sounds due all the screams he had heard, and still did, when he was young. Suddenly Severus stopped fighting like it was over and started to open his eyes.

"Hea…Headmas….ter?" Asked Severus looking at him very confused and with a voice even hoarser….

"Yes my boy!" Answered a very emotional Albus of course in his happiness he hadn't noticed the use of his title not Albus, old goat, sod off, stop fussing, father or dad nor the confused look in Rus eyes.

"Would you like some water?" Severus could only nod, he could not understand what was happening father must have used me again to experiment…where his thoughts. He could also not understand why the headmaster was there and being nice to him but he liked it because there weren't many people who were nice to him. But he decided that he must be dreaming and would enjoy it before he woke up in a cold pool of his own blood…he hummed contently until he was invaded by a terrible pain in his whole body. Due this he groaned.

"Shhh….it will be alright and Hermione would be here at any moment." Said the elder man stroking Severus hair….Severus found it strange. He liked what his feared headmaster was doing and suddenly hoped he could dream forever total he wouldn't be missed. He felt a strange orb in his hand, lifted it and looked at it fascinated, it was glowing orange.

"Aaaahh that is a present from the twins it was green when they first gave it to you…I will have to ask them what orange means." He looked at his roommate and this one smiled at him. Albus bend down and kissed his forehead.

"I don't know what is worrying you my boy but I promise everything will be alright, stop worrying now let us do that for you….you have been strong and fought for so long allow me to fight for you once." Said Albus with a broken voice he wanted his son to be free to be happy…

Severus had closed his eyes and was enjoying the things he was hearing but it was all a dream…yes it was his dream to be cared about and stop fighting. He opened his eyes again to look at the man that he for once didn't fear and saw that said man had tears in his eyes and Severus gave him a small smile. They both heard the door open and he saw a beautiful girl that must be a little older than he was entering the room with a glass of water.

"There is the beauty we had been talking about!" Exclaimed the old man looking at Severus like he they were companions in crime while the girl blushed. She gave the water to Albus.

Severus could not take his eyes from the girl that must be Hermione, she locked their eyes and smiled at him she has the most beautiful smile I have ever seen and smiled at me! Where his thoughts before he too blushed and looked down... When he felt some cold liquid touch his lips, he opened them and soon was drinking like he hadn't in days, the glass was retired from him and he felt disappointed he was so thirsty.

"We don't need you to choke in your water." Said Hermione sternly to him and he just kept looking at her like he had done when she entered wondering if she was angry with him. "Hey I'm not mad at you…it's just that last morning everything was perfect we were having fun then you…you where called away and then…..then you came back and I thought I had lost you….and…and…"While she had been talking she had started to cry and thrown her arms around his neck sobbing in his chest…

Severus had automatically hugged her close to him, started stroking her hair and kissing her head while he moved slowly from side to side ignoring the pain this caused him. When he noticed this he first thought it was strange so he tried to stop doing it but there was something inside him that didn't allow him to do so. He closed his eyes to focus on that thing it was strange he felt very protective of the girl in his arms, like he loved her and like she belonged to him Wow where did that come from? He kept focusing on it and everything that had happened in this 'Dream' and somehow knew it wasn't a dream that this was real and that there were even more people who where his like the headmaster and only needed to confirm it …so he opened his eyes and locked them with the headmasters who smiled fondly to him. I…This….I'm not dreaming am I?...I'm not 15 anymore…..and this…this is happening isn't it? He asked the man mentally and Albus stopped smiling while he tried to reach Hermione who had finally calmed down and was just lying there between his arms.

DON'T…PLEASE DON'T….Just answer me I know I love her and you and others but I don't know why nor how or what happened since the summer when I was 15. Albus looked at his son who had tears in his eyes and was obviously confused and felt fear.

Yes Severus you have lost your memory but you also have so many people who care about you she is one of those and might be the one who does most…you need to tell her my boy you need to, we will find a solution all together but you need to. Albus saw how his boy fought with himself with what he knew and with what he felt…

Promise me….

I do. Albus saw how his son had started to cry and it would always haunt him because he didn't do it a lot but when he did he could not stop, he started sobbing and Hermione also felt it and reacted to it.

"Rus what is wrong? Hey stop crying baby." She had changed their position and was now holding him while he cried in her neck. He was sobbing uncontrollable and Hermione knew something WAS wrong, she looked at Albus who was crying silently and gave her a sad smile before shaking his head negatively as to tell her that he won't tell what is wrong. She felt Severus lift his head and whisper.

"Sorry…I'm so so so sorry."

"Why would you be Rus none of this is your fault…" Hermione was interrupted by Severus.

"No! you don't understand…..I….I can't remember anything past the summer I was 15…..I know some things but I don't remember I just don't." Hermione didn't knew how to react she didn't knew what to do, what did people do in these cases?...Hermione hadn't any more time to wonder what to do because Remus opened the door harshly with healer James on his heals.

A/N:it will continue…leave a review….Ahuvati.