Five Years Later

Part 4

When Blaine awoke the next morning, it took a moment for him to realize where he was. Yet the moment he remembered he was at Sebastian's he looked around and noticed he was alone. After listening closely, he was positive he was as he couldn't hear anything. Considering he told Sebastian to wake him so he could leave he was a bit surprised. But once he rolled over he noticed a piece of paper folded up setting on the nightstand with his name on it.

Blaine,

I know you said for me to wake you before I left, but you were sleeping so peacefully I decided to let you be. I remembered you said you sometimes have trouble sleeping so I thought I'd let you enjoy the sleep you were getting. If I made the wrong call, I'm sorry but I used my best judgment. By the way, you look rather adorable as you sleep. While that's not one of your favorite it words, it certainly suited you this morning. I must tell you, I really didn't want to get out of bed this morning as you were still curled up next to me when my alarm went off. I hope you slept well Blaine as I know I certainly did.

There is a key on the counter near the coffee pot so that you can lock up when you leave. Just give it back to me when I get to your place tonight. Feel free to make yourself at home. I left towels on the counter in the bathroom and there is plenty of food in the fridge. If anything comes up that we need to change our plans for tonight just give me a call.

Have a good day Killer!
Sebastian

By the way, I'm really glad you stayed last night. S

Before he reached the end of the note, Blaine had a silly smile on his face that he had a feeling wasn't going anywhere anytime soon. While he had told Sebastian to wake him, he was grateful he let him sleep as that was probably some of the best sleep he'd had in months. After looking at the clock, Blaine lied back down and took in his surroundings since he didn't have to leave anytime soon. He looked to the side and saw the picture of the two of them on his dresser, the same picture Blaine had of the two of them in his room. The day they'd spent at the Botanical Gardens was better than either had expected it to be and the only thing they could both agree on was that it was because of the company. And the picture they'd taken together at the Japanese Hill and Pond Garden turned out beautifully.

By the time Blaine finished his shower, he was a bit startled when he glanced at the clock as he spent way longer in the shower than he thought. Anxiety hit him pretty quickly as he realized he'd be cutting it close going home to change before heading to rehearsal. Yet he knew he needed to do so as he didn't want to show up wearing the same clothes from the night before. But since he wore jeans, Blaine grabbed his phone off the nightstand and decided to send Sebastian a text to see if he could borrow a sweatshirt or something since rehearsal was casual.

Not surprisingly, Sebastian had no problem with it and told him where he could find his sweatshirts in his closet. Upon opening it, Blaine couldn't help but look at all of Sebastian's clothes. There certainly was a good reason he was as well dressed as he was. But he knew he couldn't keep looking as he needed to get going. So he pulled a sweatshirt off a hangar and didn't even look to see what it was as he knew any sweatshirt of Sebastian's would be big on him. It wasn't till he was grabbing the key from next to the coffee pot did Blaine notice he grabbed a Columbia sweatshirt. If there was any doubt he was moving on with his life, this was certainly a clue.

While Blaine was on his way to rehearsal, Sebastian was enjoying a cup of coffee between classes when he felt someone tap him on his shoulder. Upon turning he was surprised to see Thad standing behind him. "Are you stalking me Harwood?" Sebastian asked as Thad took a seat next to him.

"No, but you weren't answering your phone earlier and I remembered you tend to spend your breaks in this spot."

"I need to change my habits. Now, what are you doing here?"

"Did you see Blaine last night?"

"I should've known." Sebastian said before taking a sip of his coffee. "Yes, I saw Blaine last night. And did you do what I thought last night?"

"What would that be?" Thad asked.

"Get in touch with all of the guys and tell them about what's going on with Blaine."

"Guilty as charged. You're not upset, are you?"

"No as I expected it and I told Blaine the same thing and don't worry, he's not upset either. So, precisely how much did you tell them?"

"Only that Blaine got divorced and that the two of you are in touch. I also told them that we needed to follow your lead in regards to getting in touch with him."

"Is that all?" Sebastian asked as he leaned back, focusing his eyes on Thad.

"If you're asking if I told them the two of you are a couple, no, I didn't. That's for you and Blaine to tell them."

"Thank you. How did they all take the news?"

"They were shocked, especially Wes. You should let Blaine know he's going to have a bit of explaining to do."

"He knows as we talked about it last night amongst other things."

"Are you seeing him again anytime soon?"

"Does it really matter if I am?"

"Sebastian."

"Seriously Thad, does it matter if I'm seeing him anytime soon?"

"Not really, forget I asked."

"I won't, but so you know I am seeing him soon. I'm actually heading over to his place tonight."

"Things sound serious."

"We're in a good place." Sebastian told him before taking another sip of coffee. "Also, would you like to come out with us on Saturday night?"

"I'd love to! Anyone else invited?"

"No, as Blaine wants to slowly work you all back into his life. And since you and I are close, you're first. Then depending on how that goes he'll assess the situation and move forth in an appropriate manner."

"Then I'll be certain not to mention it to Jeff."

"He really misses him, doesn't he?"

"He does. I don't think he's yet to truly forgive you all for taking part in that spectacle. The look on his face when he found out Blaine got divorced spoke volumes. I'm pretty certain he was going to let Nick have it once more. But if you can't scream and yell at your best friend for letting another friend ruin his life, who can you." Thad said with a laugh. "By the way, why did you agree to it anyhow Sebastian?"

"We're not going to talk about this now Thad." Sebastian replied quickly as he gathered his books. "I need to head to class. I'll…I'll give you a call later and tell you where to meet us on Saturday. Later!" Thad didn't get much of a chance to respond as Sebastian was already walking away. And he was in such a rush that he'd left his coffee on the table which was practically unheard of for him. More than once over the years, Thad had joked about having coffee put into an IV for him so he didn't have to worry about going on constant coffee runs while studying. But there was something about the way Sebastian reacted, that got Thad to thinking and the first thing that came to mind caused him to shake his head as that was absolutely ridiculous.

While Blaine was in rehearsal and Sebastian was in class, Rachel was returning to the loft after a morning of auditions. She was just about to toss her bag on the couch when she spotted Kurt sitting there. "What are you doing here?" She asked before giving him a hug. "Shouldn't you be at work?"

"I took some personal time which Isabelle didn't have a problem with as she knows I've been off my game, especially for the last few months." Kurt said as she sat down beside him. "So, I thought I would come by and see you, yet you weren't here. I hope you don't mind that I let myself in."

"It's why you have a key. But you're lucky Santana wasn't here as she doesn't like unannounced guests, even you."

"She can deal with it as I needed to see you."

"Those are brave words when she's not here to hear them." Rachel said with a slight giggle. "Why did you need to see me?"

"Have you seen him?" Those words coming from Kurt were something Rachel had dreaded ever since the night she and Santana went to check on Blaine. Throughout their entire walk home that evening Santana had asked her if she was going to tell Kurt about "Mr. Grab-ass", as she'd so affectionately taken to calling the man Blaine was with that night. Yet as the weeks went by, Kurt hadn't asked her about him which was fine with her, yet now it was happening. "Rachel?"

"I have, why do you ask?" In that moment, Rachel glanced down and saw that Kurt still had his wedding ring on. "Kurt, you need to take that off." She said as she took ahold of his hand. "You're no longer married."

"I tried, but I couldn't. Part of me thinks that if given a chance we could work things out."

"Kurt, there is no working things out. Your marriage is over as is any bit of friendship the two of you shared. By the time the divorce proceedings were over Blaine couldn't even look at you he was so disgusted."

"Don't you think you're being a bit harsh Rach?"

"I don't. Throughout this entire ordeal I stayed rather neutral. But if you ask Santana, she feels I supported you more than Blaine which she feels was hypocritical."

"He left me, what else were you supposed to do. You're my best friend afterall."

"True, but Blaine's my friend as well. Could he have handled things better, certainly, but there is nothing we can say which will change things. Blaine did what he believed he needed to do back then."

"I still can't believe he told me he wanted a divorce, moved out, and had me served all in a matter of days. Getting those papers at work was one of the most embarrassing things that have ever happened to me which is saying a lot."

"They were brought to your work as they knew it was a place you'd be."

"He didn't even give us a chance to talk about it Rach."

"Blaine was done talking as you weren't listening. He tried to talk to you about things on numerous occasions."

"I was listening and he was being irrational." In that moment, Rachel remembered all too well why she tried not to talk about the divorce while they were going through it. "I personally believe that most of our issues stemmed from the fact that people weren't fawning over him at school and he was taking his frustration out on me. And it only got worse once I went back to work for Isabelle as everything seemed to be going well for me. Yet instead of being happy, he was frustrated."

"For starters, they did fawn over him in the beginning Kurt." When she spoke, Kurt let out a huff in frustration as he remembered it all too well as Blaine made quite the splash his first year which drove Kurt crazy as once again all eyes were on Blaine. "Blaine is talented."

"Yet he's still in school."

"He's still in school as he couldn't take a full course load as he was also working a full-time job helping support your household. Blaine worked his ass off Kurt."

"Yet he still managed all of those late nights."

"You know, I'm not going to do this as we both see this situation differently and I don't want to argue with you. You both made mistakes and I'm not going to make excuses for either of you."

"You always had a soft spot for him."

"He's my friend Kurt, and even though you two have gotten divorced, that hasn't changed. Now, so you don't hurt yourself anymore, you need to take the ring off."

"It's the only thing I have left Rachel. Did I tell you part of the divorce decree was that I change my name back immediately?"

"No, but it doesn't surprise me."

"Are you telling me he didn't tell you?"

"He didn't as we really didn't talk about it as he didn't want to put me in the middle of things." Rachel told him as she stood. "Could I get you something to drink?"

"Only if you're getting something for yourself."

"Is tea alright as there is certainly a nip in the air?"

"That works." Kurt replied as he turned to watch her. "When did you see him Rachel?"

"The day after you received the papers, I wanted to check on him after spending the previous night with you."

"You haven't seen him since?"

"No I haven't as I've been quite busy as of late and he's not the easiest person to reach."

"Are Mommy and Daddy still supporting him?"

"I wouldn't know, but I would assume they are since he's taking a full class load once more. Could we not talk about Blaine anymore Kurt as it makes me uncomfortable?"

"I'm sorry, that's the last thing I want." Kurt replied as she brought them their tea. "It's just…I'm frustrated that he seems to be moving on so easily."

"It seems that way as he began moving on while the divorce was still happening. For Blaine once those papers were filed, there was no turning back. He tried and it didn't work and it got to the point where he couldn't take it anymore."

"Was I really that bad?"

"I don't know as I wasn't around when your fights started. I only ever heard the end of them and the ones I heard were quite vicious if I'm being honest. Hard as it might be to hear Kurt, I think this is the way things needed to be as you two had serious issues."

While Rachel was having this conversation with Kurt, Blaine was in the middle of rehearsals. Just as he'd expected his attire caught the attention of quite a few of his classmates. Most were thrilled for him as they'd seen the toll his divorce had taken on him. So to see him now smiling and carefree all the time was a pleasant change for everyone. A few of the guys asked questions but for the most part the girls were the ones bombarding him asking all about the owner of said sweatshirt he was wearing.

Once rehearsal ended that day, quite a few of them were heading out and asked Blaine to join them but he declined since Sebastian was coming over after class. For once none of them had a problem with his answer since they were all so happy to see him moving forward. Yet before they all went their separate ways, more than a few told Blaine that he and his boyfriend needed to join them one of these nights to which Blaine told them he'd talk to his boyfriend about. While some thought Blaine had moped around once he filed for divorce it really was the opposite as he rediscovered his social life and had begun going out once more.

When he got home that day, he brought his bag to his room and unpacked it as he threw his sweater from the previous night into the hamper. After he had everything unpacked, he headed towards his kitchen to get something to drink before sitting down and getting to work. He knew he had more than enough time to get some of his project done before Sebastian arrived. And with his concert the next week, he had time as almost every professor he had was more concerned about the concert so no projects were due till the following week. Blaine had gotten so into his composition that he was a bit startled when he heard a knock on the door. But with one glance at the clock, he realized it was Sebastian.

Upon opening the door, he was greeted by Sebastian's smiling face as well as dinner. "I really hope the Chinese restaurant down the street is decent because that's where this is from." Sebastian said after giving Blaine a kiss.

"I thought we were going to order once you got here Sebastian." Blaine said as he took the box. "And yes, it's decent. It's where I planned on ordering from tonight."

"My sweatshirt's a bit big on you Killer." Sebastian told him as he took a seat as Blaine set the box on the table.

"Oh, I should probably take this off so you can take it home."

"Why, it looks good on you." Sebastian said as he began to unpack the food. "Are you going to offer drinks or should I go help myself?" He then noticed the beer on the table. "From the looks of it, you're ahead of me already."

"Would you like a beer Sebastian?"

"I would love one and you should probably get another for yourself as yours is almost empty." Once Blaine returned, Sebastian handed him his and Blaine cocked an eyebrow. "I got you the same thing you ordered last time we went out for Chinese. I hope that's alright."

"It's my favorite actually, thank you. Also, thank you for letting me sleep this morning."

"You're welcome." Sebastian replied before taking another bite. "As my note said, I took a chance as you were sleeping so peacefully. Did you sleep well?"

"I did. To be honest, it was some of the best sleep I'd gotten in quite a while. How was class?"

"It was class. That reminds me, I have a bit of reading to do tonight before we do anything."

"Not a problem."

"Cool. Also, Thad came by to see if I saw you."

"Did you ask him if he did what you presumed?" Blaine asked between bites.

"I did and he did. I also asked him to join us on Saturday night as we talked about."

"Is he going to?"

"He is as he can't wait to see you. The same goes for the rest of the guys. How'd your rehearsal go?"

"It went well. I also got bombarded with questions because of my attire today as it's slightly different from my usual."

"They noticed it wasn't yours." Sebastian said with a smirk.

"Yes which lead to them asking who it belonged to and the girls freaked when I said my boyfriend."

"He's a pretty lucky guy." He said with a wink causing Blaine to smile. "And you look good in his clothes though they're a tad big on you."

"That was pointed out to me as well."

By the time they finished, Blaine took the empty containers to the kitchen while Sebastian took out the reading he needed to do. When Blaine came back in, he grabbed his guitar that was leaning against the couch. "Are you going to play?" Sebastian asked.

"I am, is that going to bother you?"

"Not at all, I've actually been hoping to hear you play from the moment I saw it propped up on the stand the first time I was here."

"Why didn't you ask me to play?"

"I didn't know if you actually did or it was decorative."

"Now you know. I do play."

"Are you going to play anything I know?"

"Not right now as I'm working on a composition for one of my classes."

"I'm certainly learning more and more about you Blaine Anderson."

"I hope you like what you're finding out Sebastian Smythe."

"Oh, I certainly am. Now let me hear how talented you are."

Once Blaine began to play, Sebastian cocked his head to the side as listening to Blaine play was a pleasant surprise as he had no clue he could play or that he was this good. The longer Blaine played and jotted things down; Sebastian had to force himself to read as he could honestly get lost in listening to Blaine play. By the time Sebastian finished up his reading, Blaine was in such a groove that Sebastian set his book to the side and just listen to him. Almost an hour passed from the time Sebastian had finished and Blaine looked over. "Oh my god, are you done? I'm so sorry Sebastian." Blaine was instantly flustered which cause Sebastian to sit up and place his hand on his arm.

"What are you apologizing for Blaine, I was enjoying listening to you play."

"But you were done and I sh…" Blaine's words were cut off as he felt Sebastian's body against his.

"Relax Killer. If I wanted you to stop, I would've said something. You know me. It was really good Blaine."

"It still needs some work."

"If that needs work, I can't wait to hear the finished product. You have to promise to play it for me."

"I think that can be arranged." While he spoke, Blaine set his guitar back in its stand which he had set near the couch. "But right now, I'd rather enjoy my time with you."

"I like the sound of that."

"I think you're going to like what I have in mind." While Blaine spoke he moved onto Sebastian's lap. "You don't mind, do you?"

"Not at all." Sebastian replied as he placed his hands on Blaine's hips. "I quite like you here considering this is how we shared our first kiss."

"You remember that?"

"Of course, it wasn't that long ago." After he spoke he saw the faintest of pouts forming on Blaine's face. "It was also quite memorable Blaine considering how long I'd waited for it." Those added words caused the pout to vanish and a smile to creep to his face. "How about you give me a reminder of that moment?"

"It would be my pleasure." Blaine replied before leaning in to kiss Sebastian. With as much as they'd kissed in the last month, it wasn't long till Blaine felt Sebastian pull him closer and his hands to slide beneath the sweatshirt. Considering the size of Sebastian's sweatshirt, Blaine never tucked his shirt in underneath and soon he felt Sebastian's hands on his bare back. Once Sebastian began to knead his back, Blaine moved his legs enough so he was flush against Sebastian which caused them both to moan softly into the kiss. From that sound alone it was clear they were both aroused. Then once Sebastian tightened his hold, they could both feel how aroused the other was.

Soon Blaine felt them moving and the next thing he felt was his back on the couch and Sebastian above him. Sebastian's hands had left his back; one was now up towards his shoulders while the other trailed down his side. When Blaine felt Sebastian move from between his legs he thought the kiss might break but soon felt Sebastian's thigh press against his erection causing him to moan once more into the kiss. For the most part they moved rather slowly as neither wanted to rush, but it had become rather obvious they both desired more. The moment Blaine felt Sebastian's hand grazing up his inner thigh, he thought he was going to feel the touch he desire but soon Sebastian stopped. That was all it took for Blaine to finally break their kiss. "What is it Blaine?"

"Why'd you stop?"

"I…I'm not sure."

"I don't want you to Sebastian. I want you to touch me."

"Are you sure Blaine? I…I don't want you doing something you're not comfortable with."

"Damnit Sebastian, I'm not a kid." Once Blaine spoke, he went to move but Sebastian stopped him. "What?" The frustration was evident in his voice as he spoke.

"Don't."

"Why?"

"Blaine, for so long I've only cared what I wanted. Yet with you, I don't want to do something you're not ready for." While Sebastian spoke, Blaine settled back down beneath him and wrapped his arms around him. The look in Sebastian's eyes let Blaine know more than his words that Sebastian only didn't want to screw up.

"I told you what I want Sebastian."

"I want the same from you Blaine."

"Then what are we waiting for." When he spoke, Blaine lifted one of his legs and rubbed it against Sebastian's groin, bringing a smirk to Sebastian's face.

"Nothing anymore." With that said, Sebastian leaned back down and they began to kiss once more. Blaine rubbed his leg against Sebastian as the kiss deepened and soon felt Sebastian palming him though his jeans. The more passionate the kiss grew; it was pretty obvious how true their words were as they were both waiting for things to progress. Blaine was so caught up in the kiss that his body froze when he felt Sebastian's hand wrap around him and it didn't go unnoticed by Sebastian who broke the kiss. "Blaine." He was about to remove his hand when Blaine lifted his hips and thrusted into Sebastian's grip. "You okay with this?"

"Definitely."

"Good as you feel so good in my hand."

"Do I now?"

"You do. And I must say, I'm pleasantly surprised as I had no idea you were so…endowed."

"Just wait till you get a look."

"What happened to my bashful school boy?"

"Oh, he's still here. But he's not ashamed to go after what he truly wants anymore."

"And what is it that you want Blaine?"

"You Sebastian, I want you. I always have, yet it took me a bit to realize it."

"We'll have time for a sentimental talk later; it's time we got to making up for lost time." Sebastian said as he tightened his grip. "And boy do we have time to make up for." Instead of leaning down to kiss him again, Sebastian began to stroke Blaine as he watched his face. Wanting to make mental notes of how Blaine reacted as he gave himself over to the pleasure he was feeling. When Blaine began biting his lower lip to quiet himself, Sebastian leaned down and whispered into his ear. "Don't, I want to hear you." After that, hazel eyes locked on green as Blaine moaned rather loudly.

"Se…Sebastian, I…I'm close." Blaine wasn't quite sure what he was expecting from telling him, but he wasn't expecting to see Sebastian move down his body and fully expose him before licking his lips. Sebastian glanced up at Blaine and was met by a nod. The next thing Blaine felt was the warmth of Sebastian's mouth surrounding him causing him to moan even louder. "Oh god!" Blaine had never felt anything like this before and while he was close before he knew it wasn't going to be much longer. Even after giving Sebastian multiple warnings he never pulled off, yet Blaine couldn't hold off any longer.

Throughout his entire orgasm, Sebastian never stopped till Blaine shuddered beneath him. It wasn't till then did he remove him from his mouth. "How are you feeling Killer?" Blaine could only look at him as he was in a complete daze. "That good, huh?" Sebastian asked with a smirk as Blaine nodded. "And you were right, I like what I see. You certainly weren't exaggerating."

"Come here." Blaine said as he reached out and grabbed ahold of the front of Sebastian's shirt, pulling him towards him. Once he was close enough, Blaine leaned up and they began to kiss once more. As Sebastian settled back down above him, the kiss deepened. Sebastian wasn't quite sure how it happened but he soon felt Blaine above him. When Blaine's lips left his and began to trail down his neck, Sebastian closed his eyes, loving the feel of Blaine's lips against his skin. As he moved off to the side, Sebastian felt Blaine cup him through his pants.

"Blaine."

"Yes Sebastian."

"Just because I did what I did, doesn't mean you have to. I mean…"

"I want to, any objections?" Blaine said with a glimmer in his eye that Sebastian couldn't remember seeing before, but it certainly wasn't an innocent one. In that moment, it was pretty clear Blaine had a side to him he was experiencing for the first time and that sent chills through Sebastian's body.

"None. Be my guest."

"I will." Sebastian had been so focused on Blaine that he hadn't realized that while they were speaking Blaine had undone his pants, much as he'd done to him. Then once he felt Blaine's hand wrap around him, he couldn't help but moan as Blaine moved his hand up and down the shaft. Much as Sebastian had done, Blaine watched him the entire time as he moved his hand over him. Seeing the affect each flick of his wrist had on him. The moment he saw Sebastian's eyes begin to flutter, he tugged down on his boxers with his other hand to expose him. "You're quite impressive yourself Sebastian."

A seductive look crept to Sebastian's face at those words, and then slowly he watched as Blaine lowered himself down and flicked his tongue over the tip. Sebastian's hips lurch forth at the contact causing Blaine to repeat the act. Once Sebastian's body settled down, Blaine continued to tease him before slowly taking him into his mouth. With as long as it had been since he'd done so, Blaine could only hope he could please Sebastian as well as he'd pleased him. But once he found his rhythm and relaxed his throat, he could tell he was from the sounds Sebastian was making. Then once he felt one of Sebastian's hands tangle in his hair and give a slight tug, Blaine was surprised by how good that felt.

Even though it had been quite a while, Blaine refused to stop even when Sebastian warned him he was about to cum. It was only a few moments later and Sebastian came with quite the force which caught Blaine off-guard, but it didn't deter him and he kept going till Sebastian was completely spent. When he finally removed him from his mouth, his eyes were a bit teary. "You okay Blaine?"

"Yea, it had just been awhile."

"I never would've guessed as that was amazing."

"You think?"

"I know. Now, come here and let me thank you properly."

Once they began to kiss, they somehow made their way onto to their sides and their legs wrapped around the other. They were so caught up they had no idea what time it was and neither cared. But once the kiss broke, Blaine looked at Sebastian whose lips were swollen and Blaine could only assume he was in a similar state. "Stay tonight Sebastian."

"Are you sure Killer?"

"Positive."

"I'd love too."