"I know that it might sound more than a little crazy but I believe I knew I loved you before I met you I think I dreamed you into life"-Savage Garden
John turned on his side and watched as Joss slept next to him. It was poetic how they ended up together. It was a miracle that they were able to carve out a life for themselves. He remembered the first night he met her. It might sound a little farfetched but he felt like he dreamed her into existence. One minute he was wallowing in self hate and guilt silently looking for a helping hand and then she shows up and asked if he needed help. Then he found himself looking for a friend and assuredly enough she shows up and helps him find the path he was looking for.
It was crazy how he was able to see his future in her eyes. He told her on their first official date that he was pretty sure he loved her before he even met her. He was almost positive if he were to go blind and meet her all over again for the first time he would still fall in love with her soul.
He reached over and pulled her close and kissed her forehead. He let a chuckled out when she half mumbled in her sleep that she was too tired for sex.
Yeah if he ever had to do it over again he wouldn't change a thing.
Getting thrown into her path after he beat those punks up on the subway was the best thing that ever happened to him. He found the missing pieces of his soul that were taken from him, he was complete now that he had her.
He closed his eyes, after so long wandering and looking he had finally found his way home.