"It's not a bad thing to fall in love with me...And I won't stop until you believe it Cause baby you're worth it"- Justin Timberlake
John straightened his tie and fixed his hair one last time. He was taking Joss out to dinner and a play. After the HR mess he decided he wasn't going to fight what they had anymore. He knew what he wanted. He wanted her love. He wanted to be able to hold her when she was sad or happy. He wanted to buy her nice things and cook for her when she was tired. He wanted to be the one to take care of her when she had a cold. He wanted to be a parental figure for Taylor.
Most of all he wanted her to be the first thing he saw when he woke up in the morning and the last voice he heard before he fell asleep at night.
He knew that her ex-husband had left a scars on her heart when he broke his promise to love her unconditionally and she was just trying to keep herself and heart safe. He wanted her to know that she could trust him. He wanted to show her that letting herself love him wasn't a bad thing.
He loved her and if he had to spend years proving to her that he was true to his word and he would never hurt her, he would. He wanted her to know that he would always be there for her no matter what. He wanted to let her know that if she allowed herself to fall, he would catch her and hold her in his arms forever.
Some people might consider what he was doing as being excessive but that only meant they never truly loved another person. He truly loved Jocelyn Carter, she was worth everything he had and could possible give and so much more.