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Chapter 5

After me and the other ladies got back to home we only had time to clean up for dinner so after we finished we went upstairs and sat at the dinner table. Dinner was absolutely wonderful and it was enough food for a king his family and a small army as well. After we ate it was time to put on our PJ's and get ready for family night. Surprisingly everyone's PJ's matched their costume which was a little weird in a so that was what I would wear if I were 5 but I'm not one to judge.

Right now we are all sitting at the dining room table playing Monopoly and the one person you should never have as the bank teller is the one and only Clint. I have no idea what they were thinking making him the banker but after the 3rd game and Clint still had the most money with no properties or railroads and the board was literally filled to capacity with bought properties and houses and motels there is just no way he should have that much money. Well let's just say that the 3rd round was the final because Bruce got a little upset and almost smashed poor Clint. So we've decided to play charades. Charades turned out to be very interesting seeing as Thor decided to bring his hammer Mjolnir. Uncle Tony dared me to pick it up and it looked pretty heavy but I was pretty sure I could pick up a hammer I mean lets be honest anyone could right? Boy did I have another thing coming no one warned me that Thor was the only one that could carry it they just made it seem like it was just really heavy. Yeah right I wish it was just heavy I planted my feet firmly on the floor and bent my knees and grip and pulled. Let's just say I almost lost my arm and by this time everyone was in tears laughing at me so hard. Talk about embarrassing no words can explain my embarrassment and it didn't help that Steve's face was beat red. All I could do was just sit down but to add insult to injury on my way to my seat I fell. The good thing is that I was in a room full of super hero's so before I could hit the ground the one and only Captain America caught me. "Bella are you ok" he asked still holding me in his arms. "Yeah I'm fine thank you Steve." The room got very quiet watching us and for a second it was like no one was in the room until Clint with his big mouth ruined things when he "well I thought I was moving to fast I forgot that the ladies love the gentleman.""Cap when you finally decided to let my niece go please let me know so that we can get back to the game. If you haven't released her with 3 second I will shoot you."

With that said he released me but made sure I got to my seat without and more tripping. So by then it was Steve's turn as he picked a piece of paper out of the bowl I noticed how his entire body had not an ounce of fat he was all muscle and all man wow. I couldn't really focus on the game for checking him out so much. Remembering the feel of me in his arms I felt s protected and safe and a part of me felt so good and wonderful to know that I still have these emotions and feelings inside me but then deep down a part of me felt so wrong. Another part of me feels guilty for checking him out and liking the way I felt in his arms seeing as how I thought that Edward was my soulmate and we would be together until the end of time. I decided that I had had enough of family night and just went to my floor. I really needed to be alone to think and to try and figure things out.

Since I've been in New York I have started to heal in just a short amount of time. I'm scared that if I heal completely then I will forget about Edward and forget about his family. A part of me still loves him and them even thought it hurt me so bad to know they cared so little for me. I understand that they did it because they thought that it would be for the best. Another part of me hated them for making me love and care about them and for them to just leave without saying goodbye was so cruel. If you say you love someone you don't just cut them out of your life and not contact them at all its so wrong and mean to do someone like that. It's time that I start living and having fun with my life not saying that I will not miss them anymore, it's time to let them go like they let me go.

The second I decided this I hear the elevator ding on my floor and I look up from my seat and see Steve walking towards me.

So tell me what do you guys think. I promise not to leave you waiting to long. It just felt like that was the perfect place to end this chapter I mean after all Bella decided to start living her life without thinking about the Cullen's all the time.