Five Years Later

Part 69

After opening up to everyone, Blaine was a bit hesitant anytime his phone rang over the next few days. When he'd spoken to Wes before a performance, he was surprised to hear Santana had taken up his offer to talk, but was glad she had. Considering Blaine had played outside of the city on Friday night, he'd gone straight home afterwards to sleep since Sebastian hadn't been able to make it. So when he rolled over the next morning, he was surprised to feel another body next to his in bed. Once his eyes began to flutter open, Blaine glanced up to see Sebastian beside him. "Morning…or should I say afternoon, sleepyhead." Sebastian said softly as he ran his fingers through Blaine's errant curls. Seeing the confusion in his eyes, Sebastian smiled. "It's almost one o'clock B." Those words were enough to cause his eyes to fly open. "Relax B; we have nothing to do today."

"But…I leave tomorrow."

"I know, and that's why we planned to spend all of today together." While Sebastian spoke, Blaine curled up next to him, wrapping his arm tightly around him. "How'd last night's show go as you were a bit out of it when we spoke?"

"The whole experience was crazy." Blaine replied, his voice still rough as he continued to wake. "The crowd was like nothing we've experienced before, it was intense and they stuck around afterwards. If it wasn't for Scott and his boys, I don't know how we would've gotten out of there Bas."

"It sounds as though you had a glimpse of what's to come B." Sebastian told him. "I've got to tell you, while I'm thrilled they wanted to see you, I don't like it at the same time." Blaine mumbled softly, and from what Sebastian could understand, Blaine was in agreement. "When did you finally make it back here last night?"

"It was sometime after two I think, maybe closer to three. All I know is that once I walked through the door, I came straight in here and collapsed as I was exhausted. How did your night go?"

"It was informative, but I would've much rather been watching you."

"When did you get here?"

"A few hours ago." Sebastian said. "Once I got up, I took care of what needed to be done and then came over here. You don't mind, do you?" Blaine shook his head, slowly becoming more awake. "Do you have much packing to do?"

"Not really as I did a bit each day so that we could spend today together and what time we have tomorrow as well. So you know Bas, I'm glad you're here as I prefer waking up with you next to me."

"Happy to hear it as it's going to be a regular thing once you move in. By the way, when did you start packing up your bookshelves?"

"This week, as I know once we come back time is going to fly by. Have you spoken to any of the guys about what I told them as they haven't mentioned it to me since that day?"

"A few, mainly Thad though as this has been tough on Rachel as expected. But before we talk about this any further, how about we eat as you've got to be hungry?"

"Or you are?"

"I might be." Sebastian then leaned down to kiss the top of his head. "Just so you know B, you don't have to be concerned as Rachel is getting better each day and that's per Thad as well as Santana."

"You mean the same Santana that has spoken to Wes?"

"Yes. I don't blame her either Killer. Now, have you figured out when you're going to talk with Sam?"

"It's going to have to be once I return from this mini trip as I don't want to do it on the road as I have so many things going on. Not to mention, shortly after we return, we're filming the video."

"And then shortly after that, your Spring concert, then graduation."

"Then vacation." Blaine said as he looked into Sebastian's eyes as they both knew what was coming next, yet neither went there. Realizing Blaine was leaving sooner with each passing day wasn't something either liked to think about, but it's not something they ignored. They both knew they needed to make the most of their time together. From there, they were sitting down and beginning to coordinate schedules as Vincent had sent over what was supposedly Blaine's finally schedule for the summer.

Throughout brunch, they went over a few details, like the fact that Sebastian would be there when he returned since his Mom would be in town working on his place, getting it ready for the two of them. "Are you sure you don't mind Killer, as I can stay at a hotel or something?" Once Sebastian spoke, Blaine cocked his head to the side and looked at him. "You know me, I had to ask. You would've done the same thing if roles were reversed."

"True." Blaine replied before taking another bite as Sebastian had done the cooking since Blaine still wasn't fully coherent when they made it into the kitchen. "We're good. It'll be nice having you here when I return."

"That's what I hoped to hear. Are you going to get to spend any time with Tina or anyone else that's coming to see you?"

"I honestly don't know as the schedule looks crazy. It's a good thing though as we'll all learn pretty quickly how well we travel together. Speaking of, did you get that information from Hunter?" The look on his face as he spoke was every bit that of the bashful, schoolboy Sebastian fell for all those years prior. And considering what Blaine was asking about, it was quite the contradiction in terms. "Bas?"

"Yes, I have everything we need. I thought we could play with it a bit today so we're comfortable." Blaine nodded, before subtly biting on his lower lip. "Fear not Killer, I plan on giving you something to think about while you're gone."

"Bas!"

"Come now B, are you saying you don't want me to ravage you?" When Blaine looked at him, Sebastian smiled. "That's what I thought. It's only us B; you can let your naughty side out."

"Don't I usually with you?"

"Yes, but you also let out your sweet and loving side." Sebastian said with a smile. "I get the whole package."

"That you do."

While they spoke, Thad was sitting with Hunter over coffee as he needed to get out as he'd spent most of the night and that morning studying. From the moment Hunter sat down across from him, he knew there was more going on with Thad than just his need to get out for a little while. Since they were much alike, he didn't push him to talk, knowing when he was ready he would. So they talked about random things till Thad began to ramble, his frustrations finally coming to the surface. "So, he hasn't stopped calling her." Hunter stated after Thad paused to take a sip of his coffee. "I could see why you want to throw her phone out the window."

"It's as though since she walked out of lunch with him, he's determined to make things right with her." Thad told him. "While that might've been possible a few days after it happened, it won't after what Blaine told her. Hell, even she knows it's worse than Blaine said merely by the fact he was so vague when he spoke."

"That's because it's hard on him to talk about it as Sebastian pointed out. It's not something I would want to constantly talk about. And from what Blaine said, he had to constantly relive it during the divorce proceedings when Kurt was calling him irrational and delusional."

"He didn't tell her that, and I understand why. The fact that all that was going on under their noses, hit the girls hard." Thad said. "Thankfully, Santana's spoken to Wes as he's probably the only one that could get through to her. From what she's told me, he told her it's alright to feel angry, but at the same time she has to remember there isn't anything she could've done since Blaine didn't say anything. Hell, if Blaine couldn't open up to Wes, who he trusts there is no way he was going to tell them."

"That's actually a really good point." Hunter replied. "That's something only the three of them truly will understand. I can't even imagine finding out something like that was happening to a friend of mine and I didn't know."

"It's probably best for Hummel that Blaine didn't say anything as we're not necessarily the most rational bunch when we're upset." Once Thad finished, Hunter couldn't stop himself from laughing. "Yea, I get it. By the way, you should know Santana keeps trying to get Sebastian to let her see the video neither of you would watch."

"Why doesn't that surprise me in the slightest?" Hunter replied. "Those two are sitting on the ultimate blackmail material should Hummel ever try anything."

"So, it really is that bad?"

"Thad, neither Sebastian nor I would watch it, what does that tell you?" After he spoke, Hunter noticed Thad looking at him; it was as though a light went on in that moment when he spoke. "Sebastian never said what was noted on the video, did he?"

"No, I first thought it was only proof of the affair. Yet now taking into context everything you two have said, it's more than that, isn't it?"

"It could be, but since neither Sebastian nor I have watched it, I can't say for certain." Hunter told him. "Just know, considering how it was labeled it probably could be." That only added to the look Thad gave him. "I honestly don't know how risqué the video was. And from what I've dealt with in regards to Hummel, I don't care to know."

"Considering how Sebastian feels about him, I can see that as well. Well he certainly isn't shy when it comes to sex, seeing Hummel in that way might be the only thing that could turn Sebastian off from it." They both laughed as the comment certainly suited Sebastian. "Do you know if Sebastian has plans for next week considering Blaine is gone?"

"Not that I know of, but if I was going to take a guess he's going to do a lot of studying so he's available to talk when Blaine calls."

"That makes sense." Thad replied. "I know ever since Rachel started rehearsals I've been studying quite a bit as well."

"From what I can see, the two of you are spending quite a bit of time together lately even with her new schedule." Hunter said to him, bringing a smile to Thad's face. "I'm happy for you man, you deserved to find someone that makes you happy."

"Little did I ever imagine it would be Rachel, especially after how crazy things were when we technically met for the first-time." Thad said. "She truly flipped out when she saw Blaine was with Sebastian, yet now, she's probably one of their biggest supporters."

"Considering how you described that moment, it's understandable. Not to mention everything that happened between all of them in high school."

"Everything back then was crazy and a lot of it stemmed from the fact that Sebastian and Kurt hated each other. Honestly, I don't know how Sebastian hasn't gone off on him."

"Easy, he loves Blaine and that's his focus." Hunter reminded him. "Think about it Thad, Sebastian isn't the same person he was back in high school, he's grown up."

"Still."

"Thad, he never thought he'd see Blaine again, let alone have a chance at a relationship with him. And because all of that has presented itself, the petty crap was pushed aside of focus on what's really important. It doesn't mean that Sebastian doesn't get frustrated or upset as we know he does, but he's not going to act on it. I'm pretty sure, the best thing he and Blaine can do is just be happy and that's the best revenge the two could ever have." Thad sighed softly because everything Hunter said made sense to him and his facial expression showed it. "You know it too, but right now after hearing everything it's still hard to put things into perspective."

"That's true, and I have to deal with so many different aspects of it because of Rachel."

"Well, if you ever need to talk you know you only need to call like today. And I'm pretty certain I'm not the only one you could call as well. The guys all know you have a lot on your plate having to deal with this as well as Rachel."

"How long did it take you to come to terms with everything once you knew?"

"A month or so." Hunter told him. "So, considering I didn't have the same history as the rest of you it's understandable that it's going to take you all time to wrap your heads around it.

"If you don't mind me asking, what was one of the first things you did after you found out?"

"I had a drink, because I was in shock. Kimberly then came over and sat with me as I tried to put the pieces together. Told me there wasn't anything I could do aside from being there to support Blaine and Sebastian in any way that they need."

"So you told her?"

"No, but I told her that they were dealing with some rather big issues from when Blaine was married. And considering what she'd witnessed from Hummel, that didn't shock her."

"Anything else?"

"Yes, but that's between me and her." Hunter replied with a patented smirk as he sat back in his chair. "But know that while it might seem hard now, it gets easier."

"I know, and since Blaine has moved on with his life I know the rest of us will as well."

"Now that's more like it, it's also a good thing to remind Rachel of."

"Will do."

By the time they went their separate ways, Blaine and Sebastian were lounging on the couch with a blanket draped over them after cleaning up from brunch. "I thought you said you had packing left to do." Sebastian said as he looked up Blaine who was lying above him while toying with the hair at the nape of Blaine's neck. "Not that I'm complaining, as lying like this is one of my favorite things to do with you. You've turned me into a cuddler Blaine Anderson."

"You just needed the right person to cuddle with." Blaine replied, his smile soft as he relaxed under Sebastian's touch. While he might not have admitted he was stressed, Sebastian's touch relaxed him in ways he didn't expect. It wasn't long till a soft sigh left his lips and he was resting his head on Sebastian's shoulder. "I think this is one of the things I'm going to miss most."

"Me too, but if you tell anyone I'll deny it." Sebastian said teasingly.

"Your secret is safe with me Bas; everyone can assume you're going to miss the mind-blowing sex we have."

"I'm going to miss that too. Mostly, I'm going to be missing you." In moments like this, Blaine knew that others would probably never see this part of Sebastian and that was fine with him. Just as Blaine had parts of him that only Sebastian got to see. "You still with me B?" Blaine nodded against his shoulder before turning his head and placing a kiss on Sebastian's neck. "I love how soft your lips are."

"Lots of lip balm." Blaine replied before kissing him again. The more Blaine kissed him, he felt Sebastian relax beneath him. With as relaxed as he was, Blaine wanted nothing more than for Sebastian to feel the same way. Once his lips moved lower, Sebastian gave a slight tug on Blaine's hair causing Blaine to look up at him, his lips slightly swollen. "What do you want Bas?" When he blinked, Sebastian smiled as he looked up at him through his lashes.

"I have what I want, you." He then saw Blaine tilt his head to the side. "Oh, you mean like that." Once he spoke, Blaine nodded. "Surprise me." Blaine smiled before beginning to kiss him once again, slowly unbuttoning Sebastian's shirt as he did to trail his kisses lower. "Blaine." His name left his lips once Blaine disappeared beneath the blanket, prior to him feeling his jeans being undone. Not being able to see Blaine in this moment certainly peaked Sebastian's curiosity as he had to go off of feel and not seeing the look on Blaine's face. Yet the moment he felt Blaine tug on his jeans, he lifted himself off the couch enough to allow Blaine to pull them down. And not one to waste time, he felt his boxer briefs pulled down at the same time.

Sebastian moaned softly once Blaine wrapped his hand around him, stroking him gently before teasing him with his tongue. The things Blaine did to him put his entire body on edge in ways no one else ever had. And in this moment, not being able to see him was heightening those sensations. Then from the moment he felt him take him into his mouth, to feeling him begin to move over him, Sebastian couldn't take his eyes off of the blanket moving before him. It was taking every bit of control Sebastian had not to moan as freely or loudly as he had when they'd gone away but he couldn't in this setting. During their weekend away, the two had let go of every inhibition they had, enjoying themselves to the fullest extent.

"Blaine!" Sebastian moaned, as he arched up off the couch. That action only pushed Blaine to intensify what he was doing. "Blaine!" By this point Sebastian tugged on Blaine's hair again, causing him to moan around him. Each time Sebastian swore he was about to go over, Blaine slowly brought him back down only to bring him to the brink again and again. "Blaine…please!" Sebastian basically pleaded as he didn't know if he could handle much more. Blaine clearly heard him as he brought him over and took everything Sebastian had.

Once he had, Blaine slowly made his way back up Sebastian's body which had a light coating of sweat now covering it. When he appeared out from under the blanket, he saw the blissed out look on Sebastian's face before he leaned down to kiss him. "Is that what you had in mind?" Sebastian shook his head while wrapping his arms around Blaine.

"I couldn't have imagined that." Sebastian told him while bringing Blaine flush against him. "You. Are. Incredible." After each word, Sebastian accentuated it with a kiss. "I would've let you know how I much I was enjoying it but I doubt your neighbors would've liked hearing it."

"That was a good call as we both know you can get loud."

"So can you Killer. What do you say you let me reciprocate?"

"How about I let you surprise me as I'm sure you can come up with something you haven't tried yet?"

"Is that a challenge Killer?"

"Take that as you will, but you know me well enough to know precisely what I meant." Before Blaine had a chance to say anything else, Sebastian flipped them over on the couch so he was now lying above him. Given the fact that Sebastian was mostly undressed, he stayed above Blaine who was staring directly into his eyes. When a smiled crept to Blaine's face, it was quite different than his usual one, this one reserved specifically for Sebastian. "Sebastian." After hearing his name, Sebastian leaned down and kissed Blaine softly on the lips. Then without saying a word, Sebastian slowly made his way off of the couch before extending a hand to Blaine. While Sebastian wasn't the one to normally be quiet with intentions, Blaine didn't ask, just took his hand and allowed Sebastian to lead him back to the bedroom.

After sharing another kiss once they were through the doors, Sebastian gently pushed Blaine back onto his bed. Once his back hit, Blaine scooted back as Sebastian finished undressing. Then with their eyes on each other, Sebastian slowly made his way onto the bed. "Let me help you get more comfortable." Sebastian told him while placing his hands on the waistband of Blaine's boxers. Blaine smiled before lifting up off the bed so that Sebastian could remove them. Now that they were gone, Blaine sat up enough to remove his t-shirt and toss it to the side. "I would've taken care of that."

"I figured as much, but I thought I'd help. I hope you don't mind."

"I don't. Now, roll over." When Blaine didn't move, just continued to look at Sebastian, he leaned over Blaine, placing his arms on either side of him. "B, would you please roll over for me so I may begin?" Sebastian then moved a bit closer. "Trust me B; you're going to enjoy this." Blaine smiled, before leaning up enough to kiss Sebastian before carefully rolling over onto his chest. "Thank you." Sebastian then placed a kiss between Blaine's shoulder blades before getting off of the bed and heading towards the dresser.

With the way he was lying, Blaine couldn't see what Sebastian was doing as the dresser was out of view. After hearing some things being shuffled about, he soon felt the bed sink down around him once Sebastian made his way back onto it. Blaine was about to look back at him he felt Sebastian move so he was now straddling him. "Bas."

"Relax B." The next thing Blaine felt was something warm before Sebastian began a massage. Blaine flinched at first but quickly relaxed beneath him. "I bet this wasn't what you expected, huh Killer?" Sebastian said as he leaned forward slightly. Blaine shook his head before sighing softly as he had no idea how tense he was till Sebastian started. Sebastian had barely begun, when Blaine's phone started to ring and when it did, Blaine's body tensed. "Do you want to get that B?"

"It can wait." Blaine said softly, thankful hadn't stopped when he spoke with as good as it felt. "Today is about us."

"Blaine." Concern was evident in Sebastian's voice, as he didn't want Blaine ignoring something that needed his attention.

"Bas, that isn't Vincent's ringtone so it can wait, honest." When he spoke, Blaine looked back over his shoulder at Sebastian, hoping to reassure him. It must've as Sebastian didn't say anything else, just continued with Blaine's massage. The longer the massage lasted, the less aware of his surroundings Blaine became with how relaxed he'd become thanks to Sebastian. With each continuing day, Blaine marveled how well Sebastian knew him and seemed to know exactly what he needs. "Bas." Blaine moaned softly as he felt Sebastian push inside of him before he settled his body weight above him.

"Yes B." Sebastian replied to him, his voice deeper and his lips against Blaine's ear as he began to thrust within him. Blaine didn't speak, just turned his head and Sebastian kissed him on the cheek. "I love you."

"I…love you too." Blaine told him before turning his head more so he could kiss Sebastian. "So…good." Sebastian tried not to smirk, but he couldn't stop as he loved hearing the desire and pleasure that came across as Blaine spoke. Never had Sebastian been so in tuned with someone else's feeling, yet from the moment he and Blaine got together, that had changed. While he'd always been so about self-gratification, now his focus was as much about Blaine's pleasure as his own if not more and that was mirrored by Blaine. For the two of them, they realized that was one of the things that made being together so incredible. Not only did they seem to fit perfectly together, but wanting to give the other as much pleasure as possible intensified their own feelings and experiences.

By the time Sebastian's orgasm took over, Blaine was on the brink of his second between the friction beneath him and the feeling of Sebastian inside him was providing. Hearing the hitches in Blaine's breath, Sebastian was able to thrust through the sensation long enough to give Blaine the release he needed as well. Once Sebastian literally collapsed above him, Blaine felt Sebastian's arms wrap around him and he'd never felt safer or more loved in his life. "Was that enough of a surprise for you Killer?"

"More than." Blaine replied as he turned his head on the pillow. "But…we need to move."

"Why, as I'm rather comfy?"

"So am I, but it's a bit damp." The instant he spoke, Blaine heard Sebastian chuckle softly in his ear. "You think that's funny, don't you?"

"Not really. What do you say to a nice shower and then we change the sheets before round two? Normally it wouldn't be necessary, but if they're damp, best we do."

"I'd say, what are we waiting for?" Blaine then waited for Sebastian to move off of him, before slowly rolling over to get off the bed as well. Once he was, Sebastian was quick to take Blaine's hand and lead him into the bathroom for a shower. At that point, Blaine's phone ringing earlier was a distant memory for them both as it hadn't rung again.

So while Blaine and Sebastian were enjoying their shower, Santana was pacing the loft waiting for Blaine to call her back. "Are you sure he's going to call?" Jordan asked as she watched Santana.

"Yes, as he's really good about doing so." Santana replied.

"Then why don't you sit down?"

"I need to talk to him Jordan, he's going to be so angry with me but I need to face this head-on."

"From what you told me, all you did was let Sam know that things weren't as you all thought when Blaine was married to Kurt. You didn't tell Sam anything."

"Still I never should've said that when he called asking about Rachel's good news. How could I have made such a huge mistake?" While she spoke, Jordan walked over to her and wrapped her arms around her. "Blaine trusted me."

"Santana, you had a slip of the tongue but nothing major was said." Jordan then turned her in her arms. "Look at me, okay?" Santana met Jordan's gaze and wrapped her arms around her in return. "You need to relax, just as you need to realize Blaine might not call back anytime soon."

"Why, do you think he's not going to call back soon?"

"Today is his last full day with Sebastian before he leaves; I doubt making phone calls is a top priority of his." Santana then leaned her head back as she'd completely forgotten that fact. And if she was in Blaine's shoes, she'd be focusing all her time on Jordan before she left. Once Jordan got her to calm down a bit, she guided Santana over to the couch and they sat down. "Why don't you tell me how the almost slip happened that you're so certain Blaine's going to be angry about?"

After taking a deep breath, Santana began to talk, telling Jordan that it was completely innocent as Sam had asked how Blaine was doing and how he was handling everything that was happening around him. She then told her how she'd begun to explain things to him and somehow the conversation veered off into how Kurt was such a jerk to Rachel the last time they saw one another. And before she knew it, she was telling Sam that there was more to the breakdown of Blaine and Kurt's marriage than any of them could've imagined. "From the sound of my voice, Sam could tell something was wrong as I started to let my emotions get the best of me. He then started to ask all sorts of questions and I literally shut down. I came up with the lamest excuse to get off the phone that I'm surprised he didn't call back."

"Okay, I get that you're frustrated, but why do you think Blaine's going to be so angry?"

"Sam cares about him so much Jordan, that I'm afraid that he called Blaine to find out what I didn't tell him." That was enough for Jordan to wrap her arms around Santana once again and pull her into a hug. "How could I have let something like that slip?"

"Easy, you're still upset about what Blaine told you and your emotions got the better of you." Jordan told her. "It happens Santana, you're human and Blaine would understand that. The important thing is that you didn't tell him whatever it was."

"Still, once again my big mouth might force Blaine to do something he's not ready to do. Why do I keep doing this?" In that moment, Jordan saw Santana more vulnerable than she ever had before and could see how badly this was hurting her. And as much as she wanted to help her, there really wasn't much she could do in that moment besides be there for her. So when Santana turned to kiss her, she had no problems kissing her back and allowed herself to be pushed back onto the couch. Before they could get too caught up in the moment, Jordan pulled back when they took a moment to breathe.

"When will Rachel be back as I don't want her walking in on something she might not want to see?" Jordan asked as she caressed Santana's cheek.

"Not till late as she's heading over to Thad's after vocal rehearsal. I'm pretty sure after everything that's happened this week, spending time with him is precisely what she needs. Just as I need you right now. I hope you understand that I can't tell you what's going on."

"I do, you don't need to explain yourself to me Santana. I'll help you get through this anyway I can."

"Do you mean that?"

"I do."

While this was happening in New York, Sam was sitting in his apartment staring at his phone, contemplating calling Blaine to find out what Santana was talking about. Ever since he'd gotten off the phone with her, his mind started going through scenarios he hadn't thought about since Blaine had told him he was thinking about leaving Kurt. For the life of him, nothing Sam thought of back them made sense considering what he knew of Kurt. Yet hearing the concern and frustration in Santana's voice those scenarios came floating back. From the conversations he'd had with Blaine back then, he knew Kurt had become quite distant and he'd assumed that also included the physical aspect of their relationship. But those things didn't seem to be enough to impact Santana the way they did.

The more Sam thought about it, the more frustrated he became as nothing he thought of made sense. While he was frustrated, Sam took solace in the fact that regardless of what had happened back then, Blaine was now happy and in a good place in his life. And as shocked as he'd been when he'd found out, Sebastian was exactly the type of person Blaine deserved as he loves him unconditionally. Plus after getting to know him, Sam knew Sebastian was as deserving of the unconditional love Blaine gave him.