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Rajat woke up at 7…. and went to freshened up. After taking tea he took his important accessories locked the main door and left for bus stand. When he reached there he came to know that the bus is 2 hours late from its actual time so he decided to go and buy some food stuff for himself. Then he remember some thing…
Rajat : oho….. How can I forget….? Me ne usey call nahi kiya … chalo abhi kar leta hun…(and he took out his mobile)
He was dialing the number when some one tapped his shoulder with: The number you are trying to dial is reachable at the moment and its location is just behind you….
He turned and saw Purvi is standing with smile on her face…. The smile which gave him the confidence of fighting with any problem.
Rajat : arey Purvi… tum yahan… beauru nahi gaeein….?
Purvi : g han… me yahan… aap to muje call karna bhool gaye to me ne socha kiun na me hi yahan aa jaaun…
Rajat : sorry wo me jaldi mein tumhe call karna bhool hi gaya….. abhi kar raha tha…tum aa gaeein(than noticed some thing in her hand) arey ye bag kis liye….
Purvi: is mein aap ke liye or mere liye breakfast hai…
Rajat tried to say something… but purvi cut him with: han han…. Pata hai… aap ko bhook nahi hai…. but muje bohat bhook lagi hai…. (then turned to walk): aab chalain bhi… warna bus nikal jaye gi….
She hold Rajat 's hand and dragged him inside the food court where they ate their breakfast with light chit chat.
After that they came out and sit on the bench present in one corner. There was a silence between them. Purvi was feeling that Rajat wanted to say something to her so she decided to give him sometime to compose himself. After some time Rajat started as: jab Ansha se meri shadi hui na… to muje laga ke ab … meri zindagi mein sirf khushiyan hi khushiyan hongi… lekin phir kuch aisa hua ke… muje laga ke yar… meri qismat mein to khushiyan hain hi nahi…jab bhi meri life mein kuch acha honey lagta hai… to… uskey sath hi kuch aisa ho jata hai…. jo bohat bura hota hai… phir wo sab hua jo mene kabhi socha bhi nahi tha….(while taking her hands in to his)mera … mera.. yakeen karo… me ne wo sab jan boojh kar nahi kiya tha… bas us raat party mein usey phone per baat kartey suna to aisa laga k… me hi kiun…. Har baar me hi kiun…. Me Ansha ko kabhi bhi divorce na deta… agar ye mission itna dangerous na hota… me ne socha .. agar muje kuch ho gaya to wo kia karey gi… us ke aagey to abhi puri zindagi thi.. kese guzaarti… me ne socha abhi us ke pass aik option hai… wo settle hojaye gi… shaadi kar le gi..lekin me usey ye khushi bhi nahi de paya….phir meri life mein tum aaeein… me ne tumhari aankhon mein apne liye pyaar dekha… to me ne socha ke yaar ab nahi… me kisi per aaitbaar nahi karun ga… phir me ne apne dil ki suni… tum se apne dil ki baat kehney ka sochaa… phir khayaal aaya ke kahin tum mana na kar do muje chor ker na chali jao…(Purvi tightened her grip on his hands and he continues): lekin phir…. Phir… mera dar haar gaya…. Or tumhari muhabbat jeet gai … tumhara yaqeen jeet gaya….
Then he turned his face to other side so he can hide his tears from her , but she again turned his face to her and wipe his tears with her own hands.. and said:
Purvi :jo hua.. me ye to nahi kehti ke usey bhool jaiye… lekin please aagey barhney ki koshish kijiye… jo kuch bhi hua us mein aap ki to koi ghalti nahi thi….aap ne to koshish ki sari situation ko handle karne ki ab nahi ho paya to is mein aap khud ko dosh mat dijiye….
Then they both hugged each other …. And after five minutes they separated
Rajat : pata hai Purvi Ansha ke liye … ab mere dil mein kuch bhi nahi hai… na pyar na nafrat kuch bhi nahi…. But phir bhi us ki ye haalat dekh kar mujey bohat dar lagraha hai… pata hai kiun… (then after some moments)sirf Soniya ke liye… shayad me bahut selfish ho raha hun…. Muje dar lag raha hai…ke kahin meri bacchi bhi… apne maa baap ki tarha apni maa ke pyar ko taras na jaye…. Uski life mein bhi wohi kami na reh jaye jo us ke parents ki life mein rahi hai…
Then he looked at his watch and said: arey … bus nikaalne mein sirf 15 minutes hain… mujhe chalna chahiye….
He stood up and said: thank you very much Purvi …. Muje samajhne ke liye…or…
But Purvi cut him and said: Thank you very much senior inspector Rajat … mujhe dil se apna samajh kar,,… mere sath apna dukh baantne ke liye…ab jaiye aisa na ho ke aap yahan thank you thank you hi kartey reh jaaein or bus nikal jaye.
He pet her cheek and started walking after some moments he heard her loud voice as : Rajatttt…
He turned and she came running and flung in to his arms… and they spent some silent moments which conveyed their each and every feeling and emotion to their hearts. they remained in a hug for more than five minutes. Then Purvi spoke
Purvi : kia aaj yun hi rehne ka iraada hai… jana ahi hai kia(then separate him and said): jaaein … warna aisa na ho wo bus ka driver hi bahar aa jaye or aap ko khud utha kr le jaye.
He smiled then she pushed him forward, he went and enter in the bus… he waved his hand and she also and then the bus started and the both waving their hands to each other until disappeared from sight. And then Purvi moved towards the beauru.
After some hours
Rajat reached at the house and rang the door bell. Nina opened the door.
Nina: arey aap... aiye na..
He entered in the house. And sits on sofa.
Rajat : Ansha kesi hai…?
Nina: theek nahi hai wo…us ne jiney ki umeed hi chor di hai..
Rajat : doctors kia kehtey hain..?
Nina (after taking a sigh): doctors ne kia kehna hai g…. wo to pehley bhi zada hope ful nahi they… or ab us ki jo condition hai …us ke baad to or bhi zada naumeed ho gaye hain…jese jese operation ke din kareeb aa rahe hain wo ghuti ja rahi hai andar hi andar(then remove the tears ): bas har waqt… ya to aap se maafi mangti rehti hai… ya Soniya ke liye pareshan hoti rehti hai…
Rajat (in pain full voice ): lekin mene to usey kab ka maaf kar diya…or hamesha us ke liye yehi dua ki ke.. wo or Soniya dono khush rahein…
Nina said while standing: aap ke liye kuch laaun?
Rajat : nahi bas aik glass pani…
Nina come back with glass of water and gave to him. After drinking he said: Ansha so rahi hai kia…?
Nina: han.. wo medicine ke effect ki wajah se zara dair se hi uthti hai…
Rajat nods and then said: or Soniya kab tak aaye gi school se…?
Nina: wo bas aati hi hogi.. aik ghantey mein… aap fresh ho jaiye jab tak me Ansha ko dekhti hun…
Rajat nods and moved towards guest room with his half an hour he came out from guest room and moved towards Ansha's room as Nina informed him that Ansha woke up now.
He knocked the door and enters inside after getting permission. There he saw a weak figure was lying in the bed with blanket over her and she was looking much older than her actual age. There are many bottles of different medicines are arranged properly on the table which is placed near the patient's bed.
Rajat felt pity on that poor soul. He moved closed to her bed and sit on chair placed beside it. She noticed someone's presence near her so opened her eyes and tried to sit but Rajat stopped her.
Rajat: kesi ho….?
Ansha(smiled weakly): me.. thek… hun… aap k…kese hain….?
Rajat : me acha hun….
And after that silence prevailed. Finally Ansha broke the silence.
Ansha: please aap….. muje maaf kar dein…..aap ko..
Rajat cut her and said: tum mujh se maafi mat mango jo hua usey bhool jao…..or…
Ansha(after controlling her tears): me nahi chahti ke me aap ki naraazgi ka bojh lekar is duniya se jaaun…. Is liye….
Rajat (in bit angry and rash tone): tum kahin nahi ja rahi ho samjhin… tum …. Please mera nahi…. Apna bhi nahi…. Kam se kam Soniya ka socho…. Or himmat karo… please…. (then he calm down): acha ye batao… ye Soniya kab tak aaye gi…(smiles)aatey hi madam apni favorite chocolate ki demand karain gi..me ne to soch liya hai… aaj usey khoob sataaun ga….chocolate dun ga hi ahi…keh dun ga ke bhool gaya…
Ansha laughingly: han ….or jese wo to foren maan jaye gi na…. us ko pata hai… us ke papa kabhi us ki cheezain nahi bhool saktey ….aap ki koshish bekaar jaye gi…..(then she realized her tone and lowered her head in embracement)
Rajat smiled at her behavior and said: aisi hi hansi ki zaroorat hai tumhe is waqt ….. so keep smiling…
then his phone rang 'he saw the caller id and smile crept on his face, he said to Ansha: me zra aata hun…thori dair mein…
He moved out from the room…. And Ansha looked towards door and smiled sadly…
asi ishq da dard jaga baithe
asi ishq di aankh laga baithe
lokeein ta yaar labh de phirte
haaye …
lokeein ta yaar labh de phirte
asi labheya yaar gava baithe…
Here Rajat after coming out of room, called Purvi .. and told her that he reached there and she asked about Ansha's health. Then after talking some time they end the then the door bell rang and Rajat ran to guest room so he can hide himself from his daughter.
Soniya entered in the house and started to go to her mother's room… but then she stopped and murmur to herself….
Soniya: ye smell kesi hai…. bilkul papa ke perfume jesi….kahin papa to….chalo mummy se puchti hun….(and she moved into the room)
On the other side Rajat was hiding behind the curtain pat his own head …
Rajat : uffff…. Is ki senses to abhi se itni taiz hain….aik dum Cid officer ki tarha…..ab…(then he stopped as someone pulled his hand) with: to mere papa bhi to CID officer hi hain na…..me un pe hi jaaun gi….
Rajat smiled and come out…
Rajat (after lifting her in his arms): kesi hai meri guriya….
Soniya: me theek hun papa…or aap itney dino baad aye… aap ko pata hai me ne kitna miss kiya aap ko…?
Rajat (settled on sofa): papa ne bhi aap ko bohat miss kiya…or aap ke liye ..aik cheez bhi ai hai….
Soniya(excited): kia.. jaldi batain na please…..
Rajat nodded his head in no: umhmmm….pehle aap apna uniform change karain gi…. Phir lunch karain gi…. Or phir …miley gi… aap ko aap ki favorite chocolate…
Soniya excitedly: yeaaa….and ran towards her room.
After lunch Rajat came in Soniya's room and saw her drawing some thing. He said: arey ye meri guriya kia bana rahi hai zara hum bhi to dekhein…(then soniya showed him a card… actually she was drawing this for her mother)
Rajat asked: kis ke liye bana rai ho….?
Soniya : mumma ke liye….wo har waqt sad sad rehti hain na…is liye…. Me un ke liye ye joker or smiling face bana rahi hun… is se un ke face pe smile aa jaye gi.
Rajat patted her head just then his mobile rang. It was Purvi .he received the call
Rajat : han Purvi bolo..(and he started talking to her. Soniya went to her mother's room to paste the drawings on its walls).
Next Day
In morning Soniya went to school. Nina goes out for some personal work. Ansha was sitting in garden. Rajat came to her and sit in front of her.
Rajat : good morning. Kia haal hai ab…?
Ansha: theek hun…(then after some moments): aik baat poochun aap se…?
Rajat (while turning the pages of magzines): haan poocho?
Ansha: ye Purvi kon hai?
Rajat looked at her and said: mere sath kaam karti hai…or…
Ansha:or…
Rajat humari shadi honey wali hai…
Ansha after some time: congratulations….
Rajat : thanks
Ansha: wese …kesi hai wo… I mean us ke baarey mein kuch bataain…
Rajat said dreamily: wo…. Bohat achi hai… bohat zada achi…. Me ne bohat socha ke us ke baarey mein na sochoon lekin…aapney aap ko rok nahi paya…wo…(then he came out from the trance and said):acha tum coffee piyo gi kia.. me apne lye bananey jar aha hun.
Ansha looked at him for some time and then nodded her head in no..He went and she think: sach hai ye baat ke ooper wala kisi ke sath nainsaafi(injustice) nahi karta.. I hope ke Purvi Rajat ko wo sab kuch dey jo wo deserve kartey hain…(and she cleared the tears from her eyes).
ye waqt ki kesi hawa chali
na yaar raha na uski gali
bus itni khata thi ishq kiya
kyu ishq kiya yeh saza mili
yeh kaisi cheekh uthi dil mein…
haye…..
yeh kaisi cheekh uthi dil mein
yeh kaisi thokar kha baithe
haye
asi labhya yaar gawan baithey
Next Day
Purvi entered in beauru .All wished her good morning. After some time ACP sir came with Abhijeet and Daya .
All: good morning sir.
Trio: good morning.
Then Abhijeet asked Purvi : arey Purvi …Rajat se koi baat hui… kesa hai wo or Ansha or Soniya kese hain?
Purvi : Ansha theek hi hain… bas kabhi tabiyat sahi ho jati hai to kabhi kharaab..or Soniya bilkul theek hai…abhi subha meri baat hui thi us se….
Daya: I wish …ke Ansha theek ho jaein…nahi to wo bacchi Soniya….or Rajat bhi to kitna upset hai…is sab ki wajah se….
They Remember
One day Rajat came to beauru, he was looking tired and his swollen eyes were telling that he is awaken all night. He looked at Purvi who gave him a assuring smile so he said to Abhijeet : sir ACP sir aa gaye kia? Actually muje unse bohat important baat karni hai.
Abhijeet : han bas aatey hi hongey thori dair mein.
Then all got busy in the work. After some time Rajat entered in ACP sirs cabin where he discussing some thing with Duo. Rajat entered after getting permission.
Acp sir: aao Rajat kia baat hai?
Rajat after sitting on chair started with: wo.. actually sir…muje kuch din ki leave chahiye…
ACP sir: theek hai…wese bhi tumhari tabiyat kuch theek nahi lag rahi kuch dino se…rest miley ga tumhe bhi…tum 4 days ki leave lelo…
Rajat : nahi sir….. muje kam se kam 20 days ki chutti chahiye…. Muje Bhopal jana hai..
ACP sir and Duo exchanged glances then Abhijeet spoke after sometime: is every thing all right… koi problem hai to.. tum humse share kar saktey ho…kahin us property ko leke to koi problem nahi… jis ka case chal raha tha court mein….(Rajat have some property in Bhopal and the case was in court regarding its ownership)
Rajat : nahi sir wo baat nahi hai…baat kuch or hai.
Abhijeet: Soniya to theek hai na…
Rajat took a sigh and said: sir… Ansha ko brain tumor hai… us ka operation hai isi week mein..to muje leave chahiye…
Acp sir: theek hai Rajat tum 20 days ki nahi aik mahiney ki leave lelo….
Rajat : thank u very much sir..and he was at the door when Daya called him
Daya : pareshaan honey se ,,..or kisi se share na karney se problems solve nahi hotey …or zada barh jaatey hain…. Ab jao …or zada tension mat lena is waqt tumhe strong rehna hai… apney or Ansha ke liye nahi… Soniya ke liye….
Present
Acp sir: dua to hum sab ki bhi yehi hai… ke sab acha ho jaye… (Then the case reported and they all went to crime scene).
Here in Bhopal
NIGHT 10 pm
After taking dinner Ansha and Nina were sleeping. Rajat came in Soniya's room. She was sleeping holding the small teddy in her hand . he came near her spread his hand on her hairs. He saw some thing in her other hand it was her mother picture. Then he saw a dairy also he took it and started reading. After some time he got a call from Purvi .
Hello Purvi ….
HI …kia ho raha tha….?
Kuch nahi bas abhi dinner kiya tha… soniya ko dekhne aaya tha… tum batao…. Kesa raha aaj ka din..?
Kuch khas nahi .. aik hi case aaya tha.. wo bhi solve ho gaya jaldi hi…aap bataein soniya kesi hai.. ? or Ansha ji kesi hain…?
Soniya theek hai…. or Ansha bhi…
Then both become silent. After sometime Purvi spoke: kia hua Rajat aap chup kiun ho gaye… koi tension hai kia..?
Rajat after taking a sigh :me soch raha hun… ke zindagi insaan ko jab bhi kuch deti hai… us ke sath hi kuch na kuch le bhi leti hai… ab muje or Soniya ko hi lelo… jab Ansha mere pass thi to Baba mujh se door chaley gaye….. or ab jab me apni beti ke sath hun to us ki maa…
(then he stopped . Purvi was playing the role of silent listner because she knows it is necessary for him that he share his pain with her.)
After some moments Rajat spoke: acha Purvi …ab raat ho gai hai… tum so jao… tumhe subha jana bhi hai…. me bhi so jata hun. Good night.
Purvi : good night … (and to change his mood she added)or ab so jaiye ga.. aisa na ho…ke neend na aye to… phir se kisi beech pe chaley jaein or wahan ankhein band kar ke so jaaein…(then smiles)is baar to me bhi nahi hun jo aa kar jaga dun…
Rajat laughed this time(he remembered their beach meeting) and with his laugh Soniya disturbed in sleep so he hurriedly speak in low voice: acha acha theek hai … madam g…ab me rakhta hun…meri beti disturb ho rahi hai..
Purvi : ok ok,,.. bye …or Soniya ko meri taraf se pyar kariye ga…
Call ended
After ending the call he went near Soniya and pat her head after some time she slept peacefully. And Rajat also laid beside her placed his one hand on Soniyas head and started running fingers in her hairs and after some time he also slept.
Same night around 3 am
Rajat was sleeping holding his daughter's hand when some one knock the hurriedly moved towards the door and opened it. Here he found Nina was standing with pale face.
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