"If we do the unthinkable would it make us look crazy Or would it be so beautiful either way I'm sayin' If you ask me I'm ready"-Alicia Keys
It was cold out it was suppose to snow again tonight. Joss had told John to meet her at the pier so they could talk. It had been two months since HR went down, two months since she had been shoot, and two months since John kissed her.
She had given their relationship a lot of thought during her mandatory bed. Over the past two months, other than checking in on her and wishing her happy holidays, John had been avoiding having a real conversation with her.
At first she was thankful because she didn't know where to go after his confession to her. But after some time to herself she was able to sort out her feelings.
She wanted John in her life as more than just a friend. She wanted to hold him and be held by him. She wanted love and judging by his words and kiss, he wanted more than just friendship too.
After coming to the all too real realization that they didn't have all the time in the world she decide that one of them needed to make a move.
She was brought out of her thoughts as she heard footsteps crunching in the snow behind her. She took a deep breath and turned around as she watched John walk up and stand arms length in front of her. She tilted her head up and looked into his eyes as she reached out and grabbed his hand.
She could name a million reasons as to why they shouldn't be together but she could also name a million and one as to why they should.
She couldn't say that she planned to fall in love with him and she certainly didn't come prepared with all the answers, but she was willing to try and make what they could have together work.
She was ready, the only question now, was he.